It's the commander of the armed forces. She's a civilian like him. He's never in the same world.
He just kept her around as a nanny for a few days. She almost thought she was the same kind of person as him. It's ridiculous.
Ning Yixu forced her lips tightly, her eyes gradually burst into tears, and the explanation was superfluous.
In Qin Yunjing's eyes, Zou Li is an untrustworthy person.
Whether it is Zou Li or she, it is the same in his heart.
Afraid that she would cry, she bowed her head and said she was sorry. She turned around and went out.
She didn't have the courage to see his expression again. Who is Qin Yunjing? She even asked him to take care of her feelings.
It's fantastic.
Ning Yixu ran back to the room. She locked the door and got into the quilt. Tears wet the quilt.
She didn't know whether it was because of the pain in her arm or something. In a word, she suffered a lot.
Can't say of affliction, can't say of want to cry, want to put in the heart that gas vent out.
Is it because he doesn't believe her, or is it because he's defensive to her, or is it because he's so cold and inhuman to him?
Ning Yi Xu can't distinguish, just feel that there is a big grievance in his heart.
She has taken care of him wholeheartedly for so many days. In his opinion, what is her contribution?
Is it just a babysitter?
Ning Yixu lay in bed all night and couldn't sleep. She dreamt that when she was a child, she came home from school. Li Fanlian said that she had stolen money from her family. On a cold day, she beat her hard and locked her in the bicycle garage.
It was dark and humid in the garage. As soon as the night came, mice would come out of the corner to look for food.
The sound of insects, mice and ants was everywhere. The mice crawled over her. She was so scared that she cried hoarse. She said that she didn't steal money and asked her mother to save her.
But she doesn't have a mother. Isn't her mother dead?
Ning Yixu was awakened by the nightmare, she was all in a cold sweat.
Touch the face, do not know is sweat or tears, wet one.
Ning Yixu shivered all over the quilt and did not dare to sleep with her eyes closed.
She opened her eyes until dawn and got up weak to wash. The people in the mirror were as pale as ghosts.
she patted her cheeks, put on a layer of lotion, changed a suit of clothes, and picked herself up to go out to see people.
No matter how hard it is to live, no matter how sad it is, you can't let others see it. This is what aunt Han told her.
It's the stupidest way to expose the wound to the sun. It won't get other people's sympathy, but also cause ridicule and contempt.
Ning Yixu went downstairs to cook breakfast. She cooked coarse grain porridge as usual and cooked a few small dishes.
She is a nanny. When Qin Yunjing's injury is healed, he will be busy with his government affairs and expanding his empire. She will focus on her own study and not pay too much attention to his life.
As long as you straighten out your mind and don't expect anything, there's nothing to be sad about.
Ning Yixu brings the porridge to the dining room. Qin Yunjing doesn't ask her to go upstairs. He comes downstairs.
He sat at the table, Ning Yixu put porridge in front of him, said: "last night that soup bowl, you will take down, I wash together."
What she said was not emotional. She was talking about business.
Qin Yunjing pulled her wrist, "you sit, I have something to tell you."
After she left his study last night, he couldn't see any more.
What's the use of Zou Li's reading his documents? Besides, she can't understand most of them. It should be that he is so thoughtful.
He didn't care about these trivial characters, but she didn't dare to cry because she was wronged, and she didn't dare to explain. The appearance of being submissive made him feel deeply guilty.
He began to reflect on whether he had gone too far.