As she was not prepared at the beginning, Yun Shang cried desperately after she knew about the secret suddenly. At the moment, however, she was surprisingly calm. She was afraid that Luo Qingyan would find out from her red eyes that she used to cry when he came back, so she didn't even dare to cry. She just sat quietly on the couch with a book in her hand, as if nothing had happened.
For the whole afternoon, Yun Shang didn't even turn a page.
Many servants came in and out, but none of them found anything wrong with Yun Shang. The only one who knew the truth was Qian Zhuo. Qian Zhuo had been waiting for Yun Shang all the time, and her eyes had never left Yun Shang. Seeing that Yun Shang suppressed her emotions like this, she felt very sad. Looking at Yun Shang, she wanted to cry.
Seeing no one else in the room, Qian Zhuo walked to the couch and squatted down. She said softly, "Your Majesty, why do you have to be this way? According to Chen Miaosi, his majesty knew the truth. He didn't tell you because he was afraid that your Majesty would be sad. If your majesty want to know what's going on, you can ask his majesty when he returns to the Weiyang Palace. Your majesty, you are torturing yourself here alone. I feel bad. "
She said in a sobbing voice.
Yun Shang shook her head, and then she lowered her head again while saying with her lips trembling, "No. He keeps it a secret because he doesn't want me to be sad. He wouldn't feel good in his heart, but he has to bear it silently. Even if someone urges him to choose a concubine, taking Xia Huanyu, for example, he never gives in at all. Yesterday, I scolded him like that, but he still kept his mouth shut. How can I let him worried about me again? It's okay. Everything will be fine. Just hold on. "
After saying that, Yun Shang kept holding Qian Zhuo's hand and told her, "Remember. Don't tell him about these."
Qian Zhuo almost jumped up. She held Yun Shang's hand and asked, "Your majesty, why is your hand so hot?"
Yun Shang smiled. Her face was pale, but she kept murmuring, "Qian Zhuo, don't tell anyone. If you tell anyone, you will never be able to stay with me. Qian Zhuo, I'm your master. "
Qian Zhuo was worried about Yun Shang's health. Seeing this, she reached out her hand to touch her forehead, disregarding the etiquette of the master and the servant. And she was shocked again- Yun Shang's had got a high fever.
"Send for the imperial physician. Her Majesty is sick," Qian Zhuo hurriedly called out. She took the book in Yun Shang's hand, put it aside, and pressed her on the couch.
Su Mu poked his head in from the outside and asked, "What's the matter, Sister Qian Zhuo?"
Qian Zhuo turned around in a hurry and said anxiously, "Go and call the imperial physician. Her Majesty is sick and her body is very hot. I'm afraid she has a fever."
Hearing this, Su Mu hurriedly responded, put down the curtain and left.
Just then, Yun Shang seemed to gradually lose her consciousness. Her face gradually turned from pale to red, and her eyes gradually became unfocused. She tossed and turned restlessly, as if she was suffering a lot.
Qian Zhuo
n smiled and said, "Maybe he is tired after crying and has fallen asleep."
Yun Shang nodded and closed her eyes. She looked a little tired, "Why does it seem that I haven't slept for a whole day? My body is falling apart."
Luo Qingyan smiled, "Maybe because you have slept for too long? Do you still feel terrible? Do you need me to help youy get up? "
Yun Shang looked up at Luo Qingyan and smiled, "How can the emperor support others? Isn't it a joke to be seen? " Then she looked up at Qian Zhuo and said, "Qian Zhuo, help me up. I feel uncomfortable all over."
"Who dares to laugh at me?" Luo Qingyan frowned.
Yun Shang didn't say anything. Qian Zhuo quickly responded. She walked up to Yun Shang and helped her sit up. Qian Zhuo helped Yun Shang put on her shoes and a robe before helping her stand up.
Yun Shang frowned. She felt dizzy and difficult to stand up all of a sudden.
Luo Qingyan stepped forward in a hurry, held Yun Shang's arm and said gently, "If you feel uncomfortable, sit down."
Yun Shang shook her head and said, "Let's go." Then she took a step forward.
Qian Zhuo carefully looked at Yun Shang's face, and saw that although she looked a little pale, her face was as usual, but the corners of her mouth were tightly pursed, as if she was slightly trembling. Qian Zhuo noticed that Yun Shang held her hand with great strength, but she silently helped Yun Shang walk around the room.
Luo Qingyan looked at her in silence for a while and said, "you haven't eaten anything for a day. I asked someone to bring you the porridge."
Yun Shang opened her mouth and wanted to say that she had no appetite. But thinking of Luo Qingyan's concerned look just now, she didn't say anything.
"It's a little stuffy in the room. Open the window," Yun Shang ordered.
Qian Zhuo hurriedly helped Yun Shang to the window and opened it. The cold wind poured in. Yun Shang felt a little sober, but the pain in her heart did not relieve at all. It was as if her heart was strangled and she could not breathe.
It turned out that hiding something in heart was so painful.