It is said that life is not like death. Lin Mengyi is relieved.
Now, death is liberation.
No more struggle, no more foul language.
She just got up, straightened her clothes and hair a little, sat aside, waiting for the moment to come.
Shang Ning looked at her, who was quiet. She didn't want to say anything more and went out.
Let her die, to recover the Lord Mu Jinning to his sister's death.
I hope that in the end, I can guess Mu Jinning's wish, complete the task and successfully refine the soul body.
There is someone outside the house to look after, and Lin Mengyi is the only one left in the house. She doesn't want to run away.
She is tired.
If she wants to die decently, she tries to sit upright.
But before long, her spirit began to be in a trance, feeling that the whole person was in an illusory dream.
Surrounded by the virtual shadow of many old friends.
It's like going back to a scene when I was 13 years old.
"Yiyi, I heard that this year's new science champion is a rare handsome young man."
In the bustling street of the imperial capital, Mu Jinxuan, 13, is standing in the wing room on the second floor of the restaurant, looking at the street downstairs with some gossip and expectation.
Today, the number one scholar is touring the streets.
Mu Jinxuan is a favorite little girl at home. She loves this kind of bustle.
Today, my friend Lin Mengyi came to watch.
Mu Jinxuan is looking at the downstairs, but Lin Mengyi is staring at Mu Jinxuan's Tuan fan enviously.
The fan is extremely exquisite. It's a tribute from the south. It's made of rare materials and unique workmanship. It's said that this is the only one in the world.
The Lin family is also a big clan, and she was raised as a legitimate daughter since childhood. In material terms, the family never treated her badly.
But she couldn't have an object of this size.
If any force has such a delicate fan, it is bound to treasure it.
And Mu Jinxuan, just say it.
Take this as an ordinary fan to play, and you are not afraid of damage at all.
Who let her have a princess's mother, and Phoenix's noble elder sister!
Lin Mengyi knows that he can't compare with her in face.
But I can't help being jealous.
She doesn't hate Mu Jinxuan's innocence all the time, but she has to work hard to make friends with Mu Jinxuan and add chips to her concubine status.
Lin Mengyi was born a commoner, but he was born smart and outstanding in appearance before he was taken to his mother's name.
A degree of application, such as the legitimate daughter, living better than other ordinary women in the house, is to pay the price.
Lin Mengyi looks forward to the future and panics, for fear that he will be given a bad man by his father, but he looks forward to marrying a powerful man, and then tramples on those who look down on her.
"It's coming, it's coming!"
Mu Jinxuan happily called Lin Mengyi to see the new champion.
Lin Mengyi immediately put away the ferocious face, smiling in the past, at the moment the downstairs is very busy.
Looking from the window, I saw a team of people beating horses.
The first young man was really handsome. Along the way, many women threw flowers, sachets, melons and fruits at him.
Lin Mengyi found that Mu Jinxuan's eyes could not be separated from the boy for a moment, so he joked: "Jinxuan, don't you like him?"
Mu Jinxuan blushed and hit Lin Mengyi angrily: "what are you talking about? How old am I?"
They are 13 years old. They are still young, but they have seen a lot since they were young. They have been taught very early to know what is a good match and what is the defense between men and women.
All over the capital, Lu Min, the new champion of science and technology, though brilliant and outstanding in appearance, is only from the family of ordinary squires, and has never been a figure in his ancestors.
In such a background, if the aristocratic family is willing to support them, they will at most marry a common or collateral woman.
Menlin Mengyi, like Mu Jinxuan, also knows that her excuse for discomfort has been seen through by Mu Jinxuan, but she doesn't continue to explain it. The more she describes it, the darker it gets.
She knew that Mu Jinxuan was not happy for a while, and she was still a good sister.
Simply asked Lu min.
Just now, Lu Min came to see Mu Heng with a smile.
Mu Heng, Mu Jinxuan's father, is a respected literary master. Today, he was invited to guide and evaluate such a literary event.
Mentioning Lu Min and her father, Mu Jinxuan was really in a cheerful mood again. She even had a bit of coyness on her face and nodded her head gently: "well."
As soon as Lin Mengyi saw her picture, he suddenly guessed something, but he didn't want to believe it.
