Xia Yi curls up on the bed, trying to make herself strong. She can't remember how many nights it was. When he left his side, when he hurt his heart again, she curls up in the corner and licks her wound alone.
Perhaps already used to, perhaps already very clear in the heart, he, is always his own can not get the scenery.
If he didn't see him in the crowd when he was in University, if he didn't sit on the bench and read quietly, maybe he would not be entangled with him now.
That night, Xia Yi slowly fell asleep, and his dream was full of him.
She knows that even though they seem to be able to stay together gently and have a sweet dinner, she knows that his tenderness is just politeness, his heart, maybe just kindness, but no love at all.
That's not what she wants. She admits she's greedy, but In love, right?
When she fell asleep, tears still hung in the corner of her eyes.
And he, almost all night, stood in front of the window, staring at the distance, deep in the dark, can't see the scenery, he can't understand, why do you want to care about Xia Yi, he can't understand, he originally wanted to close, but inexplicably go farther and farther.
Perhaps, between him and her, fate is limited to this.
Early the next morning, Xia Yi got up early. In addition to the indelible marks left by her eyes, she was in a good mood. As soon as she opened the door, she saw that Duoduo rushed towards her.
"Mom, will you take me to kindergarten today?"
Xia Yi squats down, holds her small face, and checks the hearing aids on her ears again. She says sweetly, "well, mom will send you to kindergarten today, but you should be good."
"Then I'll go to breakfast." Duoduo is very happy to turn around and walk towards the restaurant. At the moment, the nanny has already prepared breakfast. Xia Yi goes to the washroom and comes out after cleaning up. He simply takes a few mouthfuls of breakfast and takes a look at the time. It's not too late. Then he takes Duoduo to leave.
Before leaving, Xia Yi told the nanny, "go to pick up Duoduo in the evening. I may come back later in the evening."
The nurse nodded them off.
Xia Yi sent Duoduo to the kindergarten, looking at her back with a smile, Duoduo took the teacher's hand, turned back and waved goodbye to her. Xia Yi also waved. After the teacher took Duoduo into the classroom, she turned back to the car.
She thinks of Shen Yitong. She thinks that if she has time tomorrow, she will take Tong Tong out to play. Of course, before meeting Tong Tong, she will call Shen Mohan in advance. Maybe It's another excuse for her to approach him.
Fortunately Does Tong Tong follow him? Fortunately, there is still such a tie between him and her.
Xia Yi turns around and comes to another place where her mother used to live. However, because of what happened in those years, she was taken away. Since then, there has been no one living here.
This is the only legacy Xia Yi's mother left her. Her mother's company used to do a lot of work, but in the end, she didn't know who had all those things.
But now Xia Yi doesn't want to think so much anymore. She slowly walks into the residence, takes out the key she hasn't taken for a long time and opens the door. In an instant, the smell of dust comes from the shop.
Xia Yi subconsciously covers her nose, but quickly adapts to the environment here and walks in slowly. The furnishings here have not changed at all. What has changed is just a few more layers of dust.
She remembers where she found the diary last time, so she went directly to the room and wanted to look through the old things. Except for a few pieces of old furniture, it was all left by her mother.
A lot of things are directly on the ground, and some of them have begun to rot, but Xia Yi never planned to redecorate or clean up here.
Every time she came here, she felt as if she had gone back to her mother's time.
A lot of things here are also very messy. Xia Yi plans to stay here all day today and sort out all the things in person. Maybe she can find more valuable clues.
That night, when Shen Mohan said that sentence, it was a big blow to Xia Yi. She wanted to know what happened that year, and wanted to solve the knot in Shen Mohan's heart.
However, just as Xia Yi arranges these things, she suddenly hears the sound of footsteps coming from the door, and the things in her hands suddenly stop and listen quietly.
The door is closed, but it's not locked. If someone opens the door directly, it's not impossible, but who will come here at this time?
She did hear the sound of footsteps, and has entered the room, and even to his side, Xia Yi slowly got up, walked out of the room, "who is it?"
She called the doctor softly. When she came out of the room, she saw a bearded uncle standing in the living room outside, looking at herself with the same curious eyes, "Li Min!"
His mouth called out the name, but his eyes were momentarily dim down, and then shook his head, "you are not, who are you? Why are you here? "Xia Yi stood in the same place, looking at the speaker, it seems that there is no malice, and then said, "do you know my mother Li Min? Are you her friend? "
"Are you Li Min's daughter?" The man frowned in surprise, with shock on his face, "you are the little girl, you are Xia Yi
Xia Yi was surprised. She didn't expect that this person should know who he was. If he was so familiar with himself, then he must have known about his mother. Xia Yi hurried forward and said, "you know us, do you know why my mother died? What happened that year? "
However, before Xia Yi came to him, the man had turned and ran out of the room.
"Don't go. Listen to me." Xia Yi hurriedly chased to go out, but arrive outside of time, already don't know that man's go to think. She looked around for a long time, in the stairs, in the elevator, even downstairs, on the street, but she didn't catch up with the man.
Xia Yi almost cried out, "why, why do you want to run?"
She didn't understand. She stood on the street at a loss, looking at the people coming and going. Who would that person be?
Xia Yi has been standing on the street for a long time. When she is sure that she won't find that person again, she turns around and goes back to her mother's former residence to continue sorting out those things.
But her mind has been thinking about the figure of the man just now, guessing his identity. Since he knows who he is and who his mother is, he may know what happened in those years.
But why did he run?
With such questions, Xia Yi continues to sort out her mother's remains. When my mother died, she was too young to tidy up these things.
Although some things have been seen before, it's the first time to sort them out one by one. Many things are strange.