Chapter Seventeen

Chapter Seventeen

"Close your eyes" he told me and I did what he said, I could feel him shuffle around the room, but I fought the urge to peek as I sat up and moved my head in whatever direction I could hear him.

He laid me down on the bed and covered my body with his. He kept against me enough to feel him but not enough to crush me. He used one arm to prop himself up and the other he used to brush his fingers against my face unhurried and softly.

I forgot about what he was doing before and only focused on him.

His hand moved as slowly as his tongue did in my mouth. He brushed my hair back from my face and didn't make a move to do anything but kiss me; it felt like forever had passed when he rolled us so I was on top. I had a leg resting on each side of his hips and my chest pressed to his.

He ran his right hand through my hair and down my back over and over again while his left hand ran slowly down my other arm soft enough that I barley felt it and it made me shiver.

His pace was so slow it was making my head spin. He sat up and scooted back so he was propped up against the headboard and replaced his mouth on mine. His tongue moved slowly against my lips and when I parted them, it flicked in and rubbed against mine painfully sedate, gentler than he did before.

One arm wrapped behind me and pulled me firmly against him, my hands trapped between up, pressed to his chest, and his other hand went all over my right side, through my hair, down my back, brushing against my leg, my side, my arm, my face.

I didn't realize how much this would turn me on. I knew that he being rough with me did, but I never imagined wanting someone this much just from the kisses and light touches I was receiving, since they were in no place that would be sexual.

It progressed a tad bit when his hands ran under my shirt. His fingers stroked the skin on my stomach and followed the tiny bumps of my ribs. His hand that was around me swapped with his other, and the hand that was previously running up and down my sides was firmly placed against my back as he continued to feel all the exposed skin.

I moved my hands down and ran them up his abs to his chest, which made him shiver. We were in no hurry right now, and I was excited for the change in pace. I didn't know what he was going to do next and the anticipation was killing me.

He continued to stroke my skin which felt like fire, and his fingertips like ice. I couldn't help the Goosebumps that appeared when he leaned forward and brushed his lips tenderly against the space where my neck meets my shoulder. His tongue flicked out and ran a line up my neck making me arch my back slightly.

"Chase" I moaned

"Brylee" he whispered back.

His hands slowly went up my sides bringing my shirt with them. I raised my arms for him to pull it off and he took me in.

His eyes roamed my bare chest like this was the first time he was seeing me. His lips gently kissed down my neck and I tilted my head to the side to give him better access. He kissed the mark he left weeks ago and continued down my shoulder.

After he ran out of skin there he moved to my chest. The anticipation was getting the best of me when he made right above my bra, he licked the skin that was right above it on one side and then the other before moving back up the other side just the way he came down.

"Chase" I groaned

"Patience, baby" I nodded. I drug his shirt over his head and he raised his arms like I did so I could get it off of him. He placed a hand on either side of my face and looked in my eyes

"You're beautiful" was all he said before he leaned forward and brushed his lips side to side against mine. He allowed his hands to move through my hair and down my spine again and I moaned as I arched my back fully into his. The skin was so sensitive and I couldn't help but tighten my hands into his skin.

He repeated that over and over again until I was ready to beg for him to have me or to stop.

Midway through the next time his hands stopped at my bra and he unclasped it. He pulled his mouth from mine as he drug the straps down my arms and tossed it somewhere to the side.

I couldn't take my eyes from him; the look in them was so intense I was practically quivering in his arms. His eyes roamed over my now bare chest like he did before, like it was the very first time he was seeing my top half naked.

His lips went back to my collarbone and he made his way down my chest, kissing every inch of my skin as he went. As he made it to my breasts he picked us up and laid be back down on the bed and he was on top of me once more. He made a point to put his lips against every part of both breasts without touching my nipples, which were standing at attention for him and waiting for his touch.

My arms were wrapped behind his neck and I was panting lowly waiting for what would happen next. My back arched again when his tongue flicked across one and then the other, but that's the extent of what he did to them. He moved down and kissed right under my breasts and then to my stomach.

