Obviously, Lu Ziming is the only sober person in the world, and everyone around him is the authorities. What's more, he suspects that all this is an illusion made up in his mind. Since it is an illusion, the people in the illusion and themselves are not people in the same world. Their world is also real, and their reality does not represent their own reality.
This is not surprising, just like the animals raised by human beings. They live in the zoo. Who knows that this is not the real environment?
Based on this strange logic, if you continue to extend, you will find that many strange problems appear in your mind. What is real, what you feel is real, and what you can't feel can look false. It's like if you die, the world doesn't exist. At least for yourself, the world really doesn't exist.
This leads to a causal logic problem, just like what people say, whether there is a chicken or an egg first, whether there is a reason because there is a result, or a result because there is a reason.
This can be regarded as a logical lock, linked, without head or tail. The head is both tail and tail, and can also be head. The round-trip cycle is continuous.
In order not to let Mr. Cao really send himself to the mental hospital, Lu Ziming had to go to the school. Suddenly, a bold question appeared in his mind. This question can prove whether he really exists in the dreamland.
When I arrived at the school, I found that the school gate had been closed, but I didn't want to enter the school gate openly, but turned into the campus from the wall, and the sound of reading came.
At this time, Lu Ziming saw his classroom. The time just pointed to the early reading class. There was no one in the corridor. "Will his appearance have a strange impact?". Although he didn't know what would happen next, he was always cautious and chose to observe first. Soon, Lu Ziming saw an amazing scene in the classroom.
"As like as two peas", Lu Zi Ming, who is exactly the same as himself, is doing morning reading in the classroom. If he sees another person outside the window, he will not know what kind of expression he will be. But I know that my appearance will scare the students in the classroom to death. Although this is a dream, Lu Ziming doesn't want to do so.
"Should I go to my dorm?" Lu Ziming had a very strange feeling. If it was a dream, why was everything the same as the real one? It was like he had gone through time and returned to the previous time. Was it because he was worried and reluctant to give up? Otherwise, how could he have such a dream.
"Anyway, I still want to hide and have a look. Besides, there must be some reason!"
"Lu Ziming, what are you doing when you come back from class?" old man Qin, the dormitory Porter, saw Lu Ziming coming back and stretched out his head from the window.
"Forgot to take something!"
"Young people just like to lose things. You don't want to skip class!" Lu Ziming likes to play chess with old Qin when he has time, so old Qin likes to joke with himself from time to time.
"What about that?" Lu Ziming was afraid of being seen by old man Qin. He didn't dare to talk to old man Qin. He pretended to be in a hurry and ran to the dormitory. He felt that there was always a pair of eyes staring at him behind his back.
When I entered the dormitory, I was still the familiar bed and neatly folded quilt. There were several patches on it, which looked particularly dazzling. It was much more pleasing to the eye than the dirty bed next to it.
This is a familiar feeling, very kind, deeply imprinted in my mind and will never be forgotten. It seems that I have returned to school again.
"This is..." Lu Ziming lay comfortably on his bed and habitually put his hand under the pillow. The next moment, the whole person became stiff. A colorful golden pheasant tail feather appeared in his hand: "this is...". Seeing the feathers, Lu Ziming immediately understood why he returned to this time node.
This is a knot in my heart, a beautiful dream without any defects, a dream with regret and regret, which has never started and naturally has not ended.
It is no exaggeration to say that it is a beautiful dream of my youth. A memory that I don't want to think about and can't be haunted is deeply hidden in the deepest part of my heart. I don't want to lift the dust of that past. Whenever I think of it, my heart is like overturning the five flavors of oil, salt, soy sauce and vinegar.
There are laughter, vision, youth impulse and ignorance, persistence and stubbornness. Whenever I think of it, it is like what happened yesterday, which has become an indelible mark in my memory.
"Although this is a dream, I still want to continue this dream. I don't know if everything that happens next will be the same as my memory". I don't know whether it is to prove anything or to recall the past. Lu Ziming came to the campus garden, hid in a lush tree and quietly waited for the next thing to happen.
Not long ago, a beautiful figure appeared in the garden. It was a familiar figure. In his own eyes, it was Tingting Yuli lotus. Every move took a breath of youth, such as lark singing in the forest, and spring tinkling and flowing happily into the distance, which made Lu Ziming bright in front of his eyes: "it's really her!"
On this most ordinary day, she left school to go to another city and never saw her again. Their very different identities have created a gap that is difficult to cross, but they can't stop each other's feelings. This kind of unclear feelings include the friendship between students, the restlessness of youth, and some rebellious taste. Under this complex feeling, they get closer and closer, but they never get closer.
This is a dream with youth regret. Unexpectedly, this moment reappears in the dream. The bell on the campus rings and interrupts Lu Ziming, who is meditating in the tree. The campus suddenly boils. There are cheers and laughter everywhere, such as birds flying out of the cage. This is a familiar sound that brings the mind back to the present.
Familiar figures appeared in the small garden. They were seeing her off and wishing her a pleasant journey. Gifts were stuffed into her hands. This familiar and long-standing picture appeared again.
Lu Ziming looked up at the statue in the distance. He knew that the other one was hiding there and didn't appear until the end. At this time, Lu Ziming helplessly looked at the feather in his hand. Another gift he was going to give her was in his own hand, "why?"