I opened Fu Nanshan's hand, directly turned around and walked to the window, the palm gently touched the windowsill, this heart, there is no real peace.
When Fu Nanshan hugged me behind my back, I didn't refuse. I just leaned against his chest and opened my mouth with self mockery.
"Do you think I have the audacity to be so close to you and flatter you?"
"Don't talk nonsense!"
Fu Nanshan nervously turned me around and frowned again.
"Leisurely, you are my favorite. Everything you do is for me. If this is flattery, don't all the women in the world belong to flattery? "
It's too high for me.
Please sigh. I turn my back to Fu Nanshan again. When my heart is not really stable, I slowly circle my body with my hands. My tears still fall silently.
Although Fu Nanshan has always been with me, my heart will always feel lonely.
Maybe the pain my sister brought me is still there, so I can't love the man with all my heart.
Fu Nanshan also noticed the gloomy attitude on my face.
He first took my hand, and then tightly around my body, let us close to each other.
I'm happy to feel Fu Nanshan's attachment to me, but
"Don't do that!"
I subconsciously pushed Fu Nanshan away with my hand. The flash of resistance in my eyes deeply hurt Fu Nanshan's heart.
When he looked at me, the whole person seemed to become cold, without any temperature.
"Leisurely. We have gone through too many things. Do you want to refuse me now? You don't give me an opportunity to explain, because you still doubt me? "
"No!"
In the face of Fu Nanshan's strong questioning, I'm a bit awkward to turn the beginning. I don't know how to say it so that the man in front of me can understand my mind.
Although I think so, Fu Nanshan is very sad.
I can clearly see anger and helplessness from his face, and all this is caused by my refusal to him. I can't escape this responsibility.
Thinking of this, I subconsciously reached out to touch his face, but Fu Nanshan suddenly grasped my hand firmly, with more joy in his eyes.
"How dare you say you don't love me? Why do you care so much about me? Leisurely, don't be afraid of the future. It's enough to have me. I'll protect you! "
"How do you protect me?"
In order to make him die, my attitude became more indifferent, and a mocking smile came up.
"Fu Nanshan, I'm sorry your promise has no value to me, I..."
Even though I refused, Fu Nanshan still stood up and hugged me with his hand. In the process, I clearly heard Fu Nanshan's voice because of the pain of pulling the wound.
My tears can't help falling, but my body has been resisting Fu Nanshan, and my little hand slapped him on the shoulder.
"Don't torment each other any more. It's good for you to let go."
"It's impossible!"
Fu Nanshan opened his mouth firmly, nibbled my lips, and his fingers moved slowly along my nose.
"I must not let you separate from me! Leisurely, I want you to know that no matter when I am, I will love you, even if you can't understand it now, I... "
Push him away, I panic out, accidentally hit Fu Nanshan's mother, hit her on the ground.
"Ouch!"
Fu Nanshan's mother had a lot of opinions on me, but now my carelessness has just become the best time for her to bring me down.
Watching her sitting on the ground doing these performances, I feel a little uncomfortable at the bottom of my heart.
If this is not Fu Nanshan's mother, maybe I will go up and scold him. How can I stand like this.
Fu Nanshan came out when he heard the sound. When he saw the situation, he frowned and looked at me.
"Leisurely, what's the matter?"
Even though I knew it would be like this for a long time, I still feel pain in my heart and hold my skirt in my palm.
"Believe it or not. Anyway, I didn't do anything bad to your mother! "
"You..."
Seeing me talking like this, Nanshan's mother immediately went up to pull Nanshan's arm and began to cry at him.
When it comes to such things, I know that explanation is the most stupid way to do it, so I don't intend to do it, but turn around and go.
"Leisurely."
Fu Nanshan came up and grabbed my arm, with a dignified look in his eyes.
When I see him like this, my love for him has gradually become a kind of pain.
"Why?"I glanced at Fu Nanshan cynically, humming and picking eyebrows.
"Do you want me to apologize? I should have told you that it's not my fault. Even if I die, I won't admit it. So, what you should do is not let your mother continue to do things that make me feel uncomfortable. "
"Shut up
Fu Nanshan worried that my attitude would make the relationship between me and Fu's mother more and more tense, so he quickly came up and pressed my shoulder, shook his head, and indicated with his eyes that I should admit my mistake.
I don't want to do this because I never know how to hurt myself.
Facing Fu Nanshan's aggressiveness, I pushed him away with my hand.
"Fu Nanshan. I know you love me, because you take your life to protect me, let me know how strong your determination. However, have you found that your actions are really against loving me, and the wrong person is not me! "
After leaving this sentence, I left the hospital alone.
Walking in the street, I couldn't stop my tears. I firmly clasped myself with both hands, hoping to kill the pain.
However, the appearance of compromise on Fu Nanshan's face really hit me. I finally understood one thing, that is, when there is a problem with love and family, men will subconsciously protect their close relatives.
Although I know that this idea is unfair to Fu Nanshan, I still took off the ring.
I won't force what doesn't belong to me. This is the principle I always have and I never want to change it.
"Are you so timid?"
Listening to the voice behind me, I turned around and didn't feel angry with my sister's proud eyes.
"It's you."
My voice is a little lazy, and I want to leave again.
"Wait!"
My sister, seeing me like this, came up and grabbed my hand.
"Sister, if you leave Fu Nanshan, I will forgive you. Are you willing to do this business?"
"Are you crazy?"
My face sank again, and I scolded my sister.
"I have no reason to do such a ridiculous business with you. Go away!"