On the day of Gu Yize's concert in Shanghai, Zuo Jing was working normally.
In fact, before that, she would quietly buy tickets to support every concert in Shanghai. She would sit in an unknown corner, look at him shining on the stage, feel the enthusiasm of his fans and fans, and feel proud, proud and happy for him.
However, those joy, after all, can only be her own.
She never told anyone about her affection for him, let alone let him know anything about it.
It is not that she is willing to bear the bitterness and boredom of these secret love, but that she has no suitable opportunity to say it out.
When he was still in school, he was their senior, but what he liked to pursue was appearance. She was roommate and good friend with face. How could she say her love for him under such circumstances?
That would embarrass him, even more embarrass his face, and it would be her own embarrassment in the end, even if she didn't like him.
Moreover, he may not like her to be with her, so why should she take such a risk? In the end, she can't get him, and she also lost her good friend and roommate.
After finishing his career, everyone developed, and he gradually became famous in the performing arts circle. Even if he gave up his appearance, there was a huge difference between them. He was a big star of red purple film and TV songs. She couldn't say what she wanted to say.
The reason why she didn't go to the concert was that Zuo Jing also noticed Gu Yize's vague affection for her.
Zuo Jing instinctively chooses to escape.
It is one thing for her to love him silently, but when he really has a response, she dare not face it.
There are many reasons why Zuo Jing dare not face it. The first is the identity of Gu Yize. If he is an ordinary person, maybe she will not escape like this, but his identity is a star, and now it is just popular.
And she is so ordinary, ordinary work, ordinary family background, ordinary can't be ordinary any more. She is connected with Gu Yize, a brilliant man. I'm afraid that his fans will collapse and his team will not approve of it.
Zuo Jing doesn't want to bring him so many bad negative effects because of her existence. She loves him because she wants him to have a happy and easy life, not all kinds of troubles.
Secondly, she didn't know what kind of mentality he had towards her. After all, he had been so persistent in his face. It can be said that she liked him as long as he liked it.
No, no, she likes him for a long time. A few years ago, after making up with Mu Yuanhang again, he didn't pursue face any more, and she has been loving him for the past few years.
Therefore, Zuo Jing thinks that she has no other way to face this matter except to avoid it.
However, although he did not go to see his concert, Zuo Jing still prayed silently in his heart that everything was going well.
When she was about to leave work, Zuo Jing was asked by her boss Li Huai to accompany her to a dinner with a client. Her new boss, who had just been transferred from abroad some time ago, said he didn't quite understand some rules of domestic dinners and asked her to accompany her.
Two people ride together in front of Li Huai's car to dinner, zuojing driving, Li Huai said he was not familiar with the road here.
After getting into the car, Zuo Jing first adjusted her seat, then warmed up the car, and finally drove out of the company's underground parking lot. She had driven Li Huai's car once or twice, and had accompanied him to a party before.
Li Huai, who was sitting in the co pilot, looked at her white and quiet beauty with a slant of head, and said with some regret,
"every time I ask you to accompany me to dinner, have you delayed your date with your boyfriend?"
Zuo Jing can detect Li Huai's words, intentionally or unintentionally, about whether she has a boyfriend.
Zuo Jing is not a novice in the workplace, nor a girl who does not understand the world. She is a mature woman of 28 years old. Li Huai has a good impression on her, which she can feel.
Li Huai is tall and handsome. When she is old, Zuo Jing has not paid attention to her. She should be in her thirties. She worked in the overseas headquarters of the company where she works. A few months ago, she was transferred to them as the investment director, which is equivalent to Zuo Jing's direct supervisor.
Zuojing is not the kind of girl who is greedy and vain, Li Huai and so on. If she is, she will not be single until now, and she will not only like that person for so many years.
She didn't want to have any relationship entanglement with Li Huai, so she quietly replied to Li Huai,
"it's my duty to serve the company and the general manager Li."
She didn't make it clear whether she had a boyfriend, because if she said she had a boyfriend, it was cheating on Li Huai, and she was not good at lying like this, which would make her conscience uneasy.
But I don't want to tell Li Huai clearly that he has no boyfriend, which will lead to Li Huai more unscrupulous. And frankly say that he does not have a boyfriend, but will not accept Li Huai's pursuit, for Li Huai such a status and status of proud men, will hurt li Huai's self-esteem.
Zuo Jing also hopes that her life in the company can be better, so she is not good to offend Li Huai.Therefore, she avoided talking about her boyfriend so that Li Huai could not figure out whether she had a boyfriend and would not continue to carry out more actions.
Li Huai looked at her for a while, then don't open his eyes to look out of the window, did not say anything.
Zuo Jing drives quietly without any influence. She doesn't know what's wrong with her. Facing such an excellent man as Li Huai, she can be calm. You should know that every time other girls in the company talk about Li Huai, the new director, she is eager to rush on him.
But Zuo Jing did not have any feeling, she thought it was because she had such a brilliant man in her heart that she could be so firm and unshakable.
Thinking of these, Zuo Jing is actually a little upset.
If this state continues, she will be single until she is old.
At the dinner table, Li Huai is almost always talking to clients. Zuo Jing is not a good speaker. However, when she speaks, she always has a very sharp and sharp point of view. She can point out the crux of the problem. Although she doesn't speak much, she is not easy to be ignored.
