"But I want you to live."

In the face of Fu Nanshan's evasive attitude, I once again took out my own tough attitude.

"Nanshan. If you want me to be the same as you, just know to escape everything, then I can tell you now, I can't do it! I have one to say one and two to say two! "

Facing my attitude, Fu Nanshan's eyes were a little embarrassed.

"Leisurely, life is mine. How do I deal with it? That's my business. Why do you have to..."

"It's your business, but don't I have the right to decide?"

I hate this male chauvinist attitude of Fu Nanshan, with deep resistance in my eyes.

"Of course, you can also refuse to listen to my reasons. Anyway, no one can force you to decide everything. I..."

"Shh

Fu Nanshan kisses my lips and adds a little understanding in his eyes.

"I know you're afraid of me. It's really an accident. But who can guess such a thing? It's like we started the story together, but we can't guess the end of it! "

"Guess if you can't!"

I took him by the arm and got more excited.

"Nanshan, listen to me. Now medicine is really developed. As long as you are willing to work with me, there will be no problem! Only by living can we change our lives, right? "

Fu Nanshan was silent, but he did not dare to let go of my hand.

"It's good to be alive. But do you understand that in some things, I will be trembling, I will... "

"Don't think so!"

I came close to his arms again, and my fingers gently touched his chest.

"You will be afraid, just because you have been avoiding all this, when you are used to face, I believe, you will see a miracle!"

Miracle

Fu Nanshan is not as open as I am. He seems to have fallen into endless darkness and frown all the time.

I followed his eyebrows with my hand and sighed.

"Well, don't go on suffering like this. Although illness always makes people feel hopeless, you are not the only one. You still have me. I will always accompany you and never leave you

Fu Nanshan forced to hold me, feeling that he is not that fiery man now, just a person who wants to live a happy life.

Although in the eyes of outsiders, he is still Fu Nanshan, but in my opinion, he is not always like this. He is still vulnerable and helpless.

Taking a deep breath, I looked up at him again.

"Promise me not to be so miserable, OK? If I see you like this, I can't stand it myself. Nanshan, in fact, you can live a good life, just like before, but the change you need to make is to do regular examination and treatment. "

"Leisurely."

Fu Nanshan slowly released my arm and gently shook his head.

"Maybe you're right. But you may not know me. After meeting so many things, what I want is to follow my heart to do things! "

I didn't quite understand his logic, so I reached out and knocked him on the shoulder.

"Please think clearly, no matter what happens to you, I am still here! What are you doing all the time? I really don't know what you're struggling with. It's hard for me to do it like this! "

Fu Nanshan wiped my tears. I couldn't see through his eyes.

It's obviously sad, but there's a bit of seriousness in it; it's obviously approved of me, but it's actually resistant to me.

Under the condition of double contradiction, I can only give up.

"Nanshan, I started to think about this matter from many aspects and got the result. Now, since you have to say it's not good, I can't force you strongly, right? "

The fundus of Fu Nanshan's eyes is more glossy.

"So you're willing to accept me?"

I didn't stare at him and pinch him with my hand.

"I've made my words so clear. What else do you want? Fu Nanshan, don't you still think that I would take the initiative to apologize to you? "

"No, how could I!"

Fu Nanshan nervously hugged me and pressed my hand to his chest.

"How can I make you apologize to me? Leisurely, you know? When I was hit on the head by Liu Xuanxuan, I was very afraid because I had not proposed to you. I was afraid that I would die in the hands of this woman, but... "

"It's a blessing in disguise, you know?"

I held his hand firmly, and frowned again.

"You, don't think so much. It's always good to listen to our family's advice. At least, our starting point is to protect you, not to harm you, right?"Fu Nanshan's attitude towards my change is somewhat incredible.

"Family? Do you mean that now you and my mother have been able to communicate normally? "

"Or else?"

I winked at him with some pride.

"Don't think about your woman so useless. Since I want to be with you, I will make great efforts. However, I think the most important point is that we all love you!"

Facing the more realistic words I said, Fu Nanshan is also pondering.

In fact, I know his mind and all his worries are just for me and his mother. However, if it goes on like this, it will not solve the problem.

The only way to solve the problem is to deal with it correctly. Only in this way can we remain invincible.

Thinking of these, my mouth is also showing a smile, this look, a bit more confident.

"Fu Nanshan, I believe you are a wise man. Should you treat a disease or not after you have just listened to my analysis? Now you can tell me what you think

"I'll have an operation, but in the two weeks before that, you'll have a wedding with me, and then you'll accompany me to travel, so that I can promise!"

Fu Nanshan's request is really enough, but I think as long as it can relieve his pain, it should be done.

"OK, no problem!"

"Don't promise too soon!"

Fu Nanshan winked at me.

"If you marry me, what you have to face may be a man who will leave the world anytime and anywhere. Even so, do you agree?"

"If you die, what is the need for me to live?"

In the face of Fu Nanshan's pessimistic thoughts, I had to blow up my own mace.

"Fu Nanshan, one day I'll be your woman. I'll be your woman all my life. You can't leave me in heaven and earth!"