Chapter 214

When my hand hit Fu Nanshan in the face, I really regretted it.

At the beginning, I just wanted to let him know a little bit about my inner struggle. But slowly, when I noticed the sadness in Fu Nanshan's eyes, I also knew that at some times, I was too strong.

"Enough?"

Fu Nanshan did not get angry, but looked at me with a very calm attitude, and gently grasped my hand.

"Leisurely. It's not supposed to be between us. Yes, I am indeed selfish, but my starting point is just to be with you all my life. Do you think this is wrong? Well

Facing his censure, I don't know how to answer it, because my head is in a mess now, I can't find a direction at all, but I just desperately hope to escape, as if I can solve all the problems in this way.

Fu Nanshan did not give me another chance to escape, but hugged me and sighed.

"Come back to me, I can't live without you."

I just lie on Fu Nanshan's shoulder, the whole person is a little confused.

In the past, he always showed indifference, but now, he takes the initiative to love me. This change makes me not used to it for a while, and even makes me want to avoid it.

"Congratulations

One side of Fu bao'er suddenly spoke, which made me feel very embarrassed.

"Go, little boy, what are you talking about?"

"I'm not talking nonsense!"

Baby grinned at me.

"If you make up with Dad, I'll be with my aunt soon."

Always together?

There was a little bit of worry on my face.

Although Fu bao'er and I are getting along fairly well now, if Liu Xuanxuan comes back one day, how can I give up my feelings with this child? Once you put your heart into it, can you really recycle it?

Fu Nanshan saw that I was silent all the time, and immediately came over.

"Leisurely, you..."

"I can't be with you."

When this sentence comes out, I can clearly see that Fu Nanshan and the child are somewhat disappointed in their performance, but at present, I really can't make a clear choice.

Fu bao'er wrongly approached me and pulled my clothes again.

"Auntie, dad has come to you. Can you look at this and forgive him?"

In the face of this child's attitude, I feel helpless.

Forgive or not, it's all my business. When is it the child's turn to intervene?

Thinking of this, I still pushed Fu bao'er aside and shook her head gently.

"Honey, thank you for thinking that Auntie is a good friend for you. However, there are some emotional problems that a child can not understand. I hope you can deeply realize that children can't take care of adults! "

Fu bao'er looked at me like he didn't understand. He came up wrongly and shook my arm.

"But can't I leave auntie, dad? If you're not here, dad will be unhappy, too? "

My heart is not easy, but sometimes, feelings can not be moved to the end.

Hard hearted, I opened the child's hand, while looking at Fu Nanshan with reproachful eyes.

"Is that what you want? Let the child fall into the entanglement of lost feelings, is what you call happy? Fu Nanshan, how selfish you are

Fu Nanshan seemed to have something else to say at first, but soon he turned away from me.

Perhaps, he wants to escape the current problems that can not be solved, but I know that I can not let him so decadent to avoid the reality that should happen, at least the fear in my heart can not disappear.

Step by step toward him, I sighed a little, eyes with a little tired.

"Nanshan. You are gentle to me and take care of me until I know it. But please remember, sometimes, don't casually imagine other people's attitude. Just because I care about children doesn't mean I have to invest a lot in other people's children, because he also has a mother, Liu Xuanxuan! "

Facing my words, Fu Nanshan felt very funny. He turned around and pressed my shoulder. He frowned angrily at me and strongly expressed that Liu Xuanxuan would not come back to take care of her children. No matter she was in prison or for any other reason, she could not come back.

Although he emphasizes the future so much, these guarantees are impossible for me, because once there is a shadow in my heart, it is bound to become timid.

I put my hands on my forehead. After some meditation, with a trace of sour on my face, I turned and squatted in front of the child.

Although I only got along with Fu bao'er for half a day, the maternal love in my heart is much heavier than what I thought.

So, in order not to let me give up, I can't follow Fu Nanshan at this moment."Honey. If you just want me to take care of you once in a while, I can do that. However, with your father for a long time, when a family thing, aunt can not accept

Looking at his little body shaking, I know that Fu bao'er is disappointed.

However, life is full of uncertainty and pain, and this child may not be the only one. Therefore, I don't think I should soften up some unnecessary things at this moment.

Slowly up, I took the child to the table, holding him sitting in a chair.

"Hurry to eat. I'll take you to play later."

"Enough!"

Fu Nanshan suddenly opened his mouth. When he turned around, his eyes were filled with deep anger.

"Since you don't care about him, why do you do it? Are you so used to trampling other people's hearts on the ground

In the face of his unreasonable reproach, I sighed, a touch of coldness flashed in my eyes.

"Sorry, I don't have to pay for your pain. Maybe you think as long as I let you go, but do you know that I've paid too much on the way of feeling? "

Fu Nanshan's eyes narrowed slightly and he was even more dissatisfied with me.

In fact, I can find the answer from him.

Since he was a child, most of the people have been submissive to his ideas. How can he bear the feeling of being rejected? Think about this, you can probably understand why he would stubbornly want to force me to submit.

I stretched out my hand and stroked my hair, but my attitude still remained unchanged. When I looked at Fu Nanshan, I was reluctant to give up, but more importantly, it was a desire for my own freedom. No matter who it was, I would expect to exist.

Slowly forward, my eyes a little more tired, palm gently touched Fu Nanshan's face.

"Love a person, sometimes the best way is not to possess, but to choose to let go!"