He kissed my stomach and ran his tongue over the same slight bumps of my ribs. I squirmed a bit and laughed when his touch tickled me. His mouth rested against the middle of my stomach and I could feel his smile against my flesh. His breath fanned lightly as he waited for me to calm down and then continued his path down.

His tongue dipped into my belly button as he moved, his tongue trailed the path at the top of my shorts before he sucked on the skin at my hip, at which I squirmed again and laughed.

I mentally rolled my eyes at the fourth mark he's left on my body. So territorial, but I did love that about him. His fingers worked against my shorts, he had them unbuttoned and unzipped effortlessly. As he slid them down my lets and the air hit my skin my thighs were quivering in excitement and I couldn't stop it.

His teeth grazed against my thigh as he nibbled on the skin that was left behind after my shorts trailed down. He tossed those aside somewhere as well and I watched him kiss his way back up my left side. He started at my instep until he kissed right where my leg met my body, just inches from my core.

"Chase, please" I was dripping now and he wouldn't allow me to press my thighs together for any sort of pressure, the pressure I needed before I went crazy.

"No baby, all your pleasure will be from me" he said with finality. His thumb hooked into my panties and he pulled them down my legs like he did my shorts, only this time he nibbled on the skin on my left leg and kissed back up my right.

He spread my legs apart farther and blew out a breath at my core. My legs were fully shaking in anticipation. I needed him, I watched him suck at the skin just to the side of my core and each time I let out a mix between a gasp and a moan.

My brain was fuzzy right now and when his tongue darted out and flicked against my clit I cried out at the sudden pleasure and movement against the place he was denying me from having it before.

My body jerked when he covered me with his mouth and licked me like he would ice cream in an ice cream cone. He hummed as his tongue pressed inside me. My fingers tangled in his hair and pulled slightly as he kept up his assault.

"Yes" I panted over and over again when he moved up and moved his tongue against my bundle of nerves. The pace he had and how lightly he was doing it was seriously going to drive me crazy, and I was about to cry in frustration.

He was causing so much pleasure, but at a pace that felt like I would never find a release from it. I felt like he was winding me up to never let me go.

"Harder, please Chase, just press a bit harder"

"Nope" he mumbled against me and when I went to push against his face he held my body down.

"Just listen to me, Brylee. Just listen for once" I really didn't want to, but the tone in his voice made me take a deep breath and relax back into the bed.

He continued to lick and gently suck until I felt so light headed I thought I would faint. My stomach felt on fire and my toes were cramping from curling so hard. And then it happened. With one last flick of his tongue I lost it all.

My hips bucked on their own as I yelled out without being able to help it. I was saying his name over and over again, because I couldn't even remember my own at the time. Chase was the only thing I could think about, how much pleasure he caused me.

He continued his leisure licking as I convulsed on the bed making it go on and on and on until tears were almost brought to my eyes because it was just too much. I pulled back from him and he let me this time.

He wiped his mouth and kissed the skin on my stomach again, darted his tongue into my belly button and gently moved his mouth against my sensitive skin, and like before it felt like ice meets fire.

I had almost fully caught my breath by the time he made it up to kiss me. I could taste myself on his tongue and my body clenched at the memory of how that just happened.

"I want you Brylee" he whispered in my ear

"I told you I'm yours"

"No, I want all of you, more than before, more than your body. I want you"

I went to open my mouth and he pressed a finger to my lips

"Sh, just think about it, you don't have to answer now." Well that's good because I don't know what to say, it's hard to think about anything after what he just did.

Chase backed away and removed his pants and boxers so he was kneeling naked in front of me. I reached out to touch him and he grabbed my hand to stop me.

"None of right now is about me. You told me I could show you how I feel about you, and that doesn't require you doing anything."

"But I want to touch you" I protested and he placed a kiss to my palm.

