Chapter 202

"Let go!"

I pushed aside Fu Nanshan, with a trace of irritability in my eyes.

"You think I'm wrong, but have you ever thought about yourself? You are the one who clearly promised me, but now you are the one who repents. How do you want me to treat you? "

"I..."

Fu Nanshan felt very uncomfortable about it.

"I just think that since you can accept me close to you now, can't we make some progress in our relationship? Do we have to tear each other like this all our lives? "

"No plan for that!"

Fu Nanshan's words made me feel helpless and directly interrupted him.

"I just think it's better to be a friend than a lover."

Fu Nanshan's eyes showed deep disappointment, but I still have no idea of compromise. After all, at this time, I really can't feel how much he loves me.

"Fu Nanshan, if you love someone, you will not force others everywhere. You want to torture me now. You want to rob me in your own way, but you forget that I don't have you in my heart. "

At that moment, I was stunned, because when I just said this, I felt heartache. It was like something was taken away from my life.

Fu Nanshan nodded to me lightly and pulled a smile on his lips.

"It seems that you are really determined. However, I will still stay by your side and never leave. "

"You..."

Facing such a Fu Nanshan, I suddenly felt some sadness in my heart.

Why didn't he choose to leave?

If he left, maybe he would not have so much pain and helplessness.

Fu Nanshan held my shoulder and wiped the tears on my face with his hand.

"Fool! Why are you crying? I know you're in a bad mood. It's all my problem. I've put pressure on you, but I'm the one who has to bear the pain, not you. Don't cry. I also have an idea about your name. If you like, I can give you the name I want. "

"Name?"

I'm a little puzzled about that.

"You are not my who, why give me a name?"

"Anyway, I'm a proposal. Will you listen to it first?"

Looking at Fu Nanshan's sincere eyes, I was also soft hearted and nodded to him.

"Well, since you've said that, I'll listen to it. If it's good, I'll accept it!"

"Well!"

Fu Nanshan's face was a little red. He looked at me gratefully and spoke again.

"In the past, your name was leisurely. Although it was a good name, it made us suffer a lot from each other. Later, I think it's better to call you leisurely. The years are long and leisurely!"

Long time?

My brow is slightly wrinkled. Is this guy going to entangle with me for a long time?

However, I also like the name of Youyou, and it is not too different from the previous name. For this, I still accept it.

"Well, your name is not bad. I'll take it."

Fu Nanshan in that moment smile, the smile on the face let me feel very happy.

"Look at you, you can smile naturally, but you have to be so stiff before. It's really hypocritical! Tell me, how nice it is to be a simple person. Why are you so hypocritical? "

"Do you have one?"

Fu Nanshan scratched his head with his hand in embarrassment and gave me a embarrassed smile.

"I may not feel it myself, because I have never realized that what I do will cause any problems. However, I can be sure that I will change if you say so, and I will not let you... "

"Pa!"

The door of the ward was pushed open. When Fu Nanshan saw the person, his mood became bad, and he immediately blocked me.

"Hey, what are you doing?"

Although I don't know who came here, I was puzzled by Fu Nanshan's performance.

"Fu Nanshan."

White Hao month light of looked at him one eye, the side of the mouth stirs up a trace sneer.

"Don't think you can solve the problem by escaping. Leisurely is not a child, should have the right to face these things

"It's none of your business!"

Fu Nanshan spoke coldly.

"She is now leisurely, not leisurely! Bai Haoyue, I warn you, it's better not to disturb her and my life, otherwise, I will follow you forever

"Good!"

Bai Haoyue took a few steps forward again, frowning slightly.

"If you are going to take her for a lifetime, I will not stop her. But if leisurely understands the past one day, what do you think she will think of you? "

Fu Nanshan held his fist with deep hatred in his black eyes."Even if it is true, I am willing to give everything to her!"

"Tut tut!"

White Haoyue still helpless shake his head, eyebrows slightly up.

