Since then, every time Liao Zhenbo came to see her, he just said a few words in a hurry and asked her to find various reasons to push him home for rest or not to delay his work because of her.
It's a happy thing for a man to marry a wife who is always thinking about himself, but it's not a happy thing for Liao Zhenbo.
Once, he finally put down his posture, took off the disguise of his indifference, held Fu Xiaoqian's hand in a low profile and asked, "because that time, I began to reject me when I was not satisfied"
Fu Xiaoqian knew exactly which time she was referring to. She didn't want to be dissatisfied or stingy, but when answering Liao Zhenbo, she deliberately said, "Yes, so you'd better let me be quiet for a while. I don't want to see you every day, which will make me feel very shameless."
Liao Zhenbo's eyes tightly twisted Fu Xiaoqian's eyes. He took a deep look at Fu Xiaoqian and thought, what is this girl shy about? What should happen between husband and wife? They didn't leave anything behind. She asked for kisses on her own initiative that time, and she wanted more, but these days are so awkward.
Although I had doubts in my heart, I was able to comply with her, "well, I may have to go to the branch office on business these days to give you a quiet time. But I hope you don't push me out when I come back. " This time, Liao Zhenbo's eyes are more serious. "You really hurt my heart when you treat me like this."
When he said this, he still retained some of his dignity in front of people and deliberately kept his voice very low. But they were very close, so fu Xiaoqian could still vaguely hear what he said in his mouth. No matter how hard it was, she could tell one or two from the shape of his mouth. However, Fu Xiaoqian's heart is really like rice paper, moistened by the rain, ravaged into a paste.
Want to be proud of the man, should be so low in front of her, just because he has her in his heart, just because he loves her deeply.
But a man as good as him, as a dustman, as pure and elegant as a God, should not be defiled by her. Even if it is defiled, God will punish it.
Now, the best punishment is to let her not give birth to his child.
"Well, I see." Fu Xiaoqian originally sat on the bed and looked at Liao Zhenbo. Although she said she wanted to leave, she didn't mean to leave at all on her feet. She was a little impatient. She got out of bed, put on her shoes, and pushed Liao Zhenbo out of the door with her hands. "You're on a business trip. Although someone has prepared something for you, maybe others don't know what you should take. You'd better go back and check it yourself."
Liao Zhenbo doesn't want to fight against her, for fear that he will hurt her, so he follows her and goes outside. Until I got to the door, I turned around and wanted to play a trick again, but Fu Xiaoqian had already reached out to close the door of the ward.
Just opened his mouth, and finally caught a glimpse of the smaller and smaller cracks in the door, the loss in his eyes after a flash, and finally returned to calm, "then I'm gone, anything you have to remember to call me."
Fu Xiaoqian warned herself in her heart that she must be very hard. She deliberately dropped her eyes, did not look at the light in his eyes, and deliberately ignored his voice.
"I'm going." Liao Zhenbo seems to be unwilling to repeat a sentence, "anything, you have to remember to call me." He doesn't know why, today's how he is so nagging, as if can't get his answer, always feel at ease.
But Fu Xiaoqian first began to be dissatisfied, she still hung her eyes, low back, "people are in the hospital, what can happen. Even if there's something, I'm afraid you can't help
Liao Zhenbo picked her eyebrows. After staying in the hospital for some time, her temperament became strange. "Even if I can't help, I want to hear my wife's voice in other places. It's not too much to ask"
"well, I know." Fu Xiaoqian felt that this man was really wordy like an old man, but his heart was filled with acid again. She didn't want to waste words with him. She gave up closing the door and turned to walk into the room.
It seems that he has stifled her. "Otherwise, when I come back from a business trip, let's go out for a walk"
Liao Zhenbo never makes an uncertain promise. If he does, he must have thought about it in his heart. So indulge yourself once more, and take these as your last memories, "OK, promise me, you must do it."
Fu Xiaoqian's voice is clear, with joy in it, but he really calms Liao Zhenbo's heart, "when did I break my promise?" Such a man, who always pays attention to the problem of image, is separated from his wife by a door. What he talks about is a romantic affair that belongs to the husband and wife alone, completely ignoring the people who come and go behind him.
"Is there any place you want to go?" he is just like a gentle husband who has nothing to do. He continues to be patient and gives advice to his wife through the door.
