Chapter 37

Young people who have just entered the society have not yet learned to adapt to the society, so they have to bear the hardships of life first.

One day at the end of July, the sun was shining high, and there was no wind in the air. The whole city was like a big steamer. People's emotions seemed to become inexplicably agitated on that day.

Even my mother, who has always been gentle and quiet, became crazy on that day.

I don't know where she got the news that her father had another family in France and had a son.

He is the same age as himself.

There is no doubt that the blow to the mother is huge.

It's not because of my father's infidelity. It's because of my self deception for more than 20 years, I've been cheated by the ugly truth. Like a sharp knife, mercilessly a little bit late, cut open.

Let her hide, hope in an instant.

She's disappointed, she's hopeless, she's broken, she's crazy.

In that mood, she went to France quietly, and without any reason, set fire to the other home his father called with gasoline. The first time to update

all in vain, the mother's reason is also lost.

Mother looked at the big fire, and she laughed. Smile pear flower with rain, like a cloud carved fog engraved children, a breeze swept, it can make her shape and spirit are destroyed.

Even if it has not been extinguished, there is only an empty shell without soul.

The nerves in the body that can control people's normal behavior have been uprooted from the body by the fire, and the rest are only silly.

When he arrived in France, the police told him that the wooden structure of the villa had been burned to ashes, in which four people died, still can not be identified.

Then the police took him to see his mother, who had just left him for two days.

He met her in a mental hospital. At that time, she was like a different person. From the outside to the inside. Become so strange, let him can't believe, that person is usually very pay attention to their appearance neat mother.

She was dressed in a blue and white striped hospital uniform and huddled in a dark corner. The room had only one large iron door with an iron window and no glass.

When he went, the iron window of the room was blocked by a black cloth. When he asked to see his mother's condition, the doctor lifted the black cloth.

Although early psychological preparation, and reality is always a big distance.

The sun penetrated through the iron window and fell on the ground. As if the light were the God she was afraid of, she fell on her knees. Mother's originally empty eyes were magnified ferociously, then her hands were tearing her long hair hard, "ah ~ ~ ~" the scream came from the soul. Until now, when I dream back in the middle of the night, I still have a lingering fear.

She looks like a rag doll manipulated by ghosts and gods. She has completely lost the ability of autonomous behavior.

He always wanted to play the role of a man in front of his mother and friends. At that moment, he finally realized that he was small and helpless.

He was timid. He shook his head and retreated step by step. At last, he turned his head and ran desperately. He didn't know how long he had been running. Finally, he ran to the riverside.

At that time, Fu Xiaoqian came to him.

"Is something difficult for you?" She squatted down in front of him and asked him in standard Chinese.

He was numb and did not respond.

Instead of giving up to leave, she untied a chain of stars from her hand. Take his hand from the ground and place it in the palm of his hand.

Coagulating that bracelet, for a moment, Liao Zhenbo coagulates to her blankly.

Suddenly by a strange man so attentive looking at, that piece of this with arc of the corner of the mouth, shyly recalled a good-looking arc. Riverside dark, no lights, but he just applied to see her white cheek, faint.

Then, he pointed to the bracelet and pointed up to the starry night sky.

She said, "this is the star of hope from above. As long as you carry it, you will always have hope. As long as people have hope, what can't be solved? "

Although it was very naive, it was very useful to him at that time.

"You gave me, what about your hope?"

It was so dark by the river that night that I couldn't see my fingers. It was amazing that they met in such a place. She knew his pain and brought hope to his eyes.

She fluttered her round star eyes, where the sun and the moon were shining, as if she had washed away the lead in the world, and pointed out the direction for him in the fog, "I'm going back to my country tomorrow, and I'm going back to my family. The first time to update, with relatives around, there will be hope. So you'll need it more than I do in the future. "

"Thank you. What's your name? "

"Fu Xiaoqian."

"Which city do you live in?"

"G city."They chatted by the river for a long time, and he almost knew her. But she never raised her eyes to look at him.

He was a strong man in his heart. After that night, he quickly perked up and didn't ask for anyone's help. After his mother was properly arranged in France, he returned home and took over his father's company, shouldering the responsibility of running and expanding it.

At the time when he took over the company, many senior members of the board of directors objected to him, a young man who had only been in the company for one year and had never been independent.

As a child, he was gifted in business. During the period of school, with the world-famous Professor Luo painstakingly study and study. In addition, he has been in the company for nearly a year.

To take over his father's work is also a matter of hand for him.

Those who used to be in the school can be said to be on paper, but after real contact with the actual combat.

The pressure is really unprecedented. Only when it is released can it be better put into the following work.

Liao Zhenbo's best way to deal with pressure is to have a string of bracelets with stars falling on them and go to the campus to have a look at Fu Xiaoqian from a distance. In this way, he will feel full of confidence and fighting spirit.

That year, she was the third year of senior high school, the busiest time for Chinese students. For Fu Xiaoqian, even more.

