Chapter Twenty-One

Chapter Twenty-One

The next morning we got up and ready to go to Riley's house, I know we didn't have to be there until 6 but neither of us have spent much time there and we both felt bad, so we were going to head over early.

We headed over to Brylee's house in her car so she could drop her things off before we headed over, I really wanted to keep her there and rip those clothes off her, and she looks fucking sexy in anything.

"Are you staying at my house some more, or are we going to stay here?" I walked behind her and pulled her back against me

"Whichever you prefer."

"I think here would be fun, there are much more entertaining things to play with here." That hint was not subtle, but I didn't care. just knowing the things she has in this room is making my 'little Chase' excited

"Here it is. But we can stay at your place tonight and you can pack a bag. We're going to pretty much be in all weekend, I'm sure I could just borrow some more of your clothes to sleep in" She turned to face me and now he was really excited.

"I'm sure you could, or nothing at all." I smirked at her; her naked is a sight to see.

"Week's not up yet." She informed me and I groaned, damn tease.

"I want it to be up; you're trying to kill me. I've been dying to have your skin against mine, to have you writhe under me when you come, to hear you scream my name. I love how you beg me to punish you, how we can experiment and test things out and I love that it's you this is all with" I don't want her to think I just want to have sex with her, because that's not it. I love her because she's her because I've been waiting years to be with her, But damn sex with her is the best.

"Soon, almost there"

"Damn woman" I complained and she laughed, wicked damn woman

"You'll live."

"Not if I have to get through the entire day seeing you and not being able to hold your hand or kiss you when I want."

Yeah, that's going to suck. I got so used to being with her at my house, being able to just lean and kiss her while she's cooking, or were curled up, it's going to be weird not being able to.

"We'll tell Riley soon, I just like the freedom of him not knowing, but we will tell him soon I promise." Good, I hated sneaking behind my best friends back, with his sister of all people. The longer we wait, the worse it's going to be. Damn, he's going to murder me.

"There are some advantages of him not knowing." She reminded me before pulling me out the door.

It was nice to spend time with Lina, Mia, Monica and Riley. We got there and helped set up before all the twin's friends showed up.

"Hey, can I talk to you too?" Riley asked and I looked at Brylee slightly panicked. He didn't know, did he? We nodded and followed him up to the study and I saw Monica sitting there. Good, she can stop him from killing me if he really does know.

"So?" Brylee asked and Monica smiled at us

"What?" I asked cautiously and Riley went over to her.

"Were having another baby" Riley said happily and my jaw dropped and my eyes widened, I looked over and Brylee's did the same.

"No way" she said happily

"Congrats guys" I told them with a grin on my face.

"What. Tell me, tell me!" Brylee was bouncing up and down and I couldn't help but smile at her. She was beautiful.

I barley listened as they asked us to be the godparents, I was watching her wondering how she would look pregnant, how she would react to having a baby with me. Would she want to be with me? Is that something she would want?

I know I want it. I remember how much of a nightmare Monica was, but I would love to see Brylee's stomach swollen with a baby bump.

"Oh my god yes! I'm so much happier now" She launched herself at Riley crushing him into a hug before giving Monica a much more tame one.

"How about you Chase?" Riley asked

"Of course, I would be honored to." I smiled

I watched Brylee sitting and looking at the kids, I knew what she was thinking about right now, it was obvious on her face.

"Getting any ideas?" I Leaned beside her and asked/

"I wish." She sighed happily.

"Why wish?" I was confused

"I'm not married, and plus I have the implant in my arm so I can't get pregnant."

"I know, but you should be getting it out in a few months and we can use other protection then so it's not so long term and maybe." I knew she had that in, it lasted three years, I would have used a condom if she wasn't.

I wasn't that irresponsible.

"Chase, are we really talking about this now, here, when my brother doesn't even know" She lowered her voice at the last part

Yes, I wanted to talk about this right now because I was going crazy wondering how she felt about it. I knew this was probably a bad idea, a month ago she was freaking out about sleeping with me once.

I think it hurt me more than her when she kept rejecting me. I knew she liked the sex, and damn did she surprise me. I never thought she would have done half the things she did with me, or suggest some of the things she has.

