Unconsciously, it has been three years. Since that night's mysterious dream, three years have passed by in a hurry. During these three years, Xiao Lin has never had any similar dream. He has even gradually stopped thinking about it. After all, he is not one of those people who daydream all day.

His work is not bad. His position and salary are still improving. Although there is still a lot of gap between him and the real elite white-collar workers, Xiao Lin is a contented man. According to his plan, in two years' time, he will have more money on hand, and with the help of his family, he plans to buy a house in the suburbs and pay a down payment, and then, like the vast majority of domestic mortgage families, he plans to buy a house in the suburbs and pay a down payment I have to pay my mortgage every month.

Although this is not what Xiao Lin really wants, it is also an ordinary life of ordinary people. Over the years, his family has arranged a lot of blind dates for him, but they have never followed him. It is not that Xiao Lin has a high vision, nor does the girl despise him. Although the reason why he and his family push off is that he is still young and wants to work hard for a few more years.

But the real reason Xiao Lin never mentioned it to anyone else. Subconsciously, he always felt that there was a shadow in his heart. He did not know who it was or when he knew it. He even forgot the specific appearance.

But Xiao Lin felt that he could never forget the vague shadow. If he could not wait for that person, he would regret for life. However, under the pressure of his relatives and knowing that he was getting older, he still had to find a girl to make ends meet for a lifetime.

Xiao Lin began to be a little confused. His life continued. He went to work normally every day, played games at night, and went out to drink with his friends on weekends. As usual, his life was as plain as before. However, he did not know why, and gradually began to feel a little irritable.

Xiao Lin began to hesitate. He told himself that as long as he completely forgot the empty shadow in his heart, his life would be back on the right track. However, he could not make up his mind, and the feeling was like cutting meat. He was so ruthless that he could not understand the reason.

What am I hesitating about?

What am I worrying about?

Why do I feel like I'm missing something in my life?

Xiao Lin's temper began to get a little bad. He also knew that it was not good for him. He even wanted to go to see a psychologist. His friends comforted him and encouraged him to take a vacation first. They thought Xiao Lin was just under too much pressure at work.

Xiao Lin thinks it may be the same. In fact, when he was a child, he often had some illusions. For example, when he was doing something, he seemed to have experienced it. However, he couldn't remember when and where he had experienced it. However, since he grew up, this kind of feeling has rarely happened.

He thought that this might be the source of his distress, so Xiao Lin decided to accept the good intentions of his friends and take a long vacation for the company. Then he carried his travel bag and traveled around aimlessly to improve his mood.

However, distraction did not have the effect he imagined. This time, it was different from any other time in the past. After he had no busy work load for the time being, his calm heart thought of more, more fuzzy shadows, more fuzzy people and more fuzzy things.

Those vague people or things, with a strong sense of familiarity, but also feel very strange and distant, as if it was another person's life, and his completely unrelated life, but why he is so nostalgic.

Xiao Lin felt that he was going crazy. He thought that he probably had schizophrenia. However, he went to all kinds of hospitals and did countless tests, but there was no result.

When he sat out of the hotel for half a year, he felt that he was still tired and had nothing to do with his life.

It was not until a news item caught his attention that a total eclipse of the moon and blood was coming. This was a rare astronomical spectacle for more than 200 years. A few days ago, newspapers and news media had been publicizing it, but Xiao Lin suddenly noticed that, because the TV in the hotel was always on, but he didn't have the habit of watching TV, but now he was afraid of staying too peaceful In a quiet environment, it will make him more cranky. He just wants to make more other sounds in the room.

Xiao Lin had a strange feeling in his mind. Subconsciously, he always felt that he had seen the total eclipse of the moon and blood. However, he quickly laughed at himself and shook his head to deny it. Because the news clearly said that this was an astronomical spectacle for more than 200 years. He had not been born 200 years ago, so it must be his own illusion.

However, Xiao Lin still decided to watch the eclipse, perhaps for the sake of distraction, or to verify some strange feelings. His luck was not bad. At present, the weather in the city was clear for several days in a row, and there was a mountain nearby. So on the day of the eclipse, he carried his travel bag very early with enough food and water on the mountain.

The mountain is not a very famous tourist attraction. In addition, it has not been developed nearby, so there are not many people to visit. He read the introduction and said that there is an observatory on the mountain, but it is never open to the public.Xiao Lin tried to go to the observatory to have a look, and as expected he ate the closed room, but it doesn't matter. The lunar eclipse doesn't need astronomical telescopes to observe. What's more, he is not interested in astronomy, but more to relieve his mood.

Xiao Lin found an empty place on the top of the mountain alone. As the night came, the huge full moon was hanging in the night sky. It was bigger than usual. Bathed in the bright silver moonlight, the feeling in his heart became more and more intense.

He was sure that he had seen the same moon at some time, but he couldn't remember when it was. Xiao Lin tried hard to recall every stage of his past, and there was never any missing part. If it was just amnesia, maybe he would be at ease, but now it seems that someone has forced his life to change, which will only make him more desperate.

The total eclipse of the moon finally began, and Xiao Lin's thoughts became more confused. He came to watch the moon just to relieve his mood, but he didn't expect to make himself more irritable. The feeling of splitting headache for a time made him unable to bear it. He curled up on the ground and kept shaking. More and more memory of zero stars floated out of his mind, but they were all fragmented, lacking a thread that could run through the whole process Line, let him at a loss.

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