Chapter 405

"I was jealous of her relationship with Sheng Fei and was afraid of her being with Sheng Fei. I... Did too much to her. I slapped her in the face. I didn't even put such a heavy hand on Yi Xiao. I was annoyed by her unbearable words." Han Xiao's voice trembled even more, "Only in front of her will I become willful. She can always easily make me lose my temper and make me uneasy and insecure. I often think that if she is so much younger than me, one day she will suddenly feel that I am not the person she really likes and will give up on me."

Speaking of this, Han Xiao slowly lowered his eyes and sat on the ground slowly. It seemed that these words would soon use up all his strength.

His hands curled up, and then he continued to whisper, "As long as I think like this, just think like this, I can't stand it. Mingxi always said, I'm very cruel to her, and I know I'm too strict. For her, I'm more strict with others than I am in the crew. I know I'm demanding, and I know why. Because I'm upset, I don't care enough, but because I care too much, even myself They all think I'm too terrible... "

"I'm really like my father. No, it should be said that I'm more hateful than my father in those years. My father clearly loves my mother, but I don't know what's going on when he does and speaks. He always forces my mother farther and farther away from him until my mother finally chooses to leave."

"And I, I went too far. I even forced my wife to tell me that she hated me... I was the real loser. I always did some stupid things with self righteousness. I didn't trust my favorite people, and I didn't identify the lies of my best friends in time. I even dared not tell the truth because I was afraid to face it and worry about Mingxi again. I I was afraid that she would hate me for my stupid mistakes and leave me from now on, just as my mother left her father, so I ran away. I didn't dare to mention people she didn't want to hear in front of her. Even if I knew the truth, I should have told her myself and asked her for forgiveness... "

"Actually, I'm a coward."

With this last sentence, Han Xiao closed his eyes and his chest fluctuated violently, as if he were bearing some too complex and heavy emotions.

Yu Mingxi was stunned. Her blurred vision was still nailed to Han Xiao. She shook her head in panic, clenched her teeth and said, "Han Dao, you're even fooling yourself and others when you're drunk. Do you think it's useful? It's useless! She won't be soft hearted again, she won't repeat the mistakes, she won't!"

The more he spoke, the more angry he became, as if he were refuting Han Xiao's words, and as if he were warning himself of the wavering that flashed away in his heart.

Han Xiao slowly opened his eyelids, with a look of surprise on his face. His tone suddenly became urgent, "you, do you know her?"

"Yes, I know her very well." Yu Mingxi said firmly and stressed loudly, "I know how she will choose. She won't look back."

Han Xiao clenched his fist again, raised his head and asked angrily, "Why are you so sure?"

"Then why are you sure that if you fold enough paper cranes, she will forgive you?" Yu Mingxi sneered, "is it so easy?"

Han Xiao's eyes darkened in an instant, his voice darkened, mixed with deep depression, "is it really impossible? She really won't... Won't forgive me again?"

Han Xiao's fear is that Yu Mingxi will still refuse to forgive him and give him the death free gold medal when he breaks the 100000 paper cranes.

He didn't get Yu Mingxi's answer, so he opened his mouth and said, "in fact, I know, I heard it all. She said to her friend, she said... She would give it to me in order to pay me back. She didn't really want to be with me... I know what she meant, she wouldn't forgive me. She will never forgive me again."

Yu Mingxi was surprised, smoothed his tone and said coldly, "you know, what paper crane do you fold?"

"I know, but I won't give up." Han Xiao said. His eyes gradually changed to firm. He held the floor, propped up his body, stood up, swayed back to the desk, sat back in his chair, took a piece of paper again and continued to fold a thousand paper cranes.

"I hope she can come back to me. I always hope she can accept me again."

"No matter what the result is, I owe her this apology."

"If... She doesn't forgive me all her life, I will apologize to her all my life until I get old and die. I spend the rest of my life saying sorry to her, and I will use the rest of my life to make atonement. Whether she wants to look back or not, I am willing to continue to love her for the rest of my life."

Yu Mingxi was completely stunned. Her eyes stopped between Han Xiao's fingers and looked for a long time. The thousand paper crane wrinkled by her slipped gently from her palm to the table.

She looked at Han Xiao again. Han Xiao was still apologizing and folding the paper crane. Even if his eyelids were drooping, the movement on his hands continued.

Yu Mingxi stood at the table until Han Xiao couldn't bear the heavy sleepiness and drunkenness. She leaned against the back and closed her eyes to sleep. Then she went forward and took the thousand paper crane he held in his palm.

The paper crane is one wing short, even if it is folded.

Yu Mingxi put the paper crane back on the table, then turned out of the study, returned to the bedroom, took a quilt, returned to the study, covered Han Xiao with the quilt, and then turned on the heating in the study.

After putting down the remote control, she saw the unfinished paper crane on the table.

Staring for a moment, he stretched out his hands to the paper crane.

The paper crane was put into her hand. She lowered her head and looked more carefully at each crease left by Han Xiao.

Her fingers suddenly moved, pinched the corner that had not been folded, folded it slowly a few times, and folded out the missing wing of the paper crane.

The bright light shone on the thousand paper crane, who had received two skills before and after. Although she folded that wing, it looked almost exactly the same as the other wing, as if it had been folded by the same person in the same way and with the same strength.

Yu Mingxi gently pinched the thousand paper crane and looked at it for a while. When he was satisfied with the inspection, he put the paper crane into a transparent jar.

When the paper crane fell silently into the jar, she didn't even notice it. The corners of her mouth were slightly raised, and a faint light quietly appeared in her wet eyes soaked with tears.

Yu Mingxi picked up the lid, covered the transparent jar, turned around again and walked out of the study.