Chapter 407

"When I was very young, I was despised by the people of the clan. They bullied me because I was timid and weak. They thought it was a shame for me to appear in the hechin clan. I don't know how many years. I remember once I came back with a pile of herbs picked from the wild and planned to put some wound medicine on myself, because I didn't obey people before The family fought with others, but it was obvious that I was badly beaten. When I was about to go to the door of my house, several children hiding on the side of the road emerged. They were holding branches just broken from the big tree in their hands and ferocious in their small eyes. They asked me to give them all the herbs on my body. " He Jin stroked his beard and said with a sigh.

"Ha ha, of course I can't give it to those bastards. There are not only my own herbs, but also my brother lying in the hospital bed. My parents left early when I was a child. Only me and my brother are interdependent in the family. If the family hadn't made some contributions before seeing our family, they might have kicked us out. I think I am myself I feel sad for my brother's brother. I don't deserve to be a eldest brother at all. When I was young, he stared with big eyes and said, "I hope I can stand at the top of the human pyramid one day, so that our family won't suffer any more."

"But I'm useless. I'm just a child who is greedy for life and afraid of death but can't bear my brother's disappointment. I rushed out crazily with the herbs on my chest and knocked several children who stopped me to the ground, but they were much faster than me and soon caught up with me. They kicked me to the ground, kicked me hard, scolded me hard, and kept jumping out of their mouths I had no choice but to protect my head tightly. Later, maybe the children were tired and didn't want to fight, so they stepped on my herbs and turned around and walked away. "

"It was almost evening at that time. I cried, picked up the herbs scattered on the ground one by one, wiped away the tears on my face and walked into the room. My brother was lying in bed. I still remember that when I entered the door, the first sentence he said was, 'brother, you're tired, sit down and have a rest'. I didn't know how to respond to him, but I just held back my tears and said to him At that time, he thought all the herbs were prepared for him. He thought his brother must be vigorous and majestic outside. At that time, I was ten years old and he was only eight. " He Jin lowered his head and his voice was low and inaudible. This dusty thing in memory and years must be turned out, isn't it uncomfortable?

"I don't know what's wrong with my brother. No one in the clan is willing to help us, and we don't have the money to invite those rich doctors. I cooked the medicine and drank a bowl of it myself. Ha ha, that medicine is really bitter. I brought him another bowl. I wanted to leave in front of him quickly so that he wouldn't see my bruises, but he saw it. He asked me why I was stunned. I looked at my brother's eyes and looked at my worried eyes. Suddenly, I didn't want to tell him the truth and let him know that he had such an incompetent big brother. I smiled and said, I met a wild animal when picking herbs in the mountain. When I ran away, I accidentally fell down and rolled on the ground. "

"He looked at me with adoring eyes. Hehe, at that time, I must be very tall in his eyes. He felt that with such a powerful brother, no one would be afraid in the future. It was a big joke. After five or six years, my brother's disease was finally cured by my mistake. At that time, we held together happily and felt that it was important to live well The happiest thing in the world. "

"Because at a certain age, we all have to undertake some affairs in the clan. What I do is patrolling, mainly inside and outside the area of the hechin clan. I am responsible for some small public security. There are many people walking with me, but most of them are strong and burly. Unlike me, even if I am over adulthood, my body is still very thin, but my eyes are very sharp and full In order to frighten some vendors, ha ha, maybe it's to hate too many people who have bullied me with this kind of eyes. "

"My brother manages some sanitation. Because of the sequelae of the disease, he is still very weak, so he can only do some easy work. That time, I had a dispute with the people patrolling together on the way, because he was younger than me. At first, I could scold him as an older person, but then he was impatient and pushed me down as soon as he came forward. Hehe, at that time I'm really useless. I spend my time in anxiety with a pair of eyes and a glass like heart. "

"The people who walked with us knew him very well, so they quickly surrounded me and beat me up again. Ha ha, I don't know why I am so cowardly. I don't want to become strong. I don't want to participate in such fierce competition. Since I was a child, I didn't understand why people have to compete for higher status and rights, but no one answered me, I was still beaten like a dog. I didn't even have the strength to stand up. There was a lion in my eyes. I clenched my teeth and didn't say a word. "

"Just then, my brother just passed by. With his docile character, he would surely come forward and open the fight. He saw his black and blue faced brother, the tall and powerful brother in his mind. He looked at me without saying a word and pulled me up. In this way, we went back to the place where we lived silently. He carefully rubbed the medicine for me and didn't hurt me from beginning to end Speak. "

"Just as we were about to go to bed, he said softly, 'brother, I don't want to drag you back. I know you want to be stronger than anyone since childhood, but you have a deep contradiction in your heart because of me? You go outside and break in. You are older than me. You should accept better knowledge than me and dance on a larger stage. I can't. I'm sick and can't talk to you Go wandering with you. Then, brother, please take my dream with you and fulfill your wishes, okay? 'I didn't speak, and I watched the moon outside the window all night. "

"So I took the younger brother's wish and my buried dream and embarked on the road of experience. However, fate is unfair to some human beings. On the third day of departure, my luggage was stolen. I was driven out of the hotel and wandered into the street. Finally, I had to squat in a corner and fall asleep unconsciously At that time, I knew that it was so difficult for a person to pursue his dream. It was so difficult that you just didn't take a few steps, and the difficulties ahead were enough to beat you down and couldn't move. "

"I'm lucky to be taken in by an expert, but he just needs a handyman. He has many peers who are better than me. Like the people in the family, they despise me when they look at me. After watching me for more than ten years, I'm used to it. Pursuing my dream is out of reach. I tidy up the housework and clean up in the expert's home all day Experts have no position in serving tea and water. But I can't go out. Without money and strength, I will only be despised wherever I go. "

"Year after year, suddenly, news came from the remote hechin family. My brother was critically ill again, and I hurried back all night. That is, at this time, the small insects triggered a riot and were attacked by the human group. The elders of hechin family and other families who have the right to speak in human beings decided to seal the small insects, but someone needs to enter the seal to suppress the small insects in order to prevent them I know my brother doesn't live long. He's dying. I said to him, "this time I'm going to really fulfill our brothers' wishes, with a determination we've never had."

"I resolutely stepped into the seal, followed the huge energy, and became the guardian spirit of this space to protect the integrity of the seal. Now the seal is broken, my mission has been completed, and I want to find my crazy brother." He Jin looked back at the sky, a pair of turbid eyes that seemed to see through the world fluctuated. It seemed that he didn't even find it. The palm under the robe trembled uncontrollably.

Duan Fei clubbed in place. From beginning to end, he didn't say a word. He listened carefully to what he Jin said. At first, he planned to understand the huge and mysterious civilization from hechin's narration, but he didn't think it would evolve into such a sigh story later.

He seemed to see that in the middle of the night, his brother said heartfelt blessings to his brother, "brother, please complete your wishes with my dream, will you?". He seemed to see the unaccompanied youth shivering in the cold, relying on an unknown corner of the street, looking up at the huge bright moon, with crystal tears in his eyes.