"You are really stubborn. Although I hope you can change yourself, change the lonely leisurely before. But just like you protect her, I know it's hard to say if you want to grow up! "

"Who are you?"

Fu Wenya pushed away the man's face, but he didn't understand me.

"I'm Bai Haoyue. I've always liked you. But now I have someone I love, your sister Qu Tingting. "

White moon?

My head began to ache. The name seemed to remind me of the secret hidden in my heart. The pain made me squat down and hold my head in both hands.

"Asshole!"

Fu Nanshan angrily toward the white Haoyue face hit a fist in the past, the whole person's mood completely out of control.

"Why do you treat leisurely like this? You think what you do is good? Are you satisfied to see leisurely pain like this? Do you think this is love? "

"I didn't!"

Bai Haoyue shakes her head firmly to Fu Nanshan, with a deep breath in her eyes.

"I never said it was love. I think I do it just to put the present ambiguous leisurely back to the previous position. She still has her responsibilities in her body! "

"Get out!"

I toward white Haoyue angry, eyes with a trace of blood.

"If you only want to humiliate me, then your goal has been achieved! However, I don't want to go back to the past. Please remember this firmly! "

"You didn't lose your memory!"

White Haoyue lightly looked at me and sighed.

"When you escape from problems like this, it's still you who get hurt the most in the end. Leisurely, don't be so silly any more, give yourself a little way back! "

"I don't want to retreat! Now that I've come this far, I don't want anything! "

I rolled my eyes at him.

"I'm not a doll, how can I be so untrained by life? Don't worry any more. I believe all the problems will be solved! "

"Well All right, then

Fu Nanshan, under my persuasion, promised not to tangle any more.

However, I can probably see the tangle in his eyes.

I stood up, put my hand on his shoulder and smile.

"Be happy! If people live only frowning, always thinking about the bottom of my heart is not happy, then the day is not a little meaning also did not have? Listen to me, as long as you are alive, make your life a little better and live in the moment. That's the most important thing! "

"Live in the moment?"

Fu Nanshan nodded thoughtfully, with a trace of inexplicable emotion in his eyes.

"Maybe, I haven't been honest enough..."

Looking at his confused appearance, I thought that Fu Nanshan was not feeling well, so I pulled him to sit down.

"What's the matter with you? Is there something wrong with your body? If there is any, please tell me, I'll... "

Fu Nanshan hugged me directly. The feeling of being hugged made my heart crazy.

"Fu Nanshan, do you know that you have broken your promise?"

"I know, but if you let me not care about you at all, it's a lie! My heart is always beating for you. This state will never change

I wanted to push him away again, but at this time I found out how strong Fu Nanshan was. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't push him away.

Helpless sigh, I gave up the struggle, so rely on his arms.

"What are you going to do? If you are with me, you will never do it, because my heart is always... "

"Don't be so fussy!"

Fu Nanshan's low voice came into my ears.

"I know you care about me at the bottom of your heart. Although there is no love, I know how much you care about me. In this case, I trouble you to stay with me well, even if the memory is gone, we can create a new life belonging to each other! "

I no longer resist, but it doesn't mean that I can really fall in love with Fu Nanshan.

Sometimes it's bruised, but it's also good for me.

"Why not answer?"

Fu Nanshan pushed me away in disappointment, his eyes narrowed slightly.

"Don't you think it's worthless to look at me now?"

"No

I shook my head, still with a blush on my face.

"I just want to live a good life, no other meaning. Love, in fact, in the moment I wake up, there is no very special significance"What?"

Fu Nanshan was stunned again.

He felt as if he had been cheated, and he was in complete despair.

"You, you really need to do that? Can't I do enough for you? Why are you still so cruel to me? Why

Listening to his angry words, I had to stop.

"If you think that fighting can force me to submit, you are wrong. I am definitely not a man who can be conquered by force, absolutely!"

"What can I do to conquer your heart?"

Fu Nanshan raised my chin with a shiver on my lips.

"I'm really tired. Please don't torture me any more, OK? Together, we can manage our relationship well, OK