48 Side Story: Cooler the 'Coora” Part 5

"No mother... No... MOTHER!!" Coora cried out as he sat up and clutched his silver sheets tight in his clenched fists. And rapidly his chest rose up and down with harsh breaths, as his clear sweat ran down his purple skin.

"*Sigh... Huff Puff, it's just a dream, yes it's just a dream..." Coora muttered as he placed his hand over his furrowed brows, as slowly his Heart beats went down to its normal and regular rate. And soon he used the palm of his hand to swat away the remaining clear droplets of sweat from himself, "whats... Happening to me... I don't get it!"

When he had finished his tantrum, he just lied back on his bed, with deathly silence echoing out, and he pinched his right arm as to see whether this was reality or not. He felt the pain making him glad that this was reality and not a dream again.

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"Ah, Coora you rude b*stard your awake." the blue heran greeted like this as Coora had stormed off and slept in her home without permission.

But she could see Coora's annoyed expression as she walked towards him "Yeah...I'm gonna guess that all is not well with you." She replied, as she could see his emotions were written all over his face, and she read fear.

"I know it's not my turn to say this, but are you alright? Do you need someone to talk to you?" When Coora heard this he looked towards Yasashi, the only being who hadn't been scared of him and dared to speak the truth about him.

He also admired that stubbornness she possessed overall he was quite fond of her, and felt it didn't if he told her as long as he could take this off of his chest and relieve his emotions quickly.

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"Well Yasashi things indeed aren't going well for me... and now it seems my dreams have been haunted by ghastly phantoms. As I keep on dreaming about my dead mother, I mean I had loved her, but she died when my younger brother was born."

"And I don't know why but my mind feels weak, and I feel irresistible guilt when I think of her. I know I've done wrong within my lifetime but, I'm trying to change that and stop my wrongdoings, I'm trying to do right that's why I saved you all from them pirates."

When he said he had put his palm over his head as if contemplating about his bad deeds, and when he did it was like a tidal wave as the guilt and sins he had committed and created had broke in through the shores affecting him directly.

And unbeknownst to Yasashi, she felt sympathy for the Furiza Clansmen. And she patted his right shoulder in way of gaining his attention. "Patt, Patt" when she had patted his shoulder twice he turned around and looked at her face.

"Hah... Who would have thought the day would have come when I Lord Coora would face sympathy and pity from a lower being. I never knew my sins had clung onto me so tightly never letting go, no matter what I do!"

After his short speech of sorts, he turned his face downwards in a downcast mood, representing how he truly felt deep inside.

He felt Empty. He felt Alone. He felt Guilt. He felt Sorrow. He felt Everything.

All his misdemeanours had flowed at him as if a fan had broke down, and they were swallowing him whole.

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When Yasashi saw this lonely scene in front of her, she felt angry and annoyed, I mean why would someone with so much power feel sad and guilty, "Humph, that's the last I see of that, now Coora stop wallowing in these emotions, I mean you've told me that your mother had died and that your feeling guilty of your sins while remembering her, right then if you are stop wallowing in your sorrow.."

"I'm sure your mother wouldn't want to see this, she would want to see her son achieve something in life, she would want you to be happy, have a family and not forget her. But what your doing is the opposite I'm sure she wouldn't want to see you like this, but regardless of me saying anything you feel this way, stop you can do good if you want to repent, I mean you saved us all isn't that good? Huh tell me Coora. Tell me

When he heard this it as as if he had reached the tipping point and with aggression flung back at her, "What do you mean? Stop wallowing in guilt, anger. You don't understand anything about me, I mean your not even related to me yet you want to participate in my life. You know nothing about me so stop showing me your sympathy it's not neEDED!"