"Next time, baby. Next time. You told me I could show you, so you let me take the lead, you give me control, not like you do when I tell you what to do and it gets rough, but let me set the pace, the speed"

"Alright" I immediately agreed. He smiled as he got back on top of me. His lips were pressed firmly to mine as he slowly pushed himself inside of me. I dug my fingers into the blanket to stop myself from pushing my hips roughly into his.

When he was fully inside of me he stopped and pulled back. I knew he could read the desperation for him to move in my eyes. He gave me a small smile and moved back until he was almost out of me and then all the way back in.

When my back arched his hand went and pressed into my back, pulling me more into him as he moved sweetly against me. I let him set the pace before I moved my hips with his, I didn't want to speed it up or change it, just join him in on it.

The room was quiet except for the sounds of our ragged breathing and pleasure filled moans.

His hand went to grasp mine and he kissed my palm a second time before tangling his fingers with mine and pressing in into the bed near my head. I turned my face to the side and kissed his hand.

His chest was pressed against mine as he slowed down his pace a bit, I wanted to protect but I told him I would let him do what he wanted.

"Brylee" he would whisper my name in amazement and pleasure.

"Chase" I would moan back the same way.

Over and over again he would say my name and I would reply with his. The simple notion of that made this moment even more intimate than it was.

We were two bodies moving in sync against each other, covered in both our own and each other's sweat, but that thought didn't gross me out or anything, it just was what it was.

He pushed my sweat drenched hair from my forehead before placing a kiss there, than he moved his hand back to mine. This time I kissed his palm and brought out hands back to where they were by my head.

He nuzzled my neck with his face and kissed my sweet spot before pulling back and looking back into my eyes. Most the time we have maintained eye contact and I could see every emotion passing through his eyes and face.

"Bry" he whispered and for some reason that made my heart squeeze. I was feeling something I couldn't explain and I didn't know why, but when the tears rolled down my face I didn't feel embarrassed about it. Chase kissed them as they went and when I felt like I couldn't hold back any longer, Chase told me it was okay not to.

"Let go, love. let go"

My orgasm hit me hard and I keep saying how it was the best one, but he manages to surprise me on that. He always makes them feel like the best, but sometimes he makes them feel beyond what I could imagine. He makes me feel more pleasure then I ever thought was possible.

As my body tightened and loosened rapidly around him I felt his body jerk and his seed spill into me. When it stopped he placed his head on my chest and panted while I ran my fingers though his hair tried to catch mine as well.

He pulled back from me and I finally looked around the room and smiled at his cheesiness. He shut the lights off and lit candles so we had enough light to see, but it still set a romantic vibe.

He laid back and pulled me on top of him, my head was rested on his stomach as he played with my hair this time and my body in-between his legs. He pulled a blanket till it covered his lower half and it still left part of my back exposed.

"I didn't know how else to show you how I felt" he broke the silence and I looked up at him. he stared intently at me and he sighed. "Come here" I moved up and sat in his lap.

"Do you understand, Brylee?" he asked me and I looked at him, very confused

"Understand what?"

"What I was trying to say?" I shook my head even more confused

"I don't know what you mean"

"I said this was the only way I knew how to explain how I felt, do you understand what I was trying to say to you"

"That you care about me" he put his forehead to mine and groaned.

"What did we just do?" he asked

"Sex?" I came out like a question.

"Yes." He pulled back "I made love to you Brylee." My eyes widened at the L word and he continued. He put his hands on either side of my face again to make sure I was paying attention as he spoke again, words I never thought he would speak.

"I Love you Brylee, and not like a sister of course, not as a friend, as more than all of that. I've loved you my whole life, and only when we were about sixteen did I realize just how much I really loved you, what it meant to really love you, how it felt to feel complete when you're with someone. Now it's more than that, these past few weeks I've fallen so in love with you it hurts."

As he spoke my eyes widened more and more and my jaw dropped slightly. Yeah, I'm pretty sure I'm not breathing.

Ba da! and now it's out there. too soon for him to confess his love? he's only been waiting years to tell her. and what's she gonna say?

Does she love him? does she know how she feels? if she does know will she be too scared to move forward?