happy birthday to me!
House pig, do you remember your joy and fear when you got married?
You are glad that you have married a lover. You are afraid that you can't achieve anything. How can you start a family?
At that time, you secretly vowed to work hard in the future, no longer be as cynical as before, and be a responsible husband.
House pig, do you remember your doubts about yourself when your last book was on the shelves? Remember your worry when your daughter was born?
At that time, there were only 600 subscriptions on the shelves. You doubt whether you can support your family and worry about whether you can give your daughter a stable home?
You even wanted to stop writing novels and find a stable job.
You stick to it, work hard, think day and night, how to make more readers read and subscribe, and how to write more wonderful and perfect plots.
You have white hair and even hit the wall when you can't write it. However, your efforts have not been in vain. You are alone in the world. From 600 subscribed readers, you have slowly increased nine times. 5400 readers have subscribed to walking alone, and the moving fire has made you harvest a bucket of gold.
House pig, do you remember when Emperor Zun just put on the shelf, your daughter's illness made you feel scared?
At that time, you were full of fear, but you didn't dare to break. When you were taking care of your daughter, you desperately thought about the follow-up plot of the emperor and how to make the plot wonderful. You also wanted to write humorous plots to make readers laugh.
You think about the layout, opening up the pattern of the world, presenting a wonderful story, allowing more readers to read this book, and thinking about supporting their families and overcoming difficulties with their own stories.
Remember? When Emperor Zun went on the shelf, his subscription was only in his early 1000's. instead of giving up, you buried yourself in code words and ideas. You pushed away all social activities and locked yourself in a small dark room.
Remember? You have felt emptiness and loneliness again and again, and the loneliness of the world. Do you remember the joy you felt when you opened the web page again and again and saw the readers' serious book reviews?
Remember when you cheered for adding a subscription?
Remember your efforts and hard work, which quadrupled the subscription of more than 1000?
Now, the year of the horse has come, you have grown another year, you are thirty-one, the suffering of the year of the horse should not be more than that of thirty.
Here you are.
Happy birthday to you!