On Sunday morning, the sun was shining brightly, and the golden light beam refracted into the dim room through the shutter, gradually becoming bright and incomparable.
On the white marble table were two documents, which were written "divorce agreement" and court summons.
The blue and white striped hospital uniform on her body is slightly thin, the whole person has lost a lot of weight, holding the list sent by the court, sitting quietly on the single sofa, there is no color in her eyes, only empty and at a loss.
The pretty face is not as bright as it used to be. The pretty lip is a little dry and has several layers of white skin. The dark circles under the eyes are also obvious. It seems that I have been sitting on this sofa all night.
The door was gently pushed open, and a young girl in a light professional dress and beige coat came in: "madam, this is the breakfast that my husband asked me to bring you."
Seeing Chu Li's indifference, the girl put her hot breakfast on the table, noticed the file bag on the table, and pursed her lips: "madam, Mr. said I'll take the divorce agreement you signed. Have you signed it?"
Chu Li's eyes moved slightly. She slowly raised her head and looked at the girl standing in front of her. Her eyes were full of gentle smiles. She was very beautiful. She looked like a lady in both manner and language.
Right. If she doesn't have a down-to-earth family, she is really a lady of a big family. Chu Li is very familiar with this girl. Since she met Xu Feng, she has been serving as Xu Feng's special secretary. When her family was still in the ascendant, their two families had the intention of marriage, but their plans couldn't keep up with the changes, Finally, Xu Feng or look at the face before, leaving her around as a secretary.
When she first met her, Chu Li knew that the girl's feelings for Xu Feng must be unusual, but they never showed up.
When she knows that Xu Feng is going to marry Chu Li, she also smiles and blesses. Today, Xu Feng is going to divorce. She is still calm and does not rush to help him deal with the follow-up affairs. She never urges Chu Li too much. She will respect her as before, and she will not deliberately show her face.
Chu Li has to admit that this girl is a smart person. She knows how to control all her emotions. Whether it's love for Xu Feng or disgust for herself, she hides so much that people can't detect her.
Looking at the real smile on her face, Chu Li pursed her red lips tightly and said softly: "Fang Rui, you should be very happy now! My eyesore is finally going to disappear. "
Fang Rui said with a smile: "what's the lady saying? How can I be happy..."
"You don't have to be hypocritical. Xu Feng is not here." Chu Li interrupts her indifferently, and is tired of her fake smile.
In classical Chinese, the smile on Fang Rui's face remains unchanged: "speaking of hypocrisy, I can't compare with my wife. My husband doesn't want to see you now, and I will take the place of you in the follow-up to the divorce. In addition, I also want to remind my wife that the board of directors doesn't want to give up so easily about your embezzlement of company funds. It's going to sue you. I think... In a few days, The lawsuit on madam body may not only Su Yan Xi that together
For Fang Rui know she and Su Yanxi things, she did not feel surprised, just chuckled: "people! Once the bad luck, not to mention drink cold water are teeth, now even the watchdog will come to bite, ah! It's not just my bad luck. "
Hearing Chu Li's scolding, Fang Rui replied with a smile: "who can blame all this! If you only want to live well with your husband, how can these things happen? It's not that you can't think of it! Mr. Yi's feelings for you, originally the embezzlement of public funds was a matter of his words, but now he doesn't want to look at you, let alone speak for you. Why should he have known earlier? "
"Fang Rui, I should say you are smart? Or too cunning? It's so easy to get everything you've always wanted. "
"Madam, that's wrong. My husband's heart is not mine, but I think it will be mine sooner or later."
"Ha ha! Now... I just want to ask you one thing. " Then Chu Li narrowed her eyes: "did you let Su Yanxi, whom Wang GUI and Li Sheng went to, secretly protect him and encourage him to expose me in front of him? In fact, you are involved in all these things, right?"
Fang Rui nodded with a smile: "I don't deny it, but I do it for Xu Feng. I just want Xu Feng to see through your true face. It's just that... Your own miscarriage scene is really wonderful. Before my plans are implemented, you lift a stone and smash your own feet."
"Pa --"
At the moment when Fang Rui's words fall, Chu Li suddenly gets up, raises her hand and slaps her in the face, which makes her stunned for a moment.
