Chapter 189

"Leisurely, I know it's not proper for you to accept my arrangement. However, in order for us to be together, we really need to make some concessions. My father, he has said, as long as... "

I pointed my finger directly on his lips, and there was a trace of irritability in my eyes.

"Don't tell me any more nonsense! Fu Nanshan, it doesn't matter if you don't love me. Just tell me to break up. Why pretend? "

"I didn't!"

Fu Nanshan was very angry with what I said.

"Don't always say that I have no principles, OK? I did make mistakes in the past and let you be bullied miserably, but now I... "

"I'm still bullied, isn't it?"

As long as I think that Fu Nanshan has already had a marriage introduced by his family, my heart is as painful as being pricked by a thorn. Even though I know that Fu Nanshan is not with that woman, I still insist on my own position.

Slowly turned around, I looked at those on the table have some withered rose petals, can not help showing a bitter smile.

"It seems that the saying that a good flower can be broken but must be broken is indeed a wise saying. Once it's going to wither, you can't save it even if you try your best!"

Fu Nanshan forced me into his arms, and I could feel the trembling and fear he brought me.

In this relationship, I have seen a lot of emotions from this guy. However, this time, I think that Fu Nanshan really wants to repent, but he has been used to being alone for so long. It's really difficult for him to say love suddenly.

"Leisurely."

Fu Nanshan gently pushed me away, with a trace of deep emotion in his eyes.

"I can't leave you, will you stay?"

I didn't want to answer, turned to leave, who knows, Fu Nanshan once again pressed my hand, the strength is big frightening.

"Don't leave until I prove that I can take care of you!"

"Bang!"

My heart trembled as I watched the teacup fall on the table.

That cup was specially bought for me by Fu Nanshan before. Although it is not expensive, it has a deep meaning.

Now, because of Fu Nanshan's recklessness, the cup is so broken. This kind of regret is constantly spreading in my heart.

"Are you in a bad mood and everyone has to pay everything to make you happy?"

"No!"

When Fu Nanshan heard what I said, he became extremely embarrassed.

"Why do you think that? The reason why I keep you is because I love you and want to be with you all my life. As for the others, I don't care at all! "

"Is it?"

My eyes looked straight at Fu Nanshan. I seemed to be immune to his confession, and didn't care at all.

This is also the case, so that Fu Nanshan's whole mood has become low up.

Looking at him so staggering backward, I was cruel to smile at him.

"Well, do you know the pain now? When a person does not love you, no matter how much you say or do, it is useless. I hope you will remember this well for me

Pushing Fu Nanshan away again, I went out with my suitcase. When I left, my tears still slipped down.

The streets are busy with cars coming and going, but I choose to go ahead a little bit by myself.

I don't know if I'm still waiting for Fu Nanshan to come back to me, but what I can be sure is that I don't want to go away so soon, because my heart is bleeding for that man.

Looking up at the sky, I couldn't make my mood better. I just continued to cry and to suffer for that person.

God is unfair to Fu Nanshan and me, because although we love each other, we have to give up each other's feelings for the sake of all kinds of rules and regulations, which makes each other fall into a severe pain.

I put down my suitcase and just stood on the roadside, looking at the little lovers who walked by, I couldn't help feeling.

If there is another chance in life, then I would prefer to be the most ordinary person among all living beings, at least I won't be forced to become a vagrant at any time.

However, the assumption is not tenable after all, the person who should go will disappear from life and never appear again.

"Leisurely!"

When I heard the man's voice behind me, my eyes became red and swollen, and I wanted to turn my head to have a look.

However, I was timid, for fear that I would not be able to break the relationship with each other after seeing it. Therefore, I walked forward with my luggage, and I was not willing to take care of the person behind me.

Fu Nanshan's steps are getting closer to me, which also brings a lot of pressure to my psychology. Subconsciously, he speeds up his steps. Who knows, he falls to the ground because he doesn't look at the things under his feet."Leisurely!"

