Huang Jiuge was the only one who knew her secret, so Xu didn't know what to do, so he asked Huang Jiuge for advice: "Miss Huang, do you have a good way to tell me what I should do?"

Huang Jiuge didn't respond immediately, but kept silent for a while, thought for a while, and then said: "if you want he Qingchen not to be sad because of losing you, or there is something wrong, the way is not no, just ····"

speaking of this, Huang Jiuge pauses, because she thinks that these methods are not good methods.

"Just what?" Hearing the speech, Xu asked eagerly.

"It's just that you still can't be together normally." Huang Jiuge said.

"What do you mean?" Xu Shi doesn't understand, but he hears it from Huang Jiuge, and the result doesn't seem to be very good.

But at this time, Xu felt that as long as there is a way, it should be better than she has no way now.

"I have several ways now, but I don't think it's a good way. The first kind is like what you call amnesia, let he Qingchen forget you. This is not impossible, but it can only be temporary. If he has a strong will, he will soon remember you. At that time, he will still be in pain, and the situation you said you were worried about may still happen. "

"Second, as the status quo generally exists, keeping a distance from he Qingchen, no longer having intimate contact, and even more unable to lead a normal married life with he Qingchen. When time comes, your soul will be completely engulfed, the memory of he Qingchen will no longer exist, and the spirit in your body will replace you and continue to live. Just like this, for he Qingchen, he can see you all his life, but he can't get close to you. This is also a kind of long pain for him. "

"Third, I will help you to separate from the spirit in your body. It will return to its original self, and you will only be able to hang a breath and fall into a coma from then on. This breath may last for several years or more. In this way, you are still by his side, but you have no consciousness. Maybe after a long time, he Qingchen will see it

"Whatever it is, it's torture for any light dust. No matter which one you choose, your ending is either that your soul is engulfed or that you will fall asleep from now on. No matter whether your soul is engulfed or that you will fall asleep from now on, you will not know anything, but he Qingchen will suffer alone. Since no matter what, he Qingchen has to face the pain, why don't you have a showdown! At least you have time to persuade he Qingchen. Maybe he will accept it and cheer up. " Huang Jiuge said.

Huang Jiuge likes long pain rather than short pain, so she prefers direct showdown.

Maybe Huang Jiuge can't understand the feelings between he Qingchen and Xu, so she can't understand the idea that one side is dead and the other can't live.

After hearing Huang Jiuge's words, Xu was silent.

She originally thought that as long as there were other ways, it was better than letting he Qingchen accept her sudden disappearance, or death, or being ungrateful.

But hearing Huang Jiuge's words, no matter which one is torture and pain to he Qingchen, she thinks it's too selfish.

As Huang Jiuge said, no matter what, her ending is either that her soul is engulfed or that she sleeps from now on. No matter whether her soul is engulfed or that she sleeps from now on, she doesn't remember anything, but Qingchen still remembers it, so she suffers alone.

Therefore, subconsciously agreed with the saying of Huang Jiuge.

However, when she thought of showdown and confrontation, she felt timid and afraid. For a moment, she didn't know what to do.