"What are you? For Xu Feng? Oh, don't be funny, OK? What if he divorced me? What if I'm in a lawsuit now? You can't change the fact that Xu Feng only loves me. You're nothing in his eyes. You're just willing to put gold on your face. It's shameless. "
Fang Rui tilted her head, covered her face with her hand. Yu Guang glanced at the door and saw a figure. Tears filled her eyes immediately. She was very wronged and said: "madam, it was my husband who asked me to get the divorce agreement, not me... I just..."
"Shut up, bitch." Chu Li's mood suddenly gets excited. After interrupting her words angrily, she raises her hand and wants to fan it. When she falls into the air, her wrist is grasped tightly. As soon as she turns around, she bumps into a figure of Wei'an in her angry eyes, and the whole person becomes stiff instantly.
Xu Feng cold face, hard to throw her to one side, will Fang Rui pull to his side, arrogantly glare at Chu Li: "who give you the right to hit her?"
"Xu Feng... Xu Feng... Listen to me, Fang Rui“
"Shut up." Now Xu Feng has no patience with her, and her feelings have disappeared after learning the real reason for the loss of her children: "three days, I've come to get the agreement." With that, he just saw the document on the desktop, picked it up, noticed the court summons document beside him, and narrowed his eyes.
Fang Rui is very nervous looking at him, for fear that he will pick up to see, and then to Chu Li heart soft, so as to forgive her, not divorce her.
Looking at Xu Feng's pause, Chu Li seemed to see hope: "Xu Feng... I..."
But Xu Feng just scanned the document lightly, and didn't want to take it up. Looking at the divorce agreement, she found that she still didn't sign it. She looked up and asked, "are you going to sign it?"
"Xu Feng, I don't want to divorce..."
"I can't help but ask you for the last time, sign or not? If I don't sign it, I will directly contact a lawyer to sue, including Chen Chen, and I won't take care of... "
"No... no, I'll sign, I'll sign, Xu Feng, don't do that. Chen Chen is innocent. He's just a child. He doesn't know anything and has autism. Please don't want him. I promise you what you want. I don't want him to be an orphan." For Chen Chen, Chu Li is the love from the heart, she can't bear him to experience any pain and tribulation.
God had been very unfair to him and deprived him of his childhood happiness. Now she is losing her mother. She doesn't want to be the last one in the world who loves him and doesn't want him, so he really becomes helpless.
Looking at Xu Feng's resolute eyes, Chu Li with tears, kneels down, hands on the cold floor, forehead fell on the ground: "I beg you, you are Chen Chen's last dependence, don't leave him."
Her action surprised Xu Feng and Fang Rui, especially Xu Feng. Her pupils narrowed and she wanted to reach out to help her, but she hesitated to take it back and said in a cold voice: "sign! I said that Chen Chen will be raised by me, and I will not break my promise. "
Chen Chen has long been his own son to him. Although he is a little autistic, his pure and brilliant laughter and words will make him feel very happy when they bloom to him, even when he is worried about the company.
Chu Li gets up, takes the divorce agreement in his hand, and signs his name on the last page.
In her life, she lived for three people. When she went to college, she always lived for her mother. After college, she lived for Lu Jingyan. After breaking up with Lu Jingyan, she lived for the autistic child.
No matter in life and work, she always accompanies smiling face to cater to all people's interests and hobbies. She never really lives herself. In the end, she can't find her original self. She forgets what she looks like and what kind of smile is from her heart.
She was brought up by her mother when she was young, so she can understand the pain of not having a father. Since junior high school, she has been very sensible and helped her mother share the housework. At that time, she was still happy, but everything changed after her so-called father came back from senior high school.
He took her mother to gamble. In only half a year, her mother quit her job and became addicted to gambling. Her family was even more in debt. In the first half of her senior year, she personally sent her mother to prison because she didn't have enough money. In which period, her so-called father died of cancer, The funeral expenses, the medical expenses, all of them fell on her at the age of 17.
Later, she got donations from the police and neighbors before cremation and burial of her father. In the second half of her senior year, she was also recommended to the ideal university because of her school, where she met Lu Jingyan, the love of her life.
She chased Lu Jingyan for a whole semester to get his contact information. In the second semester, Lu Jingyan reluctantly agreed to go out with her. In this way, the love time of University began.
She and Lu Jingyan, she is always active, and Lu Jingyan is a passive person, never sweet talk, there will be no surprise, even the simplest date will only be in the library or elective courses, she has never complained, still enjoying such a good time with a smile.
