However, when my mind was moved, I immediately withdrew my hand, because I knew that although this child was very good, it was not what I wanted.
Gently shook Fu Baoer, I light mouth.
"Eat quickly, and I'll take you back when you're finished!"
"I don't want to go back!"
Fu bao'er held me willfully and shook his head.
"When I go back, my father will beat me. I'll stay here safe."
"Stop it!"
I'm very angry with him for his insistent behavior.
"Even if you go back to be beaten, it's not something I can be responsible for. You can't rely on me!"
Fu bao'er pouted, slowly released his hand around my neck, and his mouth turned up again.
"But But... "
"Don't be me!"
My attitude towards this child is still a little distant and defensive.
"First of all, I'm not your mother. Secondly, my relationship with your father is coming to an end. So, I don't think you should come to me to avoid your father. If he wants to beat you, you should be strong yourself! "
After a pause, I felt that it was cruel to say these words to such a child, so I pulled him to sit at the table in embarrassment.
"Since you are not happy with your father today, stay with me for the time being. I'll call him later, so that he won't worry!"
"Really?"
Fu bao'er seems to be still doubting the truth of what I said, and his eyes have been staring at me.
In the face of his distrustful attitude, I feel a little sad at the bottom of my heart.
But, after all, this is not my child, I can't let him completely listen to me, so, after a while of meditation, I approached the child again.
"Don't be afraid. Since I have promised you, I won't drive you away. It's just that you have to make three rules with me! "
Fu Baoer nodded to me, saying that he would do anything as long as he could stay.
I didn't have so much thought to toss a child, so I told him not to run around. I had to stay at home and talk with Fu Nanshan at night.
"So much trouble?"
Fu bao'er was a little worried. He held his face in his little hand and twisted his thick eyebrows into a knot.
"What a nuisance. Every time I call him, I will be scolded to death. If I had known you would tell me that, I might as well... "
"Why not? Want to get out of here? "
I chuckled and squeezed his face.
"Be obedient. Although Fu Nanshan is very generous to you, since he left you with me, it means that you are very important in his heart. Otherwise, why should I take care of you?"
"Cough..."
Fu bao'er looked at me in embarrassment.
"Auntie, do you know all about it?"
"Hum!"
I slowly stand up straight body, eyes swept him.
"I don't know your little trick?"
Slowly sat down beside him, I put bao'er's hand in the palm of my hand, told him about my innermost feelings, let him understand that I can't do anything bad to him.
When bao'er knew that I had lost my child, there was a trace of incomprehension on his face.
"Auntie, can your baby come back?"
Although Fu bao'er is careless, but this sentence, is deeply pierced to the bottom of my heart.
I wiped my tears and managed to squeeze out a smile.
"Auntie's baby, I can't come back. However, God is not too bad for me, because he let you show up. "
"Me?"
Fu Baoer pointed to his face and sat curled up in front of me, trying to hear the answer from my mouth.
However, I am not in the mood to explain this to him now, because Fu Nanshan still owes me an explanation!
Pursed his mouth and laughed at bao'er. I pushed him to the dining table and went to the bedroom to call Fu Nanshan.
When I received my call, Fu Nanshan was very happy. I could hear his surprise from his voice.
"Leisurely, you will forgive me, won't you?"
"Shut up
I interrupted him, still reproachful.
"Don't think I'll forgive you if you do. Fu Nanshan, I'd like to know what you mean by leaving this child to me? "
At the other end of the phone, Fu Nanshan seemed a little silent.
"You just want to tell me about the kids?"
"Or else?"
In the face of his attitude, I was even more angry.
"Are you going to let me take care of him all your life?""Easy, calm down."
Compared with my anxious attitude, Fu Nanshan seems to be more calm.
He spoke slowly after I vented my emotions.
"I know you're angry, but I'm just doing this to make the child get along with you. In the future, our family..."
"Stop!"
I didn't ask Fu Nanshan to go on, because to me, his imaginary things are not what I want.
"You and the child are family, but I am not. Fu Nanshan, please don't always drag me into... "
When I said this, I saw the child who was sitting there and suddenly came towards me. Moreover, there was a trace of disappointment in his small eyes. His hand was supporting the wall and he pursed his mouth wrongly.
Although I am a very careless person, but when I face this moment, I can't help but feel sad.
"Leisurely? Why don't you talk, hello? "
"No, tell me first
After hanging up the phone, I left my mobile phone in my pocket and walked slowly towards Fu bao'er.
Looking at the tears in his eyes, I always feel a sense of guilt.
"Well, I don't mean to dislike you. I just don't think it's good for you to call me mom suddenly. Besides, I didn't want to take care of you after I got married, so... "
"You just dislike me!"
Looking at Fu bao'er to rush out, I was worried about blocking his small body.
"Where can you go so late? Even if you are angry, you should wait until your father comes to pick you up
"I don't want you to care!"
Fu bao'er wiped his tears, looked at me with resentful eyes, and blamed me for just trying to push him out as a burden, just like his mother.
"Nonsense
I am a little angry to interrupt his words, slowly squat in front of him, arm will he slowly all in his arms, gently with the palm of his back, give him a little emotional comfort.
"Don't be sad, OK? If you like to stay here, I won't let you go. But first of all, he has nothing to do with you staying here. You are not allowed to talk to him! "