Chapter 189

Lu Ziming doesn't want to stay in the closed space for a second now. Endless loneliness and loneliness, accompanied by endless emptiness, are not only destroying his body, but also killing his will.

Those who have no hope will despair; People who have no future will be crazy; People who don't have tomorrow will fear. He has always thought that he has been very strong, experienced countless setbacks and tasted the sadness of the world, but these are not worth mentioning compared with now.

He has been wandering in the period of despair for many times. Maybe the next minute, the next second, his spirit will collapse, his body torn by emptiness will lose the reason of people's hearts and do things he can't think of.

No one wants to die. As long as there is a glimmer of hope, they will not choose to die. Death is the last helpless choice. At the end of life, the remembrance of the world will be extinguished like a candle burning all the lamp oil.

Death is not a painful decision for desperate people. On the contrary, it is extremely difficult for those who survive from despair.

When despair came, he raised his dagger to his chest. With a little force, the sharp dagger would stab into his heart. But he didn't stab in. He was not afraid of death, and even expected the shadow of death to come. Living is the greatest pain.

"Live, only live can there be hope!"

There was always a voice in his ear when he lost his courage. He even felt that it was the voice from heaven and the call from the depths of his heart. It was like his mother's kind eyes staring at himself, pulling him back from despair again and again.

He gave himself countless reasons to live. The world is big and he hasn't really seen the world; Life is wonderful, life should not wither at the beginning; He has not fulfilled his parents' expectations. He is even sorry that his parents gave his body and did not continue his parents' blood.

Colorful fruit and colorful fish had already eaten like chewing wax. He thought of going on a hunger strike, but when his parents' eager eyes appeared in his mind, he shrank, "live, no matter how hard it is!"

Although sword Qi can break the mirror, can you get out of the closed space after breaking the mirror? He doesn't know and doesn't want to know. This is the only reason why he can live... To support him. He told himself again and again in his heart that he would get out of trouble after breaking the mirror, and he would.

No if!

The broken mirror needs energy support, and the energy comes from the weak environment wall. Even if you swallow the energy of the environment wall without sleep every day, it will take at least 3 months. If you want to recover the energy in the body, it will take at least half a year. He is not sure that the energy reserve for three months can break all the boundary walls. At the same time, after breaking the boundary walls, he can't do without energy reserve in his body. He doesn't know what he will encounter after going out of the closed space. He dare not gamble again.

The cautious character he has developed over the years makes him never dare to gamble on uncertain things. He doesn't like gambling, but now he has no choice. Since there is no choice, it is actually a choice. Some people say that life is a non-stop choice, while others say that life is a gamble. If you win, the scenery is infinitely good, and if you lose, start all over again.

Maybe not looking back!

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Under the dark sky, there is an endless prairie. You can't see the end. A slowly flowing river divides the green grassland into two parts like a ribbon, winding eastward into the sea.

On a low hill, three huge wild wolves roared and called their companions. A bright lightning flashed across the dark night sky, and the rumbling thunder surged in the wilderness. Dark clouds rolled and poured down, like clouds pressing the city, and a storm was coming.

There was a dangerous smell in the air. At the foot of the hill, there was an occasional horse neighing. With the floating night wind, there was a faint smell of blood.

A figure wrapped in gray robes rode on the back of a huge horse. While moving at high speed, he suddenly stopped and looked back. The three black images on the hill behind him found delicious food and rushed down from the hill neatly.

The figure on the horse didn't seem to be panic, vaguely eager. He waved a bright saber in his hand and seemed to roar something in his mouth, firmly attracting the eyes of the three dark figures to himself.

The figure seemed to have no choice, let alone hesitation, urging the horse under the crotch to rush straight to the three dark figures.

"Ow!"

A shrill wolf howl seemed to call his companions, and the response of other wild wolves faintly came from a distance. The people listening in the dark were creepy.

In order to attract the wolf's attention, the figure did not hesitate to stop and waved his saber to the wolf again and again. However, the leading wolf seemed to know the purpose of the figure and did not entangle with the figure. The three wild wolves sometimes gathered and sometimes separated and rushed towards the figure from all directions.

The figure's chest was "cooing" with blood. A claw mark on his shoulder tore the flesh and blood, revealing his white shoulder blades. There were many claw marks on his back, just like a blood man riding on a horse.

Ticking, the blood flowing from the figure dyed the horse's back red and dripping on the green grass, aroused the ferocious nature of the wild wolf, exposed its sharp fangs, and the green Wolf's eyes glittered.

The figure and the three wild wolves seem to have no intention of giving up. After chasing for more than an hour, both sides exhausted their final strength. However, it is obvious that the wild wolf has more advantages. Just stick to it for a while. When the figure is bleeding out, a delicious human meat meal is in front of us.

It seems that the figure who knows his situation doesn't mean to escape, but leads the wolf to the deeper grassland again and again, as if it is the safest place.

The wolf is not in a hurry to launch a final attack on the human figure. It is like appreciating the prey in hand and making a final struggle. It uses the way of cat and mouse to kill the prey in hand bit by bit.

A wolf silently bypassed the side of the figure, suddenly jumped up from the side of the figure, and its cold claws quickly crossed the chest of the figure, leaving a foot long claw mark.

The figure shook on the horse's back, and the saber in his hand crossed a beautiful arc in the air and fell on the wolf's back.

The wolf rolled in the air, fell heavily on the grass, rolled on the ground for a few times, shook and stood up again, opened a long wolf's mouth at the figure, and exposed rows of sharp animal teeth.

At this time, the wolf also attacked from behind the figure, jumped on the horse's back, pressed his furry front paws on the figure's shoulders, opened his blood mouth and bit down the figure's back neck.