In the second half of his junior year, that is, when he had been in contact with Lu Jingyan for more than eight months, earth shaking changes took place.
She was pretty in the school, which was comparable to the school flower. At that time, Lu Jingyan was very popular in the school, and girls who liked him could row from the teaching building to the school gate.
A man who was related to her didn't care that she had a boyfriend pursuing her at that time. At that time, she refused the man, but the man still didn't give up. She wanted to tell Lu Jingyan, but she was afraid that Lu Jingyan would misunderstand her and get angry, so she didn't dare to say it.
On that quiet night, she went to study in the evening. On the way back to the dormitory, she was stopped by the man and had a relationship with her. The next day, she publicized the news that he and she had slept together. In an instant, the whole school knew about it, and because the man announced that she had taken the initiative to climb the bed.
At that time, it can be said that it was the darkest and most painful time in her life. Because of this, she broke up with Lu Jingyan and couldn't stay in school, so she chose to leave T city.
More than a month later, when she learned that she was pregnant, she was very flustered. She was at a loss and didn't know how to face it. Because she was young at that time, she didn't know anything about abortion. Slowly, it was more than five months. At that time, she met Xu Feng
Memories are like quicksand. When passing by her fingertips, she has pain and pain in her heart. She has hated her father and mother, and even more herself, but the reality has completely defeated her and made her nothing.
Looking at the flowing handwriting, Chu Li raised her lips slightly and returned the divorce agreement to Xu Feng: "it's signed."
Xu Feng motioned to Fang Rui to accept the agreement. Looking at her pale face, she resolutely turned around. For this kind of woman who can use her children as stepping stones, he really is not worth paying and loving any more.
But he never really understood Chu Li. He didn't understand her past, her needs and her preferences. He just wanted to give him a thought of her. Once she refused to accept, he would not think whether she didn't like her, but whether she had a different heart.
When Fang Rui left, she took a deep look at Chu Li. Suddenly, she sympathized with her, but she didn't stay too much.
"Can I see Chenchen again?" When Fang Rui comes to the door, Chu Li suddenly asks. She knows that Xu Feng outside the door can hear him.
Fang Rui subconsciously looks at Xu Feng, who is walking in front. Xu Feng nods and walks away with his long legs.
Fang Rui clenches her lips. She also knows that in Xu Feng's heart, Chu Li has any shortcomings, but no one can easily replace her. His love for her is very overbearing and autocratic, but it is also so obvious. At this time, he is still soft hearted to her, not like Xu Feng, the president of Jianning group.
"This matter will be arranged by the husband. It's good for the lady to stay here and take good care of herself."
The ward is quiet again. Chu Li hugs her legs tightly and curls up on the cold floor. Tears fall from her eyes. The picture that starts from her memory comes to her mind.
When her mother took her to school, when she cooked for her mother, when she fell in love with Lu Jingyan, when she gave birth to Chen Chen, when Chen Chen called her mother for the first time, when she married Xu Feng
These memories of her precious and happy memories are like bubbles in the sunlight, and a touch will be shattered and become painful to her.
The door suddenly sounded footsteps, Chu Li slowly lift eyes, see four people in police uniform standing at the door, she Leng Xia, know is Su Yanxi with intentional injury and Wang GUI that intentional homicide prosecution just came, slowly stand up, barefoot silent walk, raise hands parallel to the police, very calm way: "let's go!"
"You don't wear shoes?" The police helped her put on handcuffs and looked at her reddish feet: "it's windy today. You..."
"No, that's it!" Chu Li interrupts the police with a smile and goes to the door.
At the foot of the cold has been paralyzed by the cold heart, she did not feel, even what is cold, she also forgot.
The four policemen looked at each other and said nothing more. They followed each other silently.
When entering the elevator, the police wanted to help her put on the black bag, but Chu Li said with a smile: "don't wear it, OK? I haven't seen this clear sky for a long time. I'll have a look later. Don't worry, I won't do anything. "
Four policemen acquiesced and accompanied Chu Li into the elevator.
Out of the gate of the hospital, Chu Li subconsciously raised her eyes and looked up at the blue sky. Her mouth slightly raised, as if... She had never been so relaxed, and she didn't have to cater to anyone, let alone worry about other things.
Now... She can finally be her own Chu Li.