Fu Nanshan came to me breathlessly and held me in his arms. His eyes flashed with deep anger.

"What the hell are you doing! All day long quarrel, is this the performance that you love me? Leisurely, it's never good to punish a person for emotional affairs. If you really want to investigate, you'll do something wrong! "

Yes!

My tears so from the corner of my eyes do not strive to slide down, hands slowly to embrace their own.

"In fact, you should have given up on me long ago, shouldn't you? Nanshan, my willfulness is a great trouble for you, isn't it

"Yes

Fu Nanshan nodded to me, sticking to each other's forehead.

"I think you are the most troublesome equation that I can't solve in my whole life, but I'm willing to study it all my life. So, you shouldn't be cruel and don't even give this opportunity? "

I shed tears foolishly and grabbed Fu Nanshan's arm wrongly. My voice was choking.

"Why should I give you a chance? Every time I feel so sad, I really don't know how much I hate you! Fu Nanshan, I don't know you at all. I don't want to know you deeply at all! "

"Then you don't have to know!"

Fu Nanshan hit my forehead with his hand again and opened his mouth.

"Anyway, I'm very strange. I can make others angry to death by doing anything. However, leisurely, we have been together for more than half a year. Now that we've been through more than half a year, why do we have to give up on the way?"

"Because I'm so tired!"

I once again fended off Fu Nanshan's hand and became more depressed.

"I'm sorry, I can't take over your unreasonable arguments!"

It may be resurrected by your words. Fu Nanshan, you can choose to stay, but I can also choose to leave. "

Then I went forward with my own box.

"You can't choose to end our relationship in this way! Qu leisurely, even if your heart is like a rock, you should listen to my last words

Fu Nanshan's mood is out of control, which I never thought of.

Although this kind of state makes me helpless, in the end, I still turn to him and look at him coldly.

"Two people who have no feelings, no matter how much they say, just stab each other. Fu Nanshan, do you really... "

My body was hugged by him. At that moment, I could clearly feel how big Fu Nanshan's mood was.

He is very reluctant to leave me, has been proud of the gesture, but also finally put down at this moment, how can not stop the tears of regret fall.

"I haven't done enough these days, so there's nothing wrong with you wanting to leave. Leisurely, I just hope you can listen to me before you leave. If you think I'm still immature, it's not too late to leave again! "

I hesitated for a while. After some thinking, I put down my luggage and calmly looked at Fu Nanshan.

"Since you have something in your heart to tell me, I won't be so cruel. Well, you tell me, why did you drink last night? "

Fu Nanshan nodded and talked about the quarrel between him and his father.

Looking at the disdain on my face, Fu Nanshan came over again and took my hand. Whether I was happy or not, he bowed his head and kissed me.

"I can't repay your kindness to me. I dare not even think about it. Unless you let go of your worries and accept me again, I promise I will never remind you of it again!"

"Seriously?"

I was more concerned about this matter raised by him, so after he made a serious commitment, I immediately took it.

"If you can do that, I can give you a chance."

"Yes!"

Fu Nanshan raised his head again with a few words in his eyes.

"If you are willing to give me a chance, I will not be so stupid to refuse. In this way, you can give me a chance. I won't let you down! "

I don't care about disappointment. Anyway, I never expect Fu Nanshan to do things perfectly. Therefore, I don't feel particularly happy.

"Help me put my clothes on it!"

Fu Nanshan watched me lying lazily on the sofa. He was overjoyed. After kissing me on the face, he took my luggage up.

Although this guy is very happy, I know very well that what Fu Nanshan has lost is my trust. I'm afraid I won't be willing to talk about marriage again, because no one wants to be left in front of the Civil Affairs Bureau again.

After dinner, Fu Nanshan and I went out for a walk. When we were walking on the road, Fu Nanshan suddenly asked me if I had any favorite pets.

"Why do you ask that?"

