Dark clouds gathered over the city. The weather seemed more depressing than her. Ning Yixu didn't know where she was going and got on a bus at will.
There was no change in her pocket. She took out dozens of yuan and put in the smallest ten yuan.
The driver gave her a strange look and closed the door without saying anything.
Ning Yixu sits by the window. The car joins the traffic. The wind starts to blow on the street, and the dead leaves and dust are raised. She looks at the passers-by rushing along. Everyone is very busy.
No one is more idle than her. She thinks that there will be a new beginning in the capital. However, she makes a mess of her life, which is not what she wants.
She had been looking forward to her own career in the imperial capital, trying to create a better life, but since she met Qin Yunjing, all her plans have been disrupted.
Think of Qin Yunjing, Ning Yixu heart position pain, she pulled tight clothes.
Qin Yunjing, what are you doing now? You should be very happy to get rid of a part-time job that always bothers you.
As the car passed the familiar road, Ning Yixu looked at the dessert shop outside the window, and the memory in her mind came out, stimulating her most sensitive nerves.
That night, Qin Yunjing bought her a birthday cake here. When she got into trouble, he didn't care. He still indulged and sat with her until the end of the night.
His gentleness may only be given to Zou Li.
The car stopped at the roadside bus station, Ning Yixu wanted to get off, and then thought, is it meaningful for her to look back like this? The person Qin Yunjing likes can never be her.
In my dream, my mother told her not to love a man who is never possible.
Ning Yixu hesitated for a while, the door closed and went on to the next station.
In the gloomy weather, heavy rain accompanied by strong wind shrouded the city. The rain fell on the glass windows and washed out countless streams, blurring the view out of the window.
It's dark all of a sudden. Neon lights light up on the prosperous road. In the busy traffic, Ning Yixu feels even smaller.
After two or three stops, she looked back at the road behind her and finally got off.
Ning Yixu walks back in the rain. The street is full of pedestrians who are in a hurry to take shelter from the rain. They only care about whether their file bag and mobile phone are wet. No one notices whether she has an umbrella. No one notices that she is a notorious Ning Yixu. No one comes up to scold her for being shameless.
Ning Yixu went back step by step. She was all wet. Her shoes were standing in the water. She didn't know whether it was rain or tears on her face.
Thinking of the dark experience during this period of time, and Qin Yunjing, who is more and more far away from her, Ning Yixu burst into tears in the rain.
Good. Now she can cry freely. She doesn't need to hide.
Ning Yixu wiped her eyes. She ran back to the dessert shop, wiped the water on her face and pushed the door in.
She brought in a piece of water stains, the shop assistant looked at her disgustedly, or asked: "what do you need, miss?"
Ning Yixu took out his last 20 yuan and could only buy the smallest cupcake.
The clerk packed the cupcake and gave it to her. Ning Yixu said, "can I go upstairs and have a seat?"
The shop assistant said unhappily, "Miss, it's inconvenient for you to have so much water on your body."
Ning Yixu nodded. She turned around and went out. She heard the shop assistant mutter, "it's only 20 yuan. I want to sit upstairs. Do we want to do business any more?"