Someone once asked such two questions: why do good memories always quickly forget, why do painful memories make people remember for life?
In fact, these two questions are easy to answer: people always have too much greed, but they feel that it is not good enough when they are happy. When suffering, but feel so real.
Since this is the case, the journey of happiness always makes people feel very short. Just like chuyang and chuyang, who are carrying Chai Murong now, neither of them speaks. They are quietly enjoying the happiness that silence is better than sound at this time, so that they ignore the journey and time, and feel that it's just a blink of an eye. They come to a grass green jeep on the back of the forest.
Chu Yang opened the back door, just want to put down the person, but listen to her low said: "I want to sit in front, sit beside you."
"Oh, actually I want you to sit next to me. I just want to find some clothes for you when I open the back door." In front of the empty back seat of the car, Chu told a lie with a red heart on his face, then went around the front of the car and opened the front passenger's door. The man who turned his back was about to put down the woman on his back: "well, we can't delay any longer..."
Chu Yang just said this, but suddenly felt a sharp pain in his back neck, as if he had been stabbed by a needle. He subconsciously raised his hand and patted it back, but hit it on the back of a soft and greasy hand. Immediately, he was stunned, his mind flashed a thought: she stabbed me with the sting on the ring!
When Chu Yang Muli was in a daze on the spot, the soft and greasy little hand slowly pulled away from the palm of his hand, and a plaintive sigh rang out: "alas."
"I didn't expect that. I really didn't expect that. " Chu Yang stayed in front of the car door for one or two or three seconds. Then he sat down on the ground slowly according to the car door. Looking at the dark woods in front of him, his voice was hoarse. With no love and no hate, he was puzzled in despair and murmured, "you, you just stabbed me with the poisonous thorn on that ring?"
Raising the shaking right hand, Chai Murong looked at the poisonous needle that would occasionally flash through the cold light in the night, with tears in his eyes. Looking at Chu Yang, who was sitting on the ground and breathing heavily, he said with a sad smile: "yes, I pricked you with this poisonous needle. You may die of heart failure in a minute. Do you feel very angry, sad and disappointed in your heart now, and want to kill me immediately? "
When Chai Murong said these words, it took about ten seconds, but in those ten seconds, Chu Yang's body sitting on the ground slowly lay on the ground, and his voice was even weaker: "yes, you're right. I really want to kill you now. I spent so much effort to save you, but in the end, I died in your hands. In addition to these, I was unwilling and didn't understand. Chai Murong, can you tell me why you want to kill me at this time? "
"No why, because I want you to die, die in my hands, let me watch you die."
Chai Murong squatted down slowly, reached out his left hand and gently stroked Chu Yang's cheek. The hot tears fell on the back of her hand like a broken bead. On his face, he bit his lips and said, "Chu Yang, do you know what kind of mood I was in that night at Badaling Great wall? When you turn around and go that moment, I really want the sky suddenly hit a thunderbolt, hit me to pieces, let me completely forget the harm you give me. At that time, I swore that if I had a chance, I would let you die in front of me! Chu Yang, don't blame me. Maybe this is the best ending for both of us. "
"Ha ha, I tried my best to save you, but in the end I got such an end... Ah, I'm cold, I'm very, very cold!" Chu Yang didn't explain anything, but his body began to curl up slowly, holding Chai Murong's legs with shaking hands. Is so hard: "I, I am not a horse, will soon die?"
"Yes, you are going to die. In fact, you should know better than anyone how powerful the poisonous needle on Gu mingchuang's hook is. Well, don't be afraid. Wait a minute or so at most, and you won't know anything. " Chai Murong said, holding Chu Yang's head tightly in his arms and closing his eyes, he said in a soft voice: "Chu Yang, I know you care about me, just like I care about you. In the past few days in prison, I have been thinking that if there are not so many things between us, I will love you well, give birth to several children for you, wash clothes and cook for you after work every day, and we will take the children out to see the stars in Sichuan in the evening. But why so many setbacks? I can't think of any better way to realize this long cherished wish than to let you die. "
Tears burst out of Chai Murong's eyes, crackling on Chu Yang's face, flowing down his cheek to his mouth, with more helpless and sad than the night at this time.
