Chapter 129

Fu Nanshan's face is not very good-looking. His fists are covered with green tendons, and his steps are constantly walking towards me. This kind of appearance makes me feel a little uneasy at the bottom of my heart, but I can't explain it any more. I can only lower my head.

"I'll go with you!"

When Fu Nanshan said this, I didn't feel anything except shock.

Fu Nanshan saw that I didn't open my mouth to say a word all the time, which made me even more unhappy.

Watching his fist hit the wall beside my ear, my heart was not happy.

"Fu Nanshan, do you have to punish others in this way every time you are in a bad mood? Don't you know how wrong you are? "

"Yes

Fu Nanshan's voice was a bit hoarse, and his big hand firmly pressed my shoulder.

From his eyes, I see more helplessness and sadness.

Now, it's no wonder that I don't feel angry with him about something.

I slowly pressed his wrist, silent for a long time, then raised his head.

"Nanshan, I can understand your kindness to me. However, there is a gap between understanding and achieving. So, I hope you can understand my difficulties and stop pestering me

"How do I understand?"

Fu Nanshan's body trembled a little, and there was a deep mockery in his eyes when he looked at me.

"Please tell me, how else can I understand your mind? Because you don't like it, so I choose to stand on your side regardless of everything, to refuse everyone around us who prevents us from being together. Don't I love you enough? "

"You are wrong!"

In the face of Fu Nanshan's hysteria, I am still as calm and calm as before. In my eyes, there is more helplessness.

"Nanshan, please remember that love is never said with your mouth, even if you swear, but as long as I don't believe it, it's all in vain!"

Although Fu Nanshan's mood changed a little bit after listening to me, I can't rest assured because I know him too well. If I don't get it, he won't give up.

What surprised me was that Fu Nanshan just turned around and left just two words.

Zheng Zheng stood, my heart is a little embarrassed, this has always been standing on his side of the man, actually casually left?

Although I know that I provoked first, Fu Nanshan also let me down. He felt that all these promises were just to coax me back, not really for the so-called feeling.

Think of these, I really feel heartache, followed, turned back to the ward.

However, after I went back, I found that no matter Bai Haoyue or my sister, they would not accept me. The two people looked at me with some helplessness.

"Bai Haoyue, what did you do to my sister?"

In the face of my questioning, Bai Haoyue's smile is a bit bitter.

"What can I do to your sister, please? These days, you've always ignored her for the sake of Fu Nanshan's mood. Is that on my head? "

"No

I glanced at him faintly. After a few minutes of silence, I spoke again.

"Maybe it's my problem, but Haoyue, can you stop looking at me like that? I really don't feel much about you. "

Bai Haoyue has obvious resistance, but I must remind him, otherwise, even if he goes abroad, I'm afraid he will continue to have some ideas about me.

Just, although I have my own decision, but white Haoyue still put on an indifferent appearance.

"Leisurely. Like a person, is not their own control, you can choose to refuse me, but I also have to tell you, I will continue to be stubborn, continue to pursue you

"You..."

In the face of this man's crazy love, I have no other way except helplessness.

In fact, in many cases, I don't want to hurt anyone who has taken care of me, especially Bai Haoyue. My heart is very grateful for what he has done, but gratitude and feelings are not the same.

"Don't cry!"

After seeing the tears in my eyes, Bai Haoyue immediately wiped them with a paper towel.

At the moment, he is less violent and more gentle, just like he used to protect me, which makes me feel very moved.

"White moon..."

"Shh

Bai Haoyue's finger points on my lips and shakes his head at me.

"A lot of things, you don't need to apologize to me. I'm really selfish to let you leave Fu Nanshan. I hope you'll forgive me for that! "

"Of course I understand!"

I busily nodded to Bai Haoyue, and there was more melancholy in my eyes.

"I know your mind. It's just that I met you very late, so many things can't be completed as we thought. Haoyue, you are a good man, but I don't deserve you. "Maybe my words touched Bai Haoyue, his attitude is not so stubborn, just waved to me, eyes slightly wet.

"It seems that in some things, even if I don't admit defeat, I can't do it!"

I don't know how to comfort him, but at this time, Tingting, who has been sitting there, comes over, hugs his arm firmly, and looks at me with threatening eyes.

My sister's performance surprised me, but Bai Haoyue said it was a good thing.

After coaxing my sister back to her seat and playing with things, Bai Haoyue took me to one side and slowly opened her mouth.

"When you know how to grab a person or something in your own hands, it just proves that your sister has the most basic fighting ability as a human being, which is good for you. At least this situation is the beginning of happiness!"

Happiness?

My heart is still a bit at a loss, because after my sister's illness, I really dare not have much to look forward to, because every kind of expectation is afraid to be the beginning of a new nightmare.

"Don't be afraid!"

A pair of hands suddenly press on my shoulder, let my heart confused.

Fu Nanshan slowly pressed me in his arms and opened his mouth low.

"I know your heartache, know you have a lot to give up, but now, still need to continue to wait, your sister is not not good, but after some waiting, so, I accompany you to wait, OK?"

I slowly raised my head and looked at him with tears in my eyes.

"Why do you come back to me? You know I won't forgive you, you... "

Fu Nanshan hugged me again and did not let go for a long time.

"I know you have a lot of complaints in your heart, but please give me another chance. This time, I will do my best to you!"

I didn't answer, just, in fact, the body has been completely soft in his arms, I know, this time, I give up