Unwilling and patient, he asked her: "Jinxuan, we are such good friends. If you have something to hide from me, I will be angry."
"Well, I said, but I'm still young. I can't tell you about it for the time being."
Mu Jinxuan really treats Lin Meng as a sister and is willing to share everything she has.
She whispered in Lin Mengyi's ear.
With Mu Jinxuan's uneasy and happy narration, Lin Mengyi feels a rush of anger. She secretly pinches her palm to calm down.
Mu Jinxuan said that Lu Min won the first place in the new section that day and fell in love with her at first sight.
Lu Min knows that his identity is not worthy of the apple of the eye of Princess Di and Mu Heng, but he also wants to make an effort, so he asks Mu Heng several times to show his literary talent and mind.
Mu Heng deeply feels that Mu Jinxuan is still young. His eldest daughter Mu Jinning was born with a phoenix temperament, which leads to unpredictable fate and bumpy marriage. Therefore, the couple even hope that their youngest daughter Mu Jinxuan can get real ordinary happiness.
Even though Lu Min's moral character and literary talent are good, at the beginning, both Princess zhaoshu and Mu Heng disagree.
In this class, they are too aware of the importance of the right family. They will face many problems when they marry high or low.
In particular, Lu Min was only the son of a squire. His status was not so low.
It's Mu Jinxuan. After learning Lu Min's heart, she summoned up the courage to ask her parents.
"So the princess and uncle agreed?"
Lin Mengyi can't believe it. How could Mu Heng and Princess agree to this?
Mu Jinxuan's tone was firm and happy: "yes, I begged them very hard, and they agreed. No matter what I begged, my father and mother would follow me from childhood to adulthood!"
In fact, it is not a complete promise, but a promise not to publicly find Mu Jinxuan's husband within three years.
Within three years, Lu Min must make some achievements.
Otherwise, three years later, Mu Jinxuan will still be able to talk about marriage. She is not old, and three years later, she will still be a hot lady in the capital.
Looking at Mu Jinxuan's longing for happiness and her love for her parents, Lin Mengyi gritted her teeth and said goodbye.
Mu Jinxuan's status and the sincere love of her parents are beyond her reach.
Now, Mu Jinxuan has got her young man.
"Jinxuan, you can't like her!"
Lin Mengyi suddenly raised his tone and his voice was sharp.
Mu Jinxuan was startled by her and looked at her strangely: "Yiyi..."
But Lin Mengyi couldn't stand it. He didn't disguise his emotion and said directly: "love at first sight! How can a country boy like Lu Min be worthy of you! He must have taken a bad look at your family
It turned out that he was smiling at Mu Jinxuan when he looked up at them that day.
He became a fool, a single love, people simply do not know her existence.
Lin Mengyi can't accept it. How good Lu Min was in her mind before, how bad he is now.
He became a mean man with ulterior motives and lust for wealth.
Mu Jinxuan retorted angrily: "Yiyi, you can't say that about him..."
From Lin Mengyi's point of view, Mu Jinxuan's voice was getting smaller and smaller. Obviously, she was talking with her mouth open, but gradually she couldn't hear her.
And in front of her, Mu Jinxuan's figure gradually became a virtual shadow.
A burst of dizziness and pain hit, Lin Mengyi returned to reality.
"Ha ha..."
Lin Mengyi burst out laughing.
"I've been a joke all my life."
She hates Mu Jinxuan for taking away her young man, Mu Jinning for having everything by virtue of Phoenix's life without doing anything, Wei Zili and Li Xiao
But she never wanted to hate her father, Lin Yuan.
While she complained about the injustice of fate, she never resisted.
Always obedient step by step.
I dare not ask my father to get together with the young man I like. I dare not disobey orders to marry Wei Zili and Li Xiao, who are the same age as my father
To her death, she felt so miserable.
She is pitiful, this troubled times, many things were met by her, bear.
She did not dare to hate the person she really should hate, only to hurt the weak who were manipulated like herself.
She has no choice?
Maybe.
Maybe not.
I have never thought that I have a choice and I have never tried to resist. Therefore, the answer to this question can not be confirmed.