Since seeing her, his mood has been extremely agitated, until this time has not calmed down. He clearly wants to ask her a hundred questions, but when he comes to his mouth, he can't think of anything.
Even if asked how, she has forgotten, all forgotten!
Damned Chu Shaoyang, what did he do to her, which made her lose her previous memory!
He clenched his uninjured left hand into a fist, clutching his joints and showing resentment in his eyes.
What I should ask is not her, but Chu Shaoyang!
This young man in white, who calls himself Xiaobai, is no one else. He is Chu Shaobai, who leaves without saying goodbye and wanders around the lake.
He was seriously injured, and he lost the consciousness of survival, and the whole person fell into a kind of state of sleeping and waking.
In other people's eyes, he is unconscious, and compared with the dead, it is just a breath more.
But he could feel everything outside, he could hear every word she said in front of his bed, and every promise.
When everyone gave up and disappointed him, only she didn't give up. She encouraged him, but also threatened him. She said that if he died, she would never forgive him!
She is Chu Shaobai's most concerned person in the world. How can he be willing to make her sad? He couldn't bear to let her down.
It's the belief that keeps him going
He knew that she went to ask the first God doctor in heaven to see the disease for herself. He also knew how much the first doctor could pester and be unreasonable, which was almost impossible. He wanted to tell her not to go, not to waste time for him, and he couldn't bear to let her suffer from the hardships of running around.
But he could not say that his limbs had lost the ability to move, including his tongue, which was completely out of his control.
He knew that she had gone, and that she had come back. She really invited the first miracle doctor.
During the time when Gu Qingze treated him, he was always awake, but he always pretended to be unconscious and deceived everyone including her.
Sometimes knowing that she was in front of his bed, she used warm towel to help him wipe his face, comb his hair, and take care of him, but he still did not dare to open his eyes to see her, and did not dare to let her find out that she had actually woken up.
If you don't see each other, you may feel heartless.
She has married the emperor and became the Queen's wife. She is no longer the Ning'er who can laugh with her at will and draw a little turtle on her face with no scruple.
Her present status is his elder, who he needs to look up to and respect!
Even if see, in addition to the sudden increase of sadness, and how?
What's more, he is so proud and aloof. He doesn't want her sympathy, let alone her pity. If he can't get her heart, he will go alone and never see again.
Perhaps time can dilute her shadow in his heart, perhaps to that day, he can float back, calmly repeat with her.
When we meet again, we can see each other with a smile, which is the best ending for him and her.
Chu Shaobai thought very well and was open-minded. When he left, he was extremely unrestrained. He didn't tell anyone where he was going. Even he didn't know where to go.
No matter how transparent and open-minded he is, after all, only an 18-9-year-old boy. Even a person from other places in his 40s and 50s may not be able to break through. How can he be able to break through?
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