Such a meal usually doesn't end soon. At the end of the day, it's very late. Zuo Jing goes to the bathroom.
When I came back, I heard a girl's scream coming from one of the boxes. A girl said loudly,
"ah, ah, ah, at the end of the concert, Gu Yize disclosed that he had a girl he liked at the end of the concert
Then there were the shouts of excitement or excitement or loss from several other girls at the party,
"where did you see it, where did you see it?"
"It's just the news that just came out. Look at it."
Zuo Jing, who passed by the door, stopped her steps like that. When she heard the girl say he had someone he liked, she had a sharp pain in her chest, as if she had been stabbed in with a sharp knife.
Originally thought he had been so many years, but he didn't have all kinds of things for so many years, because she knew that he was really serious with such a high-profile public love affair.
She staggered against the wall next to her, took a deep breath, calmed down her emotions, and then took out her mobile phone to check.
Sure enough, just after his concert, news about him has quickly hit the headlines. Click it. When she saw the abbreviation ZJ on his open ring, she was stunned.
At first, she thought that the person he openly liked was another girl, which made her heart ache. But now looking at the two English letters, it was clearly the abbreviation of her name...
don't ask her why she is so sure that the person is her. The woman's intuition tells her that the two letters of ZJ represent her name.
Zuo Jing's heart suddenly beat violently and rapidly, and her mood was completely disordered. For a time, she could not accept that she was the object of his confession, and still used such a high-profile and publicized way.
Although he did not disclose her specific name, although the outside world does not know that the girl is her, but in her heart has set off a storm.
Too shocked, zuojing's mood is in a mess. She has no mood to continue the dinner. She just wants to go home and have a quiet time.
After a long time of calming down outside, she returned to the private room again. She wanted to talk to Li Huai on the excuse that she was not very comfortable. She left first.
Just as soon as she returned to the box, Li Huai's eyes fell on her, her eyebrows frowned slightly,
"what's the matter? I don't look good. "
, I'm sorry to see that I'm not comfortable with my watch, and then I asked Li to leave for a while
The dinner was almost over, but Li Huai mentioned it again, so the customer got up and said goodbye,
"good, Mr. Li, get together again next time."
Then he said hello to Zuo Jing and left, but when he left, the customer looked at Li Huai and Zuo Jing's eyes, which made Zuo Jing very uncomfortable. The customer seemed to think that there was an ambiguous relationship between her and Li Huai.
Zuo Jing didn't say anything. In fact, after so many years in the workplace, she has also developed a heart that can be called an iron wall. She has listened to a lot of rumors, especially since she has been promoted step by step as a woman.
This seems to be the case in this society. Women can't have some achievements of their own. If they succeed, they will always be treated with colored glasses. They always feel that their success cannot be separated from their attachment to men.
I still remember when she was promoted for the first time, a lot of rumors came out of the company, saying that she had an improper relationship with a certain leader, and that she could be promoted by this. She went back to cry all night, because no one knew how hard she worked every day and how much she paid behind her back.At that time, many people thought that she would be forced to leave a message to resign or give up the position, but after crying at home, she still went to the post calmly. Anyway, it was said that she was so ugly. Why didn't she take advantage of her job opportunities. And she also has self-confidence, she is promoted by ability, will be able to be competent for that position.
Later, she used her strength to prove that those rumors were really just rumors. After all these years, she was indifferent.
However, she still felt uncomfortable just now. The reason is that Gu Yize made a sudden confession tonight. He confessed his love, but she was misunderstood as having an affair with other men. Of course, she would not feel comfortable.
Li Huai took a look at her slightly frowned brow,
"let's go, I'll take you back."
Zuo Jing looks up at Li Huai and smiles politely,
"no, Mr. Li. I'll take a taxi to go back."
However, Li Huai insisted,
"it is not a man's demeanor to let a girl go home alone at such a late night."
Zuojing finally can only choose to accept Li Huai's good intentions. When zuojing is downstairs, Zuo Jing leaves and wants to leave. It is Lihuai who stops her.
Li Huai then got off the bus and went to stand in front of her.
To tell you the truth, Li Huai is an excellent man, the so-called male god of many female employees in the company. However, Zuo Jing doesn't like him very much. He always feels unreliable, so he instinctively rejects him.
"Zuo Jing, although we haven't known each other for a long time, I like your character very much."
it's Li Huai who confides with her. Zuo Jing is calm and interrupts Li Huai's words at the first time,
"general manager Li, I --"
however, her words are interrupted by Li Huai again,
"you don't have to answer in a hurry, think about it and reply to me again."
This kind of words always sounds to zuojing that Li Huai seems to be convinced that she will agree to his pursuit. Such inexplicable confidence makes Zuo Jing feel funny. However, before she can make any further reply, Li Huai turns to the car and leaves.
Zuo Jing turns to walk in the building, but suddenly a person comes down from a car beside him.
The man was wearing a cap with half of his face covered. When he saw her, he raised his hand and took off his hat, revealing a deep and handsome face. He also painted some rich stage makeup, including his clothes, which were also performance clothes, covered with an overcoat.
Zuo Jing was astonished,
"Why are you here?"
Shouldn't he be at the celebration after the concert?
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