She was truly a lady in the streets but a freak in the sheets, in a good way of course.

I brought her into one of the guest rooms and turned to look at her. She was waiting for me to talk, but now I didn't know what to say. I brushed my hand against her cheek and she closed her eyes and leaned into it. I smiled at the simple action.

"I love you Brylee." I started off

"You know I love you too Chase." She smiled up at me sweetly.

"When I told you I wanted to be with you I meant that long term. I want you in my future and one day I'd love to have a family with you" her eyes widened and she looked at me like I was crazy, that look made my heart drop. I knew this wouldn't be a good idea.

"Maybe." She said and I stepped back from her. Maybe?

"No Chase, I just mean that I haven't thought that far ahead, it's not like I pictures this ending or anything, I just haven't given much thought to it, I've been enjoying just being with you."

Well that did make me feel a little better.

She pressed her sweet lips to mine and I nearly lost it. I haven't had her in five days and my body was craving hers. I wanted to push myself into her, she was so tight and fuck I was getting hard thinking about it.

"Chase" she warned and I didn't give a damn. I was going to make love to her and she was going to like it. I walked back and locked the door

"Chase" she said again and she watched me cautiously. I looked at her hungry to have her. I wanted to feel her and taste her and she was going to let me. I will have what is mine.

"Such a good girl, Brylee." I smiled at her and she stood there still.

"I told you we had to wait Chase" she told me as I walked closer, and just like I thought she would, she stepped back. I continued walking until her legs hit the bed and we stopped.

"I can't wait. I need you" I told her before I claimed her lips. She pushed me away breathing heavy and I smirked. Fuck I loved it when she fought me like this, it just made me want her more. Though it was making me want to bend her over and make her scream for me to keep going. I love when she begs me. And I love how damn frustrated she gets when she's not allowed to come.

I grabbed her and lifted her against me and she wrapped her legs around me, good girl. I tugged gently on her hair which drove her crazy. I brought us both down to the bed and trailed my lips down her neck to her sweet spot. I nibbled and sucked and she moaned lightly which fueled my desire for her.

Her fingers undid the buttons of my shirt one by one and she pushed it off of my shoulders. I tossed it to the side and brought her up with me so I could tug her shirt over her head.

Her body was perfect. She wasn't just skin and bones. She had curves and something to her, and I loved it. She didn't starve herself to be as skinny, before all that shit, there was this thing called sexy, and that's just what my girl is.

I unclipped her bra and covered her nipples with my mouth. I sucked on them and then flicked my tongue which I knew made her pretty much loose her mind, I loved driving her as crazy as she did to me every damn day, and she didn't even know it.

Her long wavy brown hair was always soft, and she had the most beautiful brown eyes. Her heritage made her skin always slightly tan. She was so small compared to me and I loved feeling that, how fragile she is. My ego loves it.

I pulled her skirt off and pushed it down those amazing legs of hers before my pants followed. If I just wanted a quickie I would have just pulled her in here, pushed her against the wall, lifted her skit and been inside her, but I needed to feel her against me.

I rubbed her through her panties and damn it she was so wet it amazed me how she was so responsive to me.

"Chase" she moaned

"Brylee" I whispered in her ear and then went back to kissing her neck.

"We need to stop." She said weakly.

"No, I haven't got to be with you all week and I need to make love to you. I need you against me or I'm going to go crazy." I pulled her panties down and she moved to make it easier. I kicked my boxers down and my dick was brushing against her entrance.

Every time I can't get over how amazing it feels to be with her in this way, and as unmanly as it sounds; the first time I made love to her will always be on top or near it for me.

"Please Chase" she whispered and I pushed her hair back before I slowly pushed into her. I damn near lost my breath every time. Her thighs were quivering and It boosted my ego that I was making her feel that way.

I moved back and leaned closer to her so our bodies were pressed firmly together. I knew she loved it as much as I did. I slowly moved in and out of her, feeling her body clench around me, her warmth, and her tightness.

I ran my hands down her body just feeling her soft skin; it amazed me how soft she always was.

