Chapter 240

Qianyexue twisted her eyebrows and looked at me, but she didn't continue to talk.

However, I can probably understand that she still has some worries in her heart. It's only because I have a firm attitude that I put these ideas aside.

People, in fact, are all the same, trust this thing, there is no certain time, it will not be so easy to establish, just like I fell in love with Fu Nanshan is the same truth, now, to qianyexue believe that I am sincere for her good, it will always have a considerable time.

After taking a deep breath, I took Xiaoxue back to my room to have a rest. When I settled her, my mobile phone vibrated, which made me a little nervous.

In fact, it didn't matter. Anyway, Xiaoxue knows that the message between Fu Nanshan and me is still transmitted to each other. It's no big deal.

But my heart is a little uncomfortable, I don't want to show so obvious in front of Xiaoxue. After all, Xiaoxue's feelings are not so smooth. No matter what, I should not sprinkle salt on other people's wounds.

After closing the door for Xiaoxue, I went to my room and asked Fu Nanshan in a reproachful tone why he couldn't wait to talk to me. Didn't he consider my feelings.

Fu Nanshan was not very satisfied with my attitude. He said that he just wanted to care about me, and he didn't make so many false moves in front of qianyexue. Therefore, if I want to say that to him, he can't accept it.

Although my heart is still a bit tangled, what Fu Nanshan said is not unreasonable.

Thinking of this, I felt a little guilty in my eyes, and the tone of speaking to him also improved.

Fu Nanshan also felt some changes in my attitude, and my mood just now gradually became happy.

However, after a busy day, I was really a little tired. I was a little absent-minded about every word Fu Nanshan said to me. After a long time, Fu Nanshan also felt that I was perfunctory, so he hung up directly.

I fell on the bed, head really like a lantern, there are all kinds of things.

In fact, it's not hopeless to forgive Fu Nanshan. What worries me most is not the relationship between us. What's more, it's his mother's easy instigation.

I don't want to wait for each other to be together. I have to be quarreled by his mother every day.

As time goes by, I thought that as long as I close my eyes, I can fall asleep. Who knows, no matter how hard I try, I can't make myself sleep so safely.

In the end, I had no choice but to get up and walk.

It turns out that when I don't have Fu Nanshan around, no matter how hard I try to become strong, it doesn't help.

Think of this, I can't help but feel sad, always feel very funny.

If you admit your feelings to Fu Nanshan early, why do you have to get to this point?

Now, even if I want to make up with Fu Nanshan, I've lost the best opportunity. For a moment, I really don't know what to do.

The next day, I decided to go out and look for a suitable job.

I told qianyexue that I'm not the only one who has to spend money these days, so I have to go to work. Otherwise, I'm afraid everyone will be finished.

Qianyexue held my hand and proposed that she could also go to work, but I immediately stopped her and told her that doing so could only make her exposed faster.

My words make Xiaoxue feel unhappy. She thinks that I can't bear such hard work alone, so she should bear it together.

However, I understand Xiaoxue's current situation very well. According to the previous living conditions, qianyexue is a more capable person. She has always been the only one who helps others, not others.

But now it is the reverse, which makes her proud self-esteem inevitably hurt. This situation is indeed not something I can change with a word of comfort.

Forget it!

I reached for my long hair and felt that no matter how much I thought about it, there was no way to change the status quo. After all, qianyexue was not a child and had her own behavior ability.

But even so, I am also very murmuring in my heart. Every time I stand with qianyexue, I can always see some of her intentions in her eyes. But when I talk about this, she is still indifferent.

"Help, help!"

When I heard the sound of qianyexue, I immediately went out and saw that qianyexue seemed to have a nightmare. When she fell to the ground, I went up to embrace her and wanted to make her quiet.

It's just that qianyexue's hands move wildly, which makes me very worried. After all, I used to hear people say that it's easy for people who fall asleep to have brain problems if they wake up by force.

In this way, I held her tightly and stroked her back with my hand.

Gradually, qianyexue's mood returned to calm.

Her brows wrinkled slightly, and she supported her forehead with her hands.

"Sister, why am I here?"Listen to her say this kind of words, I am a little sad, raised his hand to Xiaoxue's forehead knock, just said to her.

Xiaoxue in know this thing, the face is also a little more embarrassed.

"I didn't mean to. But, sister, do you know that I often think that I've been taken away, probably because I don't have a sense of security. "

For this point, I comforted her a little bit, so that she could be relieved, and then helped Xiaoxue back to the room again to rest with her.

Although qianyexue looks very mature, careful calculation shows that she is only in her early twenties. At this age, of course, there are many things she can't see through.

When she finally fell asleep, I was so tired that I fell asleep beside her.

When I fell asleep, I had a lot of thoughts in my head, including the situation of Fu bao'er.

In the past, I might be able to give more support to Fu bao'er, because this child is also a poor man. He just wants a complete family and has no fault.

But after experiencing the ups and downs of my sister and Liu Xuanxuan, I know that sometimes feelings can't be given out like this, otherwise, in the end, the person who is in pain is just himself.

As others say, no matter how to treat a child who has a mother in his heart, he can't really rely on him. The only way is to pull himself out of this chaotic situation.

Taking a deep breath, I woke up from my confusion and stood up.

After staring at Xiaoxue for a while, I went out again, with a few tears in my black eyes.

"Perhaps I am the one who should give up freedom most!"