She must have been in a coma for a long time to be so insensitive! Damn it!
But I don't know that for so many weeks, Gu Beicheng was by her side, taking care of her, accompanying her and never giving up.
Just as Leng Qingguan tries to get out of bed and walk, Gu Beicheng, who just went to the bathroom, strides into the ward. They are both stunned.
Gu Beicheng just went to the bathroom because of a stomachache. There is no book without coincidence. They just missed the perfect time: Leng Qingguan wakes up. Gu Beicheng, who has been taking care of Leng Qingguan, doesn't watch the scene by the bed. And Leng Qingguan was also a little surprised. His brain couldn't turn around for a while. Only the unforgettable pain in her heart, with the loss of time, and become increasingly dull.
They looked directly into each other's eyes. They just looked at each other and kept silent for a long time.
There was no extra expression on Leng Qingwan's face, only the state of being stunned when he just woke up, but he was repelled by Gu Beicheng in his heart. Leng Qingguan's previous hatred for Gu Beicheng is still fresh in her memory. Even now, she has just regained consciousness. She still can't forget the pain of being deeply betrayed. Instead, she immediately recalls it and turns a blind eye to Gu Beicheng. Gu Beicheng was both surprised and happy, but the deep guilt in his heart made him dare not approach the calm woman in front of him. The more she shows this kind of emotion, it shows that she has already been indifferent to him, doesn't care about him, even disgusted
But who is to blame?
Isn't he alone?
Who can this hate?
In the final analysis, it is his indulgence to himself, his irresponsibility to her and his escape from reality that make all these tragedies happen. Now, Leng Qingguan has finally come to life, which is undoubtedly a great piece of good news for everyone. But Gu Beicheng is so reluctant. He thought selfishly, since Leng Qingguan has returned to his side, let her never open her eyes and look at herself... In this way, she can always belong to himself
However, this kind of fantasy is unrealistic after all.
Leng Qingguan's injury is not serious enough to be rescued. At least, Gu Beicheng found out in time and saved the dying Leng Qingguan's life. It's also lucky. As for what happened later
Even though Gu Beicheng has been repenting, blaming himself and apologizing to Leng Qingguan for so many days, he knows that Leng Qingguan will never forgive himself after he wakes up. There is no doubt about this and it is well known to all.
This is his fault, no one can save him, he is also not worthy of anyone's pity.
Gu Beicheng has already made psychological preparations for this. He knew that he deserved what he had done
However, when the reality really came, he was still a little hard to accept,
In front of the woman, at this moment, really calm looking at themselves. The light alienation and coldness of the fundus make people feel cold in their hearts. Especially for Gu Beicheng, this kind of indifference and callous expression is like a sharp blade, straight through his heart, after piercing, leaving a drop of blood.