Her hips moved up in perfect sync with mine and I looked down at her, her eyes shining into mine with passion and love. I smiled at that, she really did love me.

I gripped her hand and moved it on the bed by the pillow

"Chase" she said desperately and I was glad she was getting close because I'll be damned if I ever disappoint her, and I was not going to be able to hold off much longer.

"Brylee" I groaned back. Her thighs were shaking and her hand that was in mine was tightening. I looked down at her to see her slightly curly brown hair all over, her eyes were brighter, the slight bit of sweat forming on her body that made me want to just taste her and how her body was shaking was one fo the best sights I can imagine.

"Please faster" she said and I shook my head and leaned down to kiss her bright pink lips. I kept the slow and steady rhythm and pulled back to watch her. her nails came down and left a trail down my back as her back arched off the bed, I took my free hand and placed it on the small of her back to pull her more firmly against me.

"Eyes on me" I told her and they locked with mine.

I loved feeling her skin against mine and fuck being inside her felt amazing. Her body was shaking and she was coming hard and I could feel her squeezing around me.

The emotions that shone through her eyes were so enchanting to me. you could see the pleasure, wonder, passion, and best of all love in them.

I pressed my forehead to hers as I found my release in her and then there was silence, I was proud of both of us for being as quiet as we were and now all you could hear were labored breathing.

I always thought of myself as a self-assertive and I never bothered with showing emotions to many people but with her I didn't care. I made my feelings for her known at risk of being rejected and she will always be the one for me, I could never love another woman like I loved Brylee.

I don't think she realizes just how much I feel for her. I wasn't lying when I said I've loved her all my life.

"Chase, we have to get back down" she told me and I disagreed. I knew this was risky, and I wasn't planning on making love to her right now, I just wanted to talk to her but now I didn't want to let her go.

"No." I opened my eyes and looked into hers "You're going to come here" I told her as I pulled out before I got hard again and never let her leave this damn room.

I moved to the side and pulled her small body against mine. I loved how small she was. She was only about five foot three and with me being a foot taller, it was prefect to me. She was perfect.

She was cuddled against my side and I felt her breathing calm and her body cool. Her fingers were gently moving against my skin and it was driving me insane to have her again, I think it was just something she did and I don't think she even realized she did it. And when she kissed my chest that was it. I rolled her over and was buried back inside of her.

She let out a little gasp of surprise but I quickly pressed my lips to hers to muffle her moans, they were like fuel to a fire and I was moving in and out and damn it was hard to keep this pace slow. I wanted to be pounding into her and making her scream, but now was not the time for that, unfortunately. Soon though, soon it would happen and I had a lovely idea for that.

I watched her come again and I pushed a bit faster until she finished for a third time before I spilled my seed into her, and like last time I pulled her back against me and she closed her eyes. My phone rang and I checked the text and was surprised to see we had been up here two hours.

When did you leave and have you seen Brylee?

Well fuck, I'm not too excited about having to lie to them.

I wasn't feeling well and asked Brylee to take me home, I'll bring her home later.

Are you okay, did you need us to come over?

No, it's the twin's birthday! Don't worry about me man, I'm fine. What are you guys doing?

The kids just all left and were about to leave to get ice cream.

I breathed a sigh of relief, they were leaving and we could sneak out, I looked over and Brylee was asleep against me and I smiled at her. I loved that she stayed and I didn't have to worry about her running off after anymore.

Have fun man, I'll see you Monday.

We're going out next weekend, just to let you know. And I'll text you when I get home, I have to drive now.

I let her lay there for about fifteen minutes before I got her up, she was barely awake as she pulled her underwear and bra on and just pulled on my shirt. I rolled my eyes and grabbed her clothes and picked her up before walking the short distance to her house and laying her down in bed.

I curled up beside her and we called it an early night, but I couldn't quite sleep yet. I pulled her clothes back off leaving her in her underwear so she would be comfortable for one, but so I could also feel her bare skin with mine.

I looked down at her when she curled up against me tighter in her sleep.

I've been through a marathon of emotions with her the last month. I've always hit on her just messing around and I know she never took me seriously but I still enjoyed her reactions. When she kissed me after Monica's party I was shocked and I nearly lost that I pushed her away because I knew it was the right thing to do, she was drunk and I was not.

