18 Reasons

(Sorry for the late chapter....I was thinking about my life...Enjoy the chapter)

As Gurasu walked back to his room, he thought of how he killed the three brothers. They were both the same race. They had blood, bones, and consciousness like Gurasu does.

They even had a family-like Gurasu does. When he killed them, he could feel the suffering and sadness their family will feel when they hear they died. 'They why did I kill them without any remorse?', thought Gurasu as he arrived at the door of his room.

It has been 2 hours and 30 minutes since he had left his room to kill the three brothers. He unlocked the door and came in. When he went in, he could see a king-size bed with a blond girl on it.

He looked at the girl who looked like she was sleeping peacefully. Then he went to the bathroom and took a shower.

The moment Gurasu went into the bathroom, Tsunade opened her eyes. As an Advanced knight, she knew that someone entered the room.

However, as Gurasu's lover, she knew his smell and knew that it was Gurasu who entered the room.

Therefore, she did not get up and just relaxed on the bed. She knew that Gurasu had something on his mind because he did not greet her but just looked at her.

'I will ask him what's on his mind...And if he needs any help…. And I don't like it when he doesn't share his problems with me', thought Tsunade as she got up from the bed and just looked at the bathroom door.

As he was taking a shower, Gurasu thought of his first kill in the World of Magellan. He killed a criminal with his own hands. Even if the criminal had done bad deeds, he was still a human.

He never killed someone in his past life. And in his new life, he had killed someone when he was very young.

Gurasu remembered the feeling of how he stabbed the criminal. The moment he stabbed the criminal, he felt his heart beating faster than usual.

He felt how life is truly fragile. Just a stab in the stomach, Gurasu could hear the criminal's crying voice. A voice that was full of regrets and not wanting to die.

Gurasu tried to ignore the criminal's crying voice by using his devour ability on the criminal. The moment he used it, he felt pleasure.

It felt like he had the best massage on his body. The feeling was awesome, and he wanted to feel it again.

Gurasu began not to care about the criminal's crying voice and stabbed him again while using his devour ability. As he continued to feel a pleasant feeling, the criminal's voice started to quiet down.

After Gurasu did not hear the voice anymore, he stopped stabbing and looked at his hand. It was covered with the criminal's blood.

As he looked at the blood, Gurasu thought, 'I have to do this….Continue to do this….Without strength in this world, I will be trampled on and I can't protect my loved ones…..And the pleasuring feeling I got after I devoured the man was very good'.

As he remembered his memory of his first kill, Gurasu smiled and thought of the blond girl on the King size bed.

The times he spent with Tsunade made him truly enjoy life and it satisfied him every time he saw the smiling face of Tsunade.

Gurasu then thought, 'The reason I kill without any remorse because I want to protect the smile on Tsunade's face, not let anybody harm me or my loved ones, and to get stronger so I can live the next day.'

After he realized this, he started to relax and enjoy the shower.

After Gurasu came out of the bathroom with a towel covering his lower body, he saw Tsunade looking at him.

Tsunade was first looking at the golden eyes of Gurasu, then her eyes slowly started to go down, and now looking at Gurasu's 8-pack abs.

His stomach was very muscular with no fat on it. Gurasu has an athletic body type(he has a mesomorph body type...Search it up).

"You like what you see?", said Gurasu teasing Tsunade. However, Tsunade did not blush and responded boldly.

"I do...I am happy that my lover has a very nice body", said Tsunade.

"But we need to talk, Gurasu,'' said Tsunade. Gurasu saw the Tsunade was being serious now so he quickly got dressed and went to sit beside Tsunade.

"What is it?", said Gurasu.

"What is on your mind lately?", asked Tsunade as she looked at Gurasu's face. She made sure to look at his facial expression and see if he is lying or not.

"This….I get it….Fine...I was just thinking about how I kill people without remorse", said Gurasu. When she heard that, she knew that Gurasu was not lying and immediately hugged him to comfort him.

"Gurasu...Don't worry…..You're not the only one….I kill as well without any remorse", said Tsunade.

"Thanks for comforting me….But don't worry...I got over with it in the bathroom…. I know the reasons why I do it and I don't regret it", said Gurasu as he touched the soft cheeks of Tsunade.

"Ok", said Tsunade with relief. Gurasu was happy that Tsunade was showing that much care for him. He couldn't help but kiss her.

Tsunade did not stop the kiss but kissed back. It was a romantic kiss that showed their love for each other.

"I love you Tsunade", said Gurasu as he stopped kissing her.

"I love you as well, Gurasu", said Tsunade.

After they said that, they started to kiss again and have a makeout session.