"No, I haven't been to any special place before. You'd better make up your mind. It's good everywhere. " Fu Xiaoqian stood by the window, bowed her head, and wiped away the water drops with her fingers. They were like broken stars, more like raindrops falling on a jade plate. She had an uncontrollable tendency.
"Well, I'll have to think about it." Liao Zhenbo wants to make a good start for their future life journey.What Fu Xiaoqian thinks is that she should really think about it. Please, she must have an indelible memory.
In this way, through the gap reserved by a door, the proud man, the man of Yushu Zhilan, stood outside the door, Gazing affectionately at his wife's Petite back, standing quietly in a corner for a long time. But at the bottom of my heart is a turbulent tide.
He is not a woman, nor is he Fu Xiaoqian. He can not personally experience what kind of pressure a woman will bear when she loses her child, and how much guilt she will have. After the pain, he thought he would not force her to get pregnant and have a baby.
He will look down on everything, just want him to live happily with her. If there is only her and him in his life, he will have no regrets. If God shows mercy and gives him a child, he will see that gift as the icing on the cake in his life. No matter how, he will hold the heart of Thanksgiving, live, at least God brought her to his side.
People should learn to be contented, isn't it?
how long did she stand like this? Fu Xiaoqian didn't wear a watch, so she couldn't estimate how long. All she knew was that her legs were numb and her heart was paralyzed.
When the nurse came in, supported her arm, helped her to sit down on the edge of the bed, she felt as if she was in a trance about the world. She glanced at the nurse faintly, her voice was calm, without waves, "help me change my clothes, according to yesterday's agreement, you cover me out of the hospital, I will come back soon after I finish my work."
This nurse, who had received Fu Xiaoqian's language education that day, went closest to Fu Xiaoqian during her hospitalization, saying that she was a confidant.
In the hospital, she worked hard to learn from Fu Xiaoqian, some life experiences about life, and learned some of Fu Xiaoqian's unique insights. In particular, she wants to learn from Fu Xiaoqian that she can attract many excellent men at the same time.
However, this road is destined to go further and further away from her goal.
"Ma'am, are you sure you want to do this?" it's not uncommon for her to make a fool of herself. Especially when she saw Liao Zhenbo standing by the door and reluctant to part with her, and her heartache, she didn't dare to take too much risk.
Fu Xiaoqian could understand her concerns, glanced at her and said coolly, "I'm almost all right now. I'm just going out. What do you think can happen. As long as you keep this door for me, nothing will happen. I'll go and remember to come back soon. "
"All right." The nurse took out the clothes she had prepared for Fu Xiaoqian and handed them to Fu Xiaoqian. Then, in order to avoid suspicion, she turned around again and said, "madam, you must remember to answer the phone. I'll try my best to keep it from you. If anything happens, I'll inform you in time. "
"Well, I see. Don't worry." Fu Xiaoqian went to pull the curtain, which separated two completely different worlds. It was beautiful outside and the weather was fine. The ward was dark. Before I could get used to the dark eyes, it was dark everywhere. Gradually adapted to the room environment, Fu Xiaoqian quickly changed clothes, she is not in a hurry to go out, send nurses to the door to inquire about the situation.
The nurse opened the door, looked to the left and then turned to the right. This is the advantage of a high-level hospital. It is quiet enough to be guaranteed.
The nurse retracted her head back into the room and said to the vague figure, "madam, you can go out now. There is no one outside."
"Well." Fu Xiaoqian picked up the clothes that the nurse had just brought in and put them on. Then she walked with the nurse side by side in the hospital corridor. Because of the nurse's cover, Fu Xiaoqian was not recognized by the people who Liao Zhenbo arranged to guard downstairs and walked out of the hospital building smoothly.
"Madam, take this money first. I don't think you have any cash on you. You may have trouble when you go out to take a taxi." The nurse took out a few red bills from the pocket of her white coat and handed them to Fu Xiaoqian.
Fu Xiaoqian raised her eyes and looked at the nurse gratefully, "thank you. I'll try to return it to you as soon as possible."
"No hurry."
Yeah, it's easy to pay back. But now she is in a hurry. She is in a hurry to meet someone she made an appointment with yesterday. Some things miss the opportunity and are not so smooth.