I walked away and I was opening the door when I decided I should at least talk to her, she was pretty open when she was drunk and I wanted to know how she felt about me, so I gave myself some liquid courage and headed back in.

When I saw her I was instantly hard. That is pretty much every guy's wet dreams. She was lying on her bed pleasuring herself and I couldn't leave, I needed to have her.

I thought that night was as good as it could get. I felt so possessive of her and from that moment she was mine, I don't give a damn what anyone else says, she was mine and no one else was going to have her. The way she talked back to me pissed me off and turned me on at the same time and I enjoyed every spanking I've given her, especially with how wet it makes her.

I thought she would be shy and afraid to do anything, but damn was I wrong. I've smacked her ass raw, I've fucked it, I've forced her on her knees to suck me off, had her in the office, on various surfaces,I've pulled her hair, and I'vetied her up and made her beg for me to fuck her when she was trying to resist it.

Though I wasn't partial to the term fucking her, to me it just means that it's rougher. Making love to her is what we just did; soft, gentle, passionate.

The night in the office where she told me it was a mistake hurt. I was angry that she would think of me that way, but it was nothing compared to how I felt the night I told her I loved her. I spent an hour alone just touching her and feeling her, I wanted to show her how beautiful and amazing I thought she was in a more physical way because I was too afraid to be rejected by her.

And she said nothing; she said nothing as I moved away from her, nothing as I grabbed my clothes, and nothing as I walked out of the room. It hurt more than I ever thought possible to think she didn't love me back, and I thought I fucked it up by rushing her, and that she wouldn't want to see me anymore, that I wouldn't get the opportunity to make her feel that way.

She came out and I froze when I heard her voice, and she told me she was sorry. She was so upset and it hurt to leave but if it was what she wanted than that was what mattered, and I walked out the door and left my heart there with her.

But the stubborn girl still came after me and I almost caved when she asked me to stay, because I truly didn't want her to worry about it, I didn't want her to be hurt, but I just couldn't do it. For this moment, I had to put myself first because it would kill me to stay.

She placed her hand on my back and I froze and told her 'don't' I couldn't let her touch me because I knew I was caving on leaving, but it was making me angry at the same time. She didn't want to be with me but she didn't want me to leave, was she trying to torture me!

And then it all came out

"I'm scared of how much I love you. Of how much I need you in my life." I was floored at those words, she just told me she loved me and then I understood more. She was terrified to have too many people close to her in her life because she lost the most important people to her.

I loved her parents like my own parents too, I don't have memories without Brylee, Chase, and them all in them up until they died. It hurt us all, but they were Riley and Brylee's parents. Fighting with her on staying was the best thing I could have done, if I would have just walked away I wouldn't have her in my arms right now.

I will fully admit that I'm an emotional mess when it comes to her, and any guy who isn't doesn't really love their girl. She holds all the power over me and there is nothing I wouldn't do to make her happy.

I was going to marry her one day; there was no doubt in my mind. She would be my wife one day and I would spend the rest of my life with her, she would be the mother of my children, I just needed to take it slow so I didn't freak her out.

I really wanted us to move in together, but I felt it was too soon, but at the same time it didn't feel that way at all, I mean damn I've known her nearly twenty years. We already know each other, we already understand each other, and the past week we already have been. This whole situation is so confusing.

I finally fell asleep thinking about a future with her and hours later woke up with her in my arms feeling happier than ever, she makes me happier every day I'm with her.

I feel like I'm a bigger girl in this relationship than she is.

I woke her up and we just spent another lazy day in, I can't wait until Riley knows and we can really spend more time out of the house together, we needed to tell him soon because I feel like a complete asshole for keeping it from him.

But all he's going to take from this is I'm having sex with his sister, and I cringe at what he's going to do, I'm sure I'm going to have some bruises because I'm sure he's going to take a swing at me, and I would deserve it. I should have been upfront about this with him, he's not oblivious to my feeling for her, but now I have to also listen to what she wants too.

We were playing with fire.

