Xiao moxin heard that it was not difficult to imagine the end of a tragedy.
Sure enough, his next words confirmed all this.
"But how could I calculate that she would have a dystocia..." Xue Xun Jie's fingertips curled up uncontrollably, suppressing the pain in his memory When I hurried back from afar, I pushed my door, and the pungent smell of blood rushed towards me. At that moment, I was in a panic that I had never seen before. I ran into the open room with a few staggers, and saw her lying on the bed covered with blood. Except for the two new born children, I didn't have half a person to accompany her. At that moment, I realized how far I was wrong Spectrum, I trembled ran to the bed, probing her nose, to make sure that she still had a breath, I cried, I never cried, at that moment, crying like a child, I used my medical skills, pulled her back from the death line, but two children... "
Xiao Mo Xin breathing, a moment tight up, has thought of a result.
Xue Xunjie laughed bitterly at himself, and his voice was full of strong remorse: "two children were suffocated, one died, and the other fell into a deep coma and couldn't wake up. As the best doctor, I saved so many people, but I couldn't save my two children alone..."
At this moment, Xiao Mo Xin does not know how to comfort him.
But as a mother, she naturally knows how important children are to parents.
When a child has an accident, it's like really gouging out his parents' heart.
“…… Ning'er has been in a coma for half a month before she wakes up. The first thing is to ask the child? I don't know how to answer, I can only keep silent; but in fact, during her coma, I have heard about the day she gave birth She asked the best midwife in the town to deliver her baby, but she had difficulty in giving birth. Until someone called the doctor, she knew that the baby was not in the right position. Finally, although the baby was born, she was bleeding and fell into a coma, and the baby was suffocated, and... " Xue Xunjie's voice trembled and he was in some pain. He didn't want to say it again The doctor and the midwife were afraid to stay for a long time when they saw that they had lost their lives If If I had been with her at that time, maybe she would not have died and our children would not have had an accident But reality doesn't give me the chance to regret and compensate. Even if I want to hide some things, I can't hide them after all... "
"She knew something had happened to the child?"
Xue Xunjie nodded: "she couldn't find out the result in my mouth. When she was able to get out of bed, she went to the midwife who delivered her that day. She learned from the midwife that after the two children were born, they had already suffocated and died. She came back and questioned me that I knew one of the children was still alive, but I didn't know how to speak to her, because I couldn't be sure that the child could Whether to survive, whether to wake up I don't want her to fall into deep despair again after seeing a glimmer of hope and respond in silence I thought she would cry and make noise, but she just looked at me coldly, and then left in front of me The next morning, I knocked on her door with breakfast, only to find that she had left, leaving me a short letter She said, if the child is gone, the connection between us is gone. Since I like to help the world, she will help me and let me worry about it I find her, crazy to find her, but still can't find At that moment, I suddenly realized a truth, how can so many people in the world be saved with my own strength? If I don't even care about the people I love, how can I save the world? "
Xiao Mo Xin is silent.
It's true that you can't even protect the people you care about. What are your ideals and ambitions?
"I dare not go far, dare not let the final involvement between us, really gone So, while looking for her, I kept studying medical skills and tried countless ways to wake up our children.... "
"Then what happened? Is the child awake? " Xiao moxin asked.
"Wake up! Half a year after Ning'er left... " When it comes to the word "wake up", Xue Xun Jie's eyes vaguely touched with a touch of relief: "I'm so glad that Later, I took my child with me and searched for Ning'er, but after more than ten years, I didn't find her. I thought I would never find her in my life Until later, when I was collecting herbs, I saw a shadow by accident. I was not sure whether it was her or not, so I followed quietly all the way here. When I found out that it was really her, I was very happy. But she didn't even give me the chance to speak, and she just closed the door coldly... "
"Master Zi Ning should hate you!" It's not a question, it's a yes.
"Yes! She hated me for leaving to see others in spite of her plea. She hated me for not being by her side when she needed it most in her life, which killed our children.... " Xue Xunjie murmured and raised a farfetched smile But for me, whether she hates or hates, as long as she's still alive, it's already great happiness for me! "
Looking at her like this, Xiao did not know whether to scold him or sympathize with her.
When a woman gives birth to a child, it's like walking around the gate of death. At that time, there must be hope in her heart that there will be someone waiting for her and accompanying her outside the room.But he not only did not accompany, but also decided to leave.
Such a man is by no means a good match for a woman. But in other words, over the years, he has been searching for and missing for a child. It is enough for him to be a father and a mother.
"Then why don't you bring your children with you? Perhaps, when master Zi Ning saw your children, he would forgive you Wait... " Xiao Mo Xin seemed to suddenly realize something, and his pupils dilated slightly Know how to do medicine? Xue? Are you the legendary doctor Xue? "
Xue Xunjie looked at her, obviously did not expect that she would only rely on these two points, guess his identity, slow three pat nod.
"My God Xiao moxin raised his hand and patted his forehead: "your daughter is my life-saving benefactor. It seems that I have to help you this time. The right is to repay your kindness!"
When Xue Xun Jie heard the word "daughter", his eyebrows immediately tied: "how do you know Qing'er is a woman?"
"I'm not blind. Besides, if there's no accident, your daughter will get married soon. If you hurry back recently, you should be able to catch up with her wedding!"
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