Chapter 198

It hurts

My eyelids moved a little, the palm gently pressed on the temple, I felt at a loss.

Supporting myself up, I saw a man standing in front of me.

Strange, who is he?

I watched the man doze off, but it was funny.

Obviously very tired, but he has been holding my hand, that look, as if I know for a long time, also very concerned about me.

Slowly close up, I gently point the man's nose with my hand, but wake him up.

"Leisurely, you..."

The man was a little surprised, with tears in his eyes. He looked at my eyes tremblingly.

"You wake up at last?"

"Don't do that!"

I was repelled by his act of coming together, so I backed away.

However, my behavior obviously scared the man.

"Why do you refuse me? Leisurely, we are lovers who love each other very much. How can you leave me like this? "

"In love?"

I was amused by his words.

"I'm sorry, I can't believe what you said!"

"Why?"

The whole face of the man is full of surprise, but I really can't think that I have a relationship with him with his words. After all, my mind is empty now, and I don't remember those things before.

Before I can be sure that this person is the one around me, I certainly can't easily deceive him.

Taking a deep breath, I lifted the quilt, and there was a chill in my eyes.

"No matter what you say is true or false, I have to tell you clearly now that I will not be with you. Just because I've made a decision before doesn't mean I'm going to make a decision now! "

"No!"

The man's mood completely collapsed, directly pressed my shoulder, a strong shake up.

"I love you so much, how can you forget me like this? Leisurely, I really can't accept such a cruel thing, can't! "

"Enough!"

I pushed him away again with a deep smile on my lips.

"Although your story is moving, I really can't believe it. I just wake up, with a mouth, how can I completely give myself to you, believe that you are sincere? "

"I Of course I mean it

The man stammered and his whole face turned red.

In order to prove that what he said was true, he anxiously took out his mobile phone and showed me all the photos in it, as well as some stories that happened when I was with him.

Although, I still don't believe it, but this man really let me see his escape heart clearly.

"Your name is Fu Nanshan?"

I stared at him and found that he was too excited to speak, so I could only sigh.

"Maybe what I said just now is a little too much. However, I really don't remember anything, so if I offend anything, I hope you can tolerate it! "

"I'll never blame you!"

Fu Nanshan brushed my face with his hand and his eyes were full of pain.

"You will lose your memory, because I'm not good enough to protect you, it's my asshole, I let you have a bad life, let you be wronged!"

"Don't say that!"

There was also a hint of embarrassment on my face.

"I'm not rational enough. When I see you, I don't use my head to say that you are a liar."

Fu Nanshan laughed at me happily and shook his head gently.

"Don't say anything. I know you didn't mean to hurt me. That's enough. In fact, if you want to ask me what I still have in my heart, I have a little bit! "

"What is it?"

I looked at it curiously and wanted to know what he thought.

Fu Nanshan came slowly towards me. After watching me for a long time, he suddenly grasped my hand.

"Leisurely. I know that now your heart is blank, but you can rest assured that I will tell you the past without reservation. I know that the painful past will make you hate me, but I'm not afraid! "

I was surprised by this.

In fact, according to my personal opinion, this man should follow the method used by others and lie to me to achieve the purpose of softening my heart. But I was wrong, because instead of doing so, he chose to be frank with everything. There will be a lot of dedication.

"Fu Nanshan. I don't really understand you

I slowly raised my head, light look to his eyes.

"If it's someone else, it's bound to make the patient forget everything. Why do you want to talk about the past again?"

"Because I promised you."Fu Nanshan grinned at me, which is the most brilliant smile I have ever seen.

"I promise you that no matter what happens, you can't lie. Now that you have lost your memory, can I lie to you casually? If I do such a thing, my conscience will not spare me! "

"Thank you

Although I think this man is a bit silly, since he is willing to make such a choice, it is also a responsibility.

Even though I'm not sure if this man was really good to me, I should give him a chance to recover my memory.

"Don't worry, I will listen to you slowly. Fu Nanshan, you are so tired, but have been with me for a long time? "

"Yes

When Fu Nanshan listened to this, he choked in an instant.

"I thought I could solve all those things, but when the doctor said that you might be brain dead, I almost planned to rush to fight with the doctor!"

"Why?"

I was still staring at him, with a trace of incomprehension in my eyes.

"Brain death, you just need to change a woman, right?"

"But it's impossible!"

Fu Nanshan directly opened his chair and came towards me.

Looking at the deep breath in his eyes, I looked a little embarrassed.

"Hey, although I know there's something between you and me, please don't look at me like this, and don't treat me with such ambiguous attitude. I'm in a mess now. I really can't face your enthusiasm, OK?"

Fu Nanshan laughed and slowly let go.

"I didn't expect you to be shy, too. Before leisurely, is a woman who is not afraid of everything. As long as we can change our destiny, we can do anything. It's also because of your bravery that we can't be together at all. "

I'm not happy about that.

"No matter what I was like before, but at least I still like myself in the future, because I will never go back to the same mistakes!"

Fu Nanshan was frightened by my attitude.

"Don't be angry, I just tell you what happened before. It doesn't mean I have to change you like that. You are yourself. You don't need to change in order to cater to others!"