Chapter 285

My sister-in-law, sokoluoer, said that the most popular Yanqing girl, er, said that it would not be too late. How could she be so sure that everything would not be too late?

she has lost her qualification as a mother. Her mother, who is more strange than a stranger, even dared to promise that everything would not be too late in front of her.

ha ha ha ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha I don't need anything. I just want to be quiet by myself. Can you meet my last request? "Fu Xiaoqian stood up, dragged her suitcase again and walked down the mountain step by step

the road was steep, the sky was dark, the wind was strong, and it was so quiet that people fell into the misty jungle

afraid

no

because Shangguan Wan began to persevere behind her Let Fu Xiaoqian's emotion surge with this

she talked about her past with Liao Guodong, about Fu Yanbing's strong and overbearing pursuit of love, how ye Shuzhen cruelly intervened in their feelings, about the kind and beautiful woman in France, about Zhuo ran, and finally about Liao Zhenbo

it's no wonder that Liao Zhenbo is not ye Shuzhen's own son She can ignore Liao Zhenbo's mood for her own selfish desire

it turns out that she was not born in a rich family and can live a good life as outsiders think

heaven is fair

she has to endure as much suffering as she has given you

after listening, Fu Xiaoqian found that she has become less angry. She began to slow down and wait for Shangguan wan to approach her However, I would like to ask her how she has come all these years

why her mother, who is even a rickety woman, is aging prematurely when ye Shuzhen and Wang Yan are in good health

isn't there someone who loves her all the time? Doesn't he always protect her under his wings

shouldn't she live better than anyone else

why is there so much in her heart that she has to wait for her to ask

but when she speaks, thousands of words come together into a sentence: "these truth waves Does he know all about it "

" yes, he knows all about it, including your life experience when you were in the viewing villa. The morning I went to you, he went out to see Liao Guodong. Guodong has told him all the truth. "Shangguan Wan saw that Fu Xiaoqian was finally willing to talk to her. She grabbed the handrail of the suitcase from Fu Xiaoqian's hand and said," I'll pull it "

Fu Xiaoqian He stopped and stood under the streetlight to look at the Shangguan who approached her and said, "then he must have known that I already knew everything. He didn't even ask me or mention it. He must have been very disappointed with me at that time. He must have thought that I didn't trust him enough. How could a person as proud of him accept deception"?

she stood for a while and then turned around numbly, as if she knew everything Lost interest "just like this is actually very good"

"really" she forced her head to convince herself, and then repeated "really good"

Shangguan Wan pulled the suitcase to catch up with Fu Xiaoqian and walked side by side. She looked at Fu Xiaoqian sideways, and her eyes almost stuck to Fu Xiaoqian's face. With the moonlight on the street lamp, she could see clearly Seeing that Fu Xiaoqian's face was shaking with her steps, she felt alienated for many years, but she couldn't find a suitable word to comfort her mother and daughter. At this time, Fu Xiaoqian's fingertips were deeply clasped into her palm, and her throat was full of fishy sweetness and chapped. She hated that her departure for so many years had made her children suffer so much in the world

"child, since you still love Liao Zhenbo in your heart, why Because ye Shuzhen chose to leave her, it's not worth you to make such a big sacrifice and concession. "But after many years of separation, her daughter's mind is still the mother's best understanding

" really? Can you always dominate as long as you want? "Fu Xiaoqian suddenly smiles. She looks like a person carved in clouds in the dark night with tears. As long as a gust of wind blows, she can blow her But in the end, she found that her strength was so weak, as if she could not stand the scrutiny

she wanted to be strong and overbearing, but she found that her voice was just floating in the wind, and it had fallen between her lips and teeth before she had time to transmit it. She said, "as long as you are strong and overbearing, you can't stand the scrutiny I don't know whether Fu Xiaoqian heard it or not, but she continued to say, "I can't make him regret it for myself in the future, I can't do it"

this time, I can't really hear it.