Chai Murong gently sucked his nose. After kissing chuyang on the cheek, he continued: "chuyang, although you died in my hands, please don't hate me. Because Chai Murong will not live alone in this world after you die. I will die with you when you have no sign of life. Chuyang, remember. You have to wait for me over there. Don't leave me alone, because I'm afraid of the time without you. "
"Then, then why don't you die with me?" When Chu Yang said this sentence, he already had an obvious exhalation sound, but he could not hear the sound of breathing in: "Chai Murong, do you know. Even if I'm poisoned by the poison on the kiss, I can kill you before I die... "
Without waiting for Chu Yang to finish, Chai Murong immediately blocked his mouth with his mouth and gently accepted it. Then he raised his head and said with a tearful smile: "I know you love me. I love you very much. No matter how sorry I am to you, you are reluctant to kill me. "
Chu Yang raised his hand. It seemed that he wanted to touch Chai Murong's face or pinch her throat. But when he reached half of the position, he suddenly dropped down and said with a hoarse smile: "Oh. Ha ha, yes, you have done so many things that make me angry before, but I still didn't kill you... That's why I got today's end. It seems that it's doomed. "
"Yes, it was meant to be. God has long predestined that we will be a couple alive, and turn into a pair of butterflies after death. Chuyang, I live a little longer to tell you why I offered to leave you when I was on the active volcano in Mexico that day. " After kissing Chu Yang's lips again. Chai Murong raised the kiss on his right hand. Without hesitation, he pricked it twice on the back of his left hand. For fear that the poison would attack slowly, he deliberately threw it twice.
"No, no!" Chu Yang wanted to raise his hand to stop Chai Murong from doing so, but now he seemed unable to raise his hand at all. He just murmured, "it doesn't matter if I die. You must live well, because I love you, really love you. For you, I can give up everything, including my own life. "
If in the past, if Chu Yang said such words. Even if Chai Murong didn't scold him for his hypocrisy, he would be disgusted to death by his own words.
But in the current atmosphere of this occasion, he didn't know that the word was really sarcastic, which made Murong and himself sound more useful than any sweet words.
"What's the point of living when you're dead?" Chai Murong put the man in his arms on the ground and then fell in his heart. Murmured: "chuyang, you don't know, in Mexico, how I hope you can stay with me, or I follow you, put aside all the grudges, turn a blind eye to those women around you, and live quietly. But my elder brother Chai Fangsi left me a letter. He said in the letter... "
Chai Murong, who stabbed herself twice on the back of her hand, thought that she would die soon. She didn't need Chu Yang to ask any questions at all, so she took the contents of the letter Chai wantonly left to her. He simply said it again, and finally said with a tragic smile: "ha, ha, the heavy task of making the Chai family rise suddenly fell on me, which made me feel very tired, afraid and confused. But I can't shirk it, because I'm a member of the Chai family, a member of the Chai family in Jinghua. Since I left you, I have started to make detailed plans. The first step of this plan is to cultivate one's absolute confidant strength. And using the ice age antidote to take advantage of those in 212 is the quickest way to complete the first step of this project. That's why I venture into China and appear at your press conference. "
Maybe he knew that he would die at any time, so Chai Murong took advantage of his sober mind to say many things Chu Yang wanted to know. Unconsciously, it took five or six minutes. It's best to cry and say: "chuyang, in fact, I don't want to die, and I don't want you to die. I just want to be with you! But the heavy burden of the rise of the Chai family made me almost out of breath, and there was a possibility of collapse at any time. That's why I suddenly thought that if I died just now, wouldn't I have to take care of all this? But I dare not die alone, because I am afraid that someone will bully me over there, and no one will protect me at that time, so I drag you to die together! I know that I am selfish and unfair to you, but I have no other way to put down the heavy burden and you! Chuyang, forgive me. You must forgive me. "
Crying, when it comes to "having fun," Chai Murong raises his head and kneels on the ground. Holding Chu Yang's face with closed eyes in both hands, his eyes were full of sincere tenderness: "Chu Yang, open your eyes again to see my face, remember the appearance of this face, and then we will be a couple in the underworld. I swear I will never make fun of you again. I will only love you and make you happy. "
It's like someone should be dead. After Chai Murong said his last sentence, he suddenly opened his eyes and asked, "if we don't have to die, will you love me and take care of me? Will you find another chance to plot against me and take me to die with you? "