If you don't see it, you'll never see it again.
If you can choose, if you didn't love at that time, maybe it won't be like this now.
It's just a sigh. It's fate.
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After Mu Zhanxiao returned to the house, Xu WANYING didn't even stay much. She was allowed to leave the house immediately. Housekeeper Chen and Qin Xiang still prepared a carriage for Xu WANYING and took the coachman and a servant to serve her. Xu WANYING declined, leaving only the coachman.
When she got to Jiangnan, Mu Zhanxiao had a different courtyard in Jiangnan. She could let the coachman go back to Mu Zhanxiao's other courtyard, and she didn't need to follow her.
When the carriage left, Qin Xiang explained again and again: "lady, don't forget your medicine. Don't forget even on the road. Don't rush to the road, remember to have a good rest. You are not in good health. Don't fall ill any more. "
"Good." Xu WANYING smiles, "Qin Xiang, you should take good care of yourself."
"Mother, take care all the way." Qin Xiang choked a little.
Qin Xiang really likes Xu WANYING. I'm not willing to leave like this.
But Xu WANYING comforted: "don't call me Niang any more. I'm not a Niang anymore. If you have a chance, how about going to Jiangnan to find me? The light distribution in Jiangnan is quite different from that in Beijing. "
"Good. I will go. " Qin Xiang answered.
Xu WANYING said nothing more. She nodded to housekeeper Chen and explained to Mu Zhiyi carefully. Then she turned and got on the carriage. As soon as the mother and son watched Xu WANYING's carriage leave, they suddenly couldn't hold their emotions and chased towards the direction where they couldn't see the shadow of the car.
"Niang, Niang --" Mu Zhiyi called.
People close to King Mu's residence and Xu WANYING have appeared all over the world, but mu Zhanxiao has not been seen.
And Xu WANYING's carriage soon moved away.
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When she returned to Jiangnan in Kyoto, Xu WANYING spent only five days, most of her time on her way. She knew that she couldn't bear it, but she didn't say a word more. She was afraid that she would not see the last face of the nun. The anxiety in his face was also obvious.
Back in Jiangnan, Xu WANYING didn't go anywhere, so she asked the coachman to send herself to the nunnery, and then sent the coachman back to another hospital. The coachman didn't say anything, so she drove away quietly. Xu WANYING then walked towards the nunnery.
As a matter of fact, it seems that it has not been more than half a year since I left, but it seems that countless years have passed. When I look at the green land in the south of the Yangtze River and the vast white land in Kyoto, I see a very different contrast.
Now it's raining in the south of the Yangtze River.
Xu WANYING, carrying her own soft, walked towards the nunnery.
Zhao Fengqi just came out from the nunnery to see the nun. When he saw Xu WANYING, he was stunned. Some couldn't believe he saw Xu WANYING. Now, he immediately walked up to her: "WANYING, is it really you?"
This, Zhao Fengqi said the incomparable astonishment.
Xu WANYING said, "brother Fengqi, it's me“
"You -" Zhao Fengqi couldn't carry on for a moment.
And Xu WANYING is calm: "I'm back."
"Come on in, it's raining outside." Zhao Feng recovered and immediately welcomed Xu WANYING in.
Zhao Fengqi holds an umbrella for Xu WANYING, and they walk towards the nunnery. During the whole journey, Zhao Fengqi wants to ask Xu WANYING many times, but he doesn't know how to ask. In the end, the words get stuck in his mouth.
But Zhao Fengqi in Xu WANYING's cough, more or less also saw Xu WANYING's typhoid cold is not better, that cough sound is obvious, this let Zhao Fengqi's eyebrows with micro twist up: "your typhoid fever again?"
Xu WANYING said, "I'm in a hurry."
"I'll show you." Zhao Fengqi said it directly.
"I'll see the Abbess first." Xu WANYING is also very persistent.
Zhao Fengqi was quiet: "abbess took medicine and just fell asleep. I won't wake up until later. You are going now, don't you disturb the Abbess to sleep? Besides, the Abbess didn't know you were back. You are now like this. The Abbess will worry when she sees it. "
Zhao Fengqi said directly, this is to let Xu WANYING said nothing more, just so calm standing in place, and then she nodded.
Zhao Fengqi took Xu WANYING to the next room. Although the room was simple, it was clean.
Soon, Zhao Fengqi gives Xu WANYING a pulse, and her original serious look gradually becomes dignified. Xu WANYING doesn't speak, but just quietly looks at Zhao Fengqi.
Until Zhao Fengqi said, "WANYING, you lied."
Xu WANYING was silent and did not speak.
"You have a miscarriage." Zhao Fengqi is outspoken, "and your typhoid fever is not just recently started, but for a long time."
This time, Zhao Fengqi's face became more serious and looked at Xu WANYING for a moment: "what happened to you in Kyoto? Why did you come to such a situation. And your miscarriage didn't last long. It's supposed to be during confinement. Why do you suddenly return to Jiangnan now? "
When he looked down again, Zhao Fengqi also saw the softness brought back by Xu WANYING.
Zhao Fengqi naturally recognized it at a glance. It was Xu WANYING's soft face from the south of the Yangtze River. Now, Zhao Fengqi's face changed: "what's the matter! Is he not good to you. Didn't he already make you a concubine? Why? "
"It's a long story." Xu WANYING light mouth, "I and he after all is predestined. In that case, it's better to return the bridge to the bridge and the road to the road. "
"What about Zhiyi?" Zhao Fengqi asks Xu WANYING.
Xu WANYING was quiet for a moment: "it's better for Zhiyi to stay in Kyoto than in Jiangnan. Zhiyi is not a dull child. He can control many things very well. There's no need to worry. "
This is the truth, Zhao Fengqi can not refute. But I want to talk about the relationship between Xu WANYING and Mu Zhanxiao, but in the end, I swallow what I say. For a while, I don't know what to say, so I become more and more passive.
On the contrary, Xu WANYING comforted Zhao Fengqi: "I'm not used to Kyoto either. The weather in Kyoto is too cold for me. Now I'm back in Jiangnan, can't I recuperate my body? Brother Fengqi, don't worry about me. "
After a long time, Zhao Fengqi said "yes".
But it was just a response, the rest of the words so stiffly blocked in the throat, can no longer say.
The room is quiet.
Xu WANYING is really on the way continuously, more and more tired, so not long after lying down in the wing room, Xu WANYING fell asleep. Zhao Fengqi didn't stay in the wing room. He carefully closed the door of the wing room and told the little nun outside. Then he went to the nun's wing room.