I feel a little sensitive about it, and I can't help frowning."Don't get me wrong!"

Fu Nanshan waved to me awkwardly.

"I just want to do something for you. Don't you mean I can't always be with you? Now, I'm going to buy you a pet, so that when I'm away, I can... "

"Fu Nanshan!"

In the face of his practice of avoiding the heavy and taking the light, I was even more angry.

"Since you know I'm lonely, why can't you take care of me more by yourself, instead of giving time to pets? Yes, I like small animals, but I don't like you to use small animals as a tool to give me happiness! "

Fu Nanshan is a fool.

"I thought you'd be happy!"

"Don't think it's all you think!"

My angry face is black, and I hold my fist hard.

"Fu Nanshan, let me tell you one more time, there won't be a stupid woman like me in this world! However, although I am very stupid, always for you, but the heart is limited! If you want to say that, we can end our relationship now. "

"I'm sorry!"

Fu Nanshan apologized again, but it didn't make me feel any sincerity. On the contrary, it made me feel that this man was completely perfunctory to me in order to muddle through this matter.

I tried my best to hold down my emotion and slowly touched his chest with my hand.

"It's hard for you to leave work half an hour earlier every day? Those people who are busy at home and work every day can't really compare with you? Fu Nanshan, apart from your noble status, you are the one who can't compare with them! "

"But I don't think you have!"

Bai Haoyue's words hurt people a little, which made me clench my fist in an instant.

"What do you want? I've already said I don't want you to take care of it. Why are you still pestering me desperately? "

"I'm pestering you because you're worth it!"

White Haoyue came up again, a little more helpless in her eyes.

"In fact, being with your sister is just a stopgap measure. I have always told her that my thoughts on you have not disappeared, so your sister Tingting, in fact, has always known this! "

"Are you going too far?"

Although Bai Haoyue's attitude is straightforward, my heart is very uncomfortable, because I don't want my sister to be a substitute for anyone, especially mine!

Seems to understand my mood, white Haoyue in silence for a while, the sister let him bring the letter to me.

When I knew that my sister had gone abroad to study alone, I was at a loss.

"Bai Haoyue, why don't you stop my sister? Don't you know that she can't live alone abroad? "

"Don't treat her like a child!"

Bai Haoyue took a serious look at me and reminded me that most of the reasons why my sister has been good and bad in recent years are due to me.

If I didn't protect my sister so much, she would not become so willful and arrogant.

"Leisurely. People have to look forward. Your sister has seen clearly what she did wrong before. Why don't you understand? Fu Nanshan won't take care of you. In those days, did you think your pain was only temporary? No, it's a memory you can't erase all your life

"Please stop!"

My voice choked a little, and I really felt big about losing Fu Nanshan.

"Whether our lives can continue or not has nothing to do with you. Please..."

"What a pity it is

Bai Haoyue waved her hand again and looked at me with a trace of ridicule in her eyes.

"I didn't want to interfere in your choice, but you always think so. Now, is it a bit narcissistic for you to say that to me? My white Haoyue thinks that she is not a person who makes a fuss. Since you refuse me, I won't look back. "

"Sorry."

I am really ashamed of what Haoyue said.

"There's a reason why I say that. I..."

"All right!"

Bai Haoyue patted my shoulder with her hand. After a while, she opened her mouth again.

"I hope you can really find happiness, otherwise, I will have to worry about you all my life. Leisurely, I want to tell you that although I can't be together, although I can't get to the bottom of your heart, I will remember your kindness all my life and never forget it! "

Looking at the moment when he turned to leave, I knew that this man would eventually disappear from my life, and all this was caused by my insistence on Fu Nanshan.

In fact, I sometimes wonder, since I know that Fu Nanshan is a man who doesn't know how to love, why do I have to go on like this? Do I really want to go to that field?