In the black luxury car not far away, when Xu Feng saw your Chu Li being handcuffed out, his pupils could not help opening slightly. Especially when she was barefoot and not wearing so thin, her heart suddenly hurt. He never shed tears, for the first time, fell two crystal clear from the corner of his eyes.
He worked hard for so long, but in the end her heart didn't belong to him.
"Sir..." Square pistil sees the tear mark of his canthus, startled, opening a way.
"Go down."
"Sir..."
"I told you to go down, don't you understand?"
Fang Rui was surprised, immediately untied the safety belt and got out of the car. As soon as she landed, the car quickly disappeared.
Looking at the direction of the car leaving, Fang Rui's hand keeps clenching. In the battle with Chu Li, she finally loses. She thinks that no matter how many years Chu Li is sentenced, Xu Feng will not marry again!
Xu Feng drove the car back to the villa and locked himself in the bedroom. He once thought that as long as he was good enough to her, she would be moved sooner or later. He had lived in a loveless family since childhood, so he didn't know how to count love. He also thought that as long as he was willing to give her what he had, it was love, but in the end, he still had nothing.
"Dad..."
A timid little figure suddenly appeared at the door. He attached himself to the door, pushed it open, and called in a low voice.
Listen to words, Xu Feng fiercely lift Mou to see toward the door, the chest is mercilessly a shock, calm down in the heart complex emotion after waved to him: "Chen Chen, come here."
Chen Chen moves towards him with a small step, walks to him, and looks at him with careful eyes. Xu Feng reaches out his hand, pulls him to his lap and sits, gently touching his head: "have you had breakfast?"
Chen Chen nodded and did not answer his question.
"Why didn't you go to school today?" Xu Feng looked at the clock hanging on the wall. It's already half past ten. Normally, at eight in the morning, the nanny will send him to that special school.
Chen Chen lowered his head and didn't answer his words.
Seeing this, Xu Feng did not ask him any more, but called to the door: "Sister Liu, why didn't Chen Chen go to school today?"
More than ten seconds later, a middle-aged woman appeared at the door. She nodded respectfully to Xu Feng and replied, "Sir, in the morning, the young master was angry and refused to go. We coaxed him to eat breakfast for a long time."
"The reason."
"This... The lady hasn't come back for many days. Last night, the young master had been sleeping with the picture of the lady and him, so we came here this morning..." Sister Liu looks at Xu Feng with some embarrassment. She is not very clear about the current situation of Xu Feng and Chu Li. She only knows that Chu Li's abortion is now living in the hospital, but she can't drink Chen Chen and say it directly!
He may not understand what he said.
Xu Feng astringed his eyes, and the expression on his face became deeper. After a long time, he said, "make the dishes that a Li often makes for Chen Chen at noon."
"Yes."
Xu Feng waves back to disperse sister Liu, leaving only their father and son in the bedroom. Xu Feng grabs his shoulder, smiles, and his eyes are stained with rare tenderness: "Chenchen, mom is very busy recently, and she has gone on a business trip, just like before we return home. When we are finished, mom will come back. Will dad come back to accompany you every day?"
Chen Chen raised his head and heard his last sentence, "come back to accompany him every day." his eyes brightened a lot, but soon sank down again. His little mouth murmured: "Mom..."
Xu Feng knows what he means. He wants his parents to accompany him. The lack of security in his heart can only be completely filled when he and Chu Li are seen.
"I'm sorry..." Xu Feng hugged him in his arms, voice a little hoarse, choked: "Dad seems to have lost your mother."
Chen Chen doesn't seem to understand Xu Feng's words. Without saying anything, he quietly leans on Xu Feng's arms. His warm arms are filling his missing little heart.
He may not understand the pain of losing his mother, but he still thinks about Chu Li every day and wants to see her, but he doesn't know how to express his needs.
Later, Xu Feng took Chenchen to the prison to see Chu Li once. Chu Li was not in a good state. The police in the prison said that she was suffering from depression. They sat there talking to themselves every day and didn't deal with anyone. Even when they saw Chenchen, they laughed and didn't say anything.
Since then, Xu Feng did not take Chenchen to see her, but he would go to see her once a month.
Many years later, Chen Chen has grown up and autism has improved. He seems to have gradually understood what Xu Feng meant when he said, "Dad seems to have lost your mother.".