Chapter 611

With that, Xia Yi stands up. She doesn't want to talk about it with Murong Hao, because every time she thinks about it, she is always upset.

Murong Hao stares at her back and wants to say something, but Xia Yi interrupts directly, "well, I'm in charge of my life. You don't have to point out any more here. These things have nothing to do with you. If there are no other things, you can go."

When he said these words, Xia Yi always turned her back to Murong Hao, and didn't want to face him, because he could feel the concern and worry in Murong Hao's eyes. Even if he said such words, he was still worried about himself.

What Xia Yi doesn't want to face now is the worry of her friends, and they are still putting themselves in their shoes when they don't know the truth, which makes her feel more guilty.

And such a sense of guilt, now torture her every day and night can't sleep.

Xia Yi knows that she can't go back and has no other choice. She has to go on and protect her children.

So if we want to continue to do this thing, we should abandon those inner guilt and do it ruthlessly. If there is such a mood all the time, it will be very easy to have an accident.

Even in the end, all people will hate themselves, hate themselves, but now for the summer, she would rather pay everything.

Murong Hao stares at her back incomprehensibly and opens his mouth, but he doesn't know what to say for a moment.

"You go quickly. I want to have a good rest. Don't disturb me here. Don't come here if you have nothing to do. I'm not a colleague with you now." Xia Yi slightly lowered his head, avoided his eyes, said indifferently.

Murong Hao felt that Xia Yi was like a changed person, but he didn't blame her in his heart, "OK, since you are so upset now, have a good rest. But there is one thing I want to tell you, that is, no matter what happens, I will support you unconditionally. If you have difficulties, please come to me. "

Xia Yi did not speak, with silence on behalf of his refusal.

Murong Hao did not say anything more, took his coat, turned and left here.

Murong Hao's talk makes Xia Yi's mood more upset. Her head begins to ache. She has been thinking about this all these days, full of guilt. She can't sleep at night and always sleeps.

Such a life and state, torture her physical and mental fatigue.

After muronghao left, Xia Yi is upset. She doesn't want to stay in this room any more. She doesn't want to keep pestering about this. At least give her a little time to be quiet.

So she took her coat and bag, left home and went to a bar where she used to play with her friends.

I can still remember those happy times. I didn't expect that this bar would still be here in ten years. Although the pattern inside has changed, I can still find the familiar places.

Xia Yi came to the bar and sat down directly. She asked the bartender, who was not familiar with her, for a bottle of wine. She just sat here and drank it.

She didn't care about the complexity around her. She just sat here quietly drinking her own wine, and no one paid any attention to it. Before long, she was already a little dizzy.

But what she just wants is the current state, because this feeling can let her not worry about those things.

Finally, in such a deep guilt, there is a moment of quiet.

She drinks more and more here, and even the bartender is beginning to worry about her.

"Miss, did you come here alone? If you drink like this, can you go back later? "

But Xia Yi smiles at him, "what does it matter if I can go back? I'm not alone when I go back, so I don't plan to go back today. Why don't I buy more bottles of wine from you? "

"We welcome you to drink here, of course, but I don't want anything to happen to you because you are drunk. People like you are so beautiful. It's easy to be cheated in such a place."

Looking at that bartender's age is very young, and his words are elegant. Xia Yi has a good feeling for him, and then says.

"Do you still look like a woman who is easily cheated by others? I'm much older than you. I'm afraid those men who want to cheat me don't have as much thought as I do. Moreover, I'm cheating others now. He helps me to be the most important person in his life, even without any doubt. "

Speaking of this, Xia Yi laughs bitterly and thinks of what Shen Mohan said to himself. He really doesn't doubt himself at all.

I never thought Shen Mohan was so stupid. He was so smart, and he had little emotion and attention on himself.

Now he puts all his thoughts on himself, and even is willing to give what he wants regardless of everything. But this state is not what Xia Yi wants. Instead, she hopes that Shen Mohan will ignore himself and her feelings, as she used to.The bartender didn't speak, but just laughed indifferently. It can be seen that Xia Yi has a lot of stories, but he can't see through other people's stories, so he went to take care of other guests.

Xia Yi continued to drink here until she was unconscious and even her consciousness began to blur.

And there are fewer and fewer people in the bar. It's already several o'clock in the morning. She is the only one who continues to drink here.

At this time, the bartender came to her again, "Miss, do you have any friends? I can call your friend and ask him to come here to pick you up, or your boyfriend. "

Xia Yi is very drunk and laughs, "I don't have a boyfriend, just me, and if you call, no one will come to pick me up."

Then she asked the bartender to pour herself a glass of wine, but this time the bartender refused, "I think you've drunk a lot, and it's not good for your health to drink any more. You'd better go back early."

Instead, Xia Yi is not happy. She claps the table and shouts to the bartender, "I won't give you money to drink here? Bring me some wine. I want to drink. When it's your turn to tell me about my business? "

The bartender frowned, but finally brought her a new glass of wine, and then went to do other things and ignored her.