Step by step to go out, I think a lot of things, including the scene of Fu Nanshan's rainy night.However, although I was moved, in my life, the pain Fu Nanshan brought me was far more than the so-called happiness. This feeling really made me suffer and made me have no courage to face it again

"I can't accept Qu Youran's identity background. However, I can accept that my son will change everything in front of me. So, do you want to work hard with me first? It's up to you! "

Obviously, Fu's words moved Fu Nanshan and made him nod.

"Since you have said so, I will promise you. But remember, if you don't want me to do this job, I won't agree to your kindness! "

"When a word comes out, it's hard to catch up!"

After high fives with his son, father Fu stood up.

"You can get off work!"

Fu Nanshan was even more surprised.

"This Isn't it time to get off work? "

"What nonsense?"

Father Fu's face was full of irritability.

"You don't want to let you go, do you? Do you want me not to help you in the future? "

"No!"

Fu Nanshan felt his father's sincerity and nodded to him gratefully.

"Dad, thank you for being willing to do so many things for your son. Your son will definitely repay you for your efforts in the future!"

Father Fu did not answer, but nodded his head gently.

As a man, Fu Nanshan felt that although his father was not smiling, he was more calm than himself.

"How's it going?"

Fu PA approached his son again and put his hand on his shoulder.

"If you don't want to, I have nothing to say. However, to give a home to the people you like, the only way is to give people trust from the inside out. Even if you don't approve, from my point of view, miss leisurely doesn't trust you so much, does she? "

Fu Nanshan was in a bad mood.

Although this father seems not to care about himself on weekdays, this time, he showed his rare wisdom in his own and leisurely affairs, which really made him not understand his father at all.

"Why do you know everything, but you don't want to help me have a word with you? Do you just counsel at home and just listen to your mother? "

"Nanshan. Do you know that you are very accommodating to Qu leisurely, and your mother and I have to accommodate her? "

Fu Nanshan soon understood it, but he was still unconvinced.

"How can people in your age still have love? I think that those who have love should be young people like us. We can make every effort and sacrifice for our dreams and for the change of our destiny! "

"Wrong again!"

Fu Nanshan stood up and knocked his son on the head, shaking his head.

"Love is of all ages. Your mother and I can get together, is also the result of a fate, and then fall in love with each other is normal. Although her mouth is unforgiving and her words are particularly ugly, there is no way. Some people are born with a knife mouth and a bean curd heart, and they always don't know how to treat others in a proper way. "

"I don't believe it!"

Disappointed with his father's attitude, Fu Nanshan stooped to build the documents on the ground.

"Say I don't love Jenning, then I want to ask you, how much can you see clearly what I have done to her?"

His son's attitude made Fu's father a little angry. He reached out and pinched his chin.

"You have to haggle with me about a little thing? Son, you are really capable

Fu Nanshan could not understand his father's painstaking efforts, but still looked at him with deep hostility.

"Let me tell you clearly that leisurely and I will never be separated. If you have to enforce it, you and mom will pay for it, and I will disappear from you! "

Looking at his son turning to leave, father Fu felt very heavy.

If it goes on like this, my son will sink deeper and deeper!

After leaving the company, Fu Nanshan was very worried and called his beloved woman, hoping to hear some comforting words from her mouth.

"I didn't let you fall out with your family!"

I immediately refuted Fu Nanshan's remarks.

"Nanshan. I don't know what your father thinks, but at least I don't think you can talk too much. He is your father after all

Fu Nanshan was silent for a long time, and this matter worried me very much.

I've been in contact with Nanshan for so many days. I know that once this guy makes a decision, he won't change easily. So, if he still insists on his own opinion, I'm afraid

After a pause, I asked the location of Fu Nanshan.

"Leave it alone!"

Fu Nanshan refused to let me care about him. This kind of hiding behavior made me more nervous.

After staying at home for a long time, I finally got up.I am very clear about Fu Nanshan's temper. If I make things worse for his family, it would be really unreasonable.

Because the mobile phone has positioning function, so I got up quickly, looked down at the time, and hurried out of the house