Because she just came back from France, culture class is a subversive change. She needs to start from senior one or even outstanding. That year, it can be said that she was racing against time.

Every time I go to her school, I see her holding books all the time. I watch it when I walk, when I eat, when I have lunch break, even when I get hot water.

He remembers that one day during the lunch break, it might be too hot, maybe everyone was taking a nap, and the water supply area was empty. She was the only one carrying a thermos to fetch water there. Just after the hot water bottle was connected to the tap, she took the textbook and gnawed it on the side until the water overflowed from the tap, and there were little drops of water splashing around, which she did not notice.

Afraid that she would be splashed by hot water, he ran forward from some distance, turned off the tap, then picked up the thermos bottle and handed it to her.

At that moment, his mind seemed to have tens of millions of horses galloping, holding a hot water bottle hand, constantly tightening and tightening, breathing unconsciously. He was like a little boy who didn't know the world, thinking about all kinds of opening remarks.

For example, "Hi, meet again."

For example, "what's the problem? Can I help you? "

Another example is, "I'll help you with your homework in the future."

The blood is heating and boiling a little bit.

She just took the superheated water bottle, did not even lift her head, only lightly said, "thank you." He left without looking back.

It was as if a cold wind had swept over him, and instantly his blood had dropped to the freezing point.

At that moment, he suddenly realized that he was in love with her. She is like a net made of ice silk. This net traps him. The more he struggles, the tighter she binds him until he gets into the flesh through the skin and becomes one with him.

She has turned into a rib in his body. Who would be willing to remove a rib from his body.

No one would do that.

Neither will he!

Sometimes, he has a whim.

If on that day he took her hand and told her that he was the man she met by the French River, would this love road not be so difficult.

There is no if, no regret medicine in the world.

He can confidently tell anyone that in his 30-year life experience, he has never regretted, even the slightest, the numerous decisions he has made.

But on the matter of Fu Xiaoqian, he is always hesitating, missing and regretting.

In the third year of senior high school, he missed it. Someone intervened between them one step earlier than him.

In the University, he secretly watched her spend four years of long years.

I didn't find a chance to stand in front of her.

Finally, his calmness was disintegrated and disappeared on the eve of her graduation. He can't wait to die any longer. He will take the initiative. He found Fu Xiaoqian's father, a businessman who had business relations with him.

her father was a "real" businessman who was only interested in profits and did not miss any chance to make money.

I remember what he said to her father at that time, "uncle, I hope to have more contact with your daughter through you."

"Good." Seems to have been waiting for him to open this mouth, Fu Yanbing no surprise, no hesitation, he readily agreed. However, the following sentence makes Liao Zhenbo feel cold for Fu Xiaoqian's father, "if I let you contact success, what can I get?"

In the six years when he entered the society, he was also a man who had experienced great storms.

Such a common saying comes from a father. Fu Xiaoqian once called it a hopeful family member. What a terrible heart it hides. Facing those broad eyes, Liao Zhenbo lost his mind.However, I still want to thank him for chatting.

At least through his "help", we can make ourselves stand in front of Fu Xiaoqian in the shortest time.

It is through his "help" that they have a closer relationship.

That's enough. In the future, she will only belong to him. He will protect her under his plump wings and don't let her see the ugly side of society.

"It's less efficient." Liao Zhenbo's lazy voice hides an imperceptible anxiety.

Liao Zhenbo, who has always had a strong sense of self-control, is always unable to deal with Fu Xiaoqian calmly. Interrupted by the sudden sound, Li Haoyu, who was in the same place, sighed a little in his heart. He continued to push the door to Liao Zhenbo's bedside.

"Yes." At this time, he should be more rational, "the president of Le Jue company is inseparable from her these two days, I need to find opportunities."

"Opportunities need to be created." Light brown eyes, flashing sharp awn. Said, reluctantly sit up, with the hand still with pain want to lift the quilt angle, this meaning has been more obvious.

"No hurry." Li Haoyu's long posture stopped Liao Zhenbo's almost self abusive behavior. With a hiss, Liao Zhenbo falls back to bed. The sweat oozed out from Jun's face.

"Does such a body want to show off its power?" Li Haoyu didn't seem to see his painful expression. He thought it would be good for him to suffer. He would not be so impulsive in the future, but he didn't know that Liao Zhenbo would never learn to be calm about Fu Xiaoqian.

"Don't you think our priority now is to get to know Zhuo ran first?"

"Larson has given it to me."

Liao Zhenbo has long wanted to be ahead of him in this regard, which is also the magic weapon for him to predict the enemy's victory over the years. He began to investigate zhuoran as early as two or three years ago.

"How's it going?" Li Haoyu did not make too much expression. He is quite clear about Liao Zhenbo's ability.

"I'm clean." From childhood to now, there is no difference in attitude between growing up and a rich second generation. But his birthplace is France, which he loves and hates.

"So it's just a simple love affair with my sister-in-law?"

"Not necessarily."

The sharp sense of smell like a cheetah makes him smell dangerous, but he is not sure yet.