maybe she heard it, but she still can't understand the real meaning of Fu Xiaoqian's words, so she asked“ What "

the two words stopped Fu Xiaoqian. She turned her head to look at Shangguan Wan with a smile. The smile made Shangguan Wan remember for a lifetime. It was like a piece of iron deeply burned on Shangguan Wan's heart. Maybe it would scab one day, but when she remembered it again, the scab would crack again and shed blood again

Fu Xiaoqian said," do you know what I've lost After a woman's qualification as a mother "

lost the qualification as a mother

although this sentence is implicit, how can shangguanwan who has experienced the world not understand it"What" she spits out these two words again

but this time, she is really confused, like being hit heavily by someone holding a jack on her head. She thinks that she was hit by someone, and then her whole body seems to be drained, and she has no consciousness, even when the suitcase in her hand is out of his control She didn't realize that when she wanted to find something to support her fast sliding body, she found that the suitcase had left autonomously along the ramp. She looked at the suitcase

as the cold autumn wind gathered momentum from the jungle and flipped the messy frost in her ears. A slight smile rippled from the corner of her lips, as if unfolding a beautiful and sad picture. She raised her eyebrows a little, and then the The smile congealed in the corner of her eyes and could no longer be rendered to her fundus. The sparse eyelashes seemed to bear the weight of a thousand pounds, which made her unbearable

with a bang, the suitcase heavily hit the stones on the roadside, just as she was sliding heavily on the ground at this time

she wanted to cry, but the tears had been drained by her several years ago, and only her eyes were dull Looking up at the sky, I want to ask the sky "why the retribution for her can not be stopped, why it should continue to her daughter"

but there is only a dark world devouring her, and a few scattered stars in the sky are hanging high and far away, like ghost eyes, with cunning indifference overlooking all the sad and ridiculous stories in the world

no answer

there is no answer Her hands curled up on the concrete floor and rubbed against the ground, making a long and sharp sound in the dead space

then she looked up again at Fu Xiaoqian, who was also sad. In her eyes, there were some more determined "no, caries. I believe that God will not do anything harmful to us. Why does god treat us like this We'll find a way, and we'll think of other ways. Now medicine is so developed, as long as we don't give up such a difficult road, we've come here, and nothing can be difficult to topple us "

she raised her hand to wipe the corners of her eyes in vain, stood up from the ground and ran to Fu Xiaoqian quickly, holding Fu Xiaoqian with both hands very hard and very hard." I believe mom will accompany you to face it together If it can't find a doctor or an ancient prescription, we will go abroad. I don't believe that God will be so unfair. I don't believe that it will always help Zhou. Those villains will always bully those of us who work hard to live "

Shangguan Wan seems to have rekindled her confidence in life. She wants to do another game with God for herself and her daughter

Fu Xiaoqian let her take her step Step forward, looking at the thin body in front of her, looking at the back which has been tortured by the world and has no edges and corners, her eyes are moistened again by the heat flow inexplicably

"Ma, Ma" she is like a child who has just learned to speak, and begins to try to make a voice that she has described in her mind more than ten million times

she clearly sees Shangguan Wan's back is obviously stiff for a long time But she didn't stop, and even dare not turn her head back

she picked up the cracked suitcase by the road with one hand, which made Fu Xiaoqian feel that there was nothing more difficult for her, and they walked passively with shangguanwan's steps, and finally she took shangguanwan's hand and stopped at the end She may not be the only one who knows the way to where she is now, but she doesn't feel too sad because she just wants to say goodbye to the past. Shangguanwan doesn't ask, just looks at her and doesn't comfort her too much. But all she wants to say is that Fu Xiaoqian has read from her eyes She said to shangguanwan with a smile, "I don't know how the procuratorate will convict him in the end. I hope it won't be too heavy. After all, he is still so young"

shangguanwan understands his daughter's magnanimity. She said, "Zhenbo has asked someone to take him out of it. Now he has returned to France, and it's estimated that he won't come back again"

"why did Zhenbo do something to Liao There are a lot of unforgivable things "Fu Xiaoqian followed the end of the path in darkness

Shangguan Wan didn't answer, and the answer was in her heart, why was it not in Fu Xiaoqian's heart