That night I decide to bring up my little idea for us, but I wasn't sure how to do it, I knew she wasn't going to want to go for it, but I also think that it would be something she would be into, but she's so damn sky about things sometimes, so I never know what to expect.

"Want to play a game?" I asked

"Sure" she shrugged and I smiled, I think that I would have to bet her and win, so this could go either way. "What game?"

"You pick." We settled on cribbage and I was on the fence about this. she set up the bored while I shuffled the cards

"Let's make a bet" I told her and she eyes me carefully.

"Bet, okay. What's the stakes?" she was competitive, so I had a good feeling she would go for it.

"Anything the winner wants."

"Within reason" she added

"Of course, how about winner get it, and then we come up with rules on it."

"Sounds good." She said and there was the look in her eyes, she was playing to win. I knew I had something in my mine, and I could see she did too. Oh if only she knew what I was going to do to her if I won.

I was planning on taking this whole thing up a notch. I knew she wanted to experiment, but if I win, it's going to be taken way past anything we've done.

Half way through the game I was getting slightly worried, we were neck and neck, she was a bit ahead and I really needed some good hands.

And I finally hit a streak of them, I was pulling ahead and when my peg got to the end first I looked up and smirked at her, she bit her lip looking a bit worried, oh she better be. She groaned

"So what do you want?" she asked

"You're calling in sick to work tomorrow." I told her

"But I need to be in the office." She told me.

"Oh, you will be." I informed her and she looked so damn confused, she was so cute.

"I don't understand."

"Come here" I ordered and she did, such a good girl. I may have my emotions for her, but I was also very keen to being in control with her, I loved when she gave into me and relinquished control.

I kissed her neck and moved up to her ear

"You're going to be my little sex slave." I told her and she pulled back with wide eyes to look at me.

"You're wh-what?" she fumbled on her words

"My sex slave, for all of tomorrow you will do what I want, when I want it, and I'll do what I want to you. You will listen and no argue." I told her firmly and she was still surprised

"Uh, do I have to?" she asked

"Yes. Brylee, you know I'm not going to hurt you. I ask you to submit to me tomorrow and that's all."

"Like a submissive?" she asked

"For tomorrow, yes." I told her honestly. I could never do it full time, but I've wanted to do it with her for a while. I don't have to experience nor need to be a dominate. I like that she was stubborn and a pain in the ass, I wouldn't want to change that about her.

"Okay." She said and her whole attitude changed.

"You're okay with this?" I asked

"Chase, I trust you, I know you won't hurt me, I know you won't push me farther than I can handle, and its one day. It's an experience, but let's go over rules."

"Normal color safe words, you'll call in but go in early so no one see's you and be under my desk when I get there in sexy lingerie. You'll do what I ask and if you fight me you'll be punished. We will stay at your house tonight." I told her.

"Okay. But if we're going to do this, its go big or go home" she moved and straddled my lap.

"What do you mean?"

"I'll be your slave. I want you to treat me like one. Tell me what to do, fuck me like one, and go about your work if you don't need me."

I just looked at her, I can't believe she was going for this and wanted to make it more extreme.

"What else do you want?"

"I want you to be rough with me, of course I don't want to be beat, but then again you would never do that. Be stern with me, I want you to talk dirty to me, call me names and use me for your pleasure." She grinded against me

"What else?"

"Do what you want and no matter how much I beg for it, don't let me come. I want you to make me so hot and needy for you by the end of the night."

"Brylee, I would feel like a dick for doing that."

"Why? Because at the end of the night, you're going to lay me down in bed and be gentle and slow as you make love to me for the rest of the night." Her lips were against my ear and her breath was making me hard against her thigh.

"When do you want to start this?" I wondered

"Right now." She nibbled on my earlobe

I didn't expect this at all, I was just going to keep her under my desk and have sex with her throughout the day, but this was way more than I expected and I was a bit worried about how she wanted me to treat her.

I didn't want her to think that it made me think less of her or love her less, but she was pretty adamant on what she wanted, and I think that as I've been thinking of this she has too.

"Is that really what you want?" I asked her and she pulled back to look in my eyes and smirked.

"Yes Master." Well fuck.