Chapter 317

After I separated from Fu Nanshan, I felt a little uncomfortable, so I took a taxi to the hospital.

Seeing the doctor's dignified eyes, I became nervous unconsciously.

"What's the matter with me, please?"

The doctor looked at me and sighed a little.

"Didn't I remind you not to be impulsive and irritable? If you disobey my words now, it will cause your senility to continue to worsen. In a short time, you will forget some people and things! "

"Forget?"

I'm a little out of breath. I'm really scared by this terrible diagnosis.

isn't the so-called senile disease Alzheimer's disease? I'm just in my early 30s. Am I just

"Doctor, I'd like to ask if this disease can be cured?"

The doctor shook his head with a deep look in his eyes.

"It's hard for people with Alzheimer's disease in Shanghai to remember everything. I advise Miss Qu to make preparations early and write down some necessary things every day, so that the problem may not be very serious. "

At that moment, my whole heart was in a mess, thinking that everything the doctor said would be forgotten.

I thought that amnesia will never come to my head, but I didn't expect that things are much more terrible than amnesia, which will be forgotten forever.

Before that, I always vowed that Fu Nanshan would lose to me, but now it depends on the situation. The first person to admit defeat is not him, but me.

The feeling of being teased by life makes my whole life almost unbearable.

If I can, I really want to go back to the past, even if I can only stay by Fu Nanshan's side, even if I can't get any fame, I still remember the little things between us.

But it's too late to say anything now.

I feel uncomfortable holding my head with my hands, step by step out of the hospital, the whole person was only hope into disappointment.

More and more times of fainting, I know that the disease has indeed reached a point that can not be ignored, even though I do not want to admit that I lost, but facts have proved that I have already lost the capital to fight with Fu Nanshan.

However, before being discovered by Fu Nanshan, I must be fully prepared!

Thinking of this, I immediately called Simon to give him the control of the company.

"Leisurely. Didn't I tell you that I just want to take care of you when I stay with you, not for the company? "

"I know what you think. But Simon, I don't have the ability to run the company right now. My illness has reached a serious stage. I can't remember many things. In order to let you enter the top management of the company, I want to let you become a shareholder of the company in the name of engagement

Simon was silent for a while and said that he could help me manage the company. But if he wanted to get married in a fake way, he couldn't accept it. After all, marriage is a life-long event. If we are both so rash, we will regret it in the future.

"I won't regret it!"

I interrupted Simon again, a little anxious.

"Don't worry, I will never..."

"Leisurely. I won't do that until you really fall in love with me. You can rest assured that there are many ways to become a shareholder of a company, not necessarily the one you said. I will definitely solve it. Now you'd better have a good rest! "

The phone was hung up.

I stood in the same place, the whole person was confused.

Simon has always respected my choice, but today, why did he choose to refuse me?

I really don't understand this. I feel that the whole world seems to have changed, and I can't find the original feeling at all.

Yes, I have made such a big change myself. How can I ask my life to be the same as before without any change?

I bowed my head in frustration, tears streaming down my cheeks.

God made fun of me a little too much. First, the relationship between Fu Nanshan and me, and then I can never be the mother of my child. Every blow can be said to make me die.

However, the only thing that makes me happy is that in this terrible test of life, I survived the test after all. Although I still have all kinds of training, at least I never shrink back!

"How did you come to the hospital?"

When I bumped into Zhao Xiu, whom I haven't seen for a long time, there was more complicated emotion in my eyes.

"The hospital doesn't belong to your family. What if I come here?"

I thought Zhao Xiu would quarrel with me, but I didn't expect that her attitude at the moment was very calm.

"The music is leisurely. Should the war between us be over? Yes, I know you have complaints against me from the bottom of your heart. I hope you can never see me. But there are some things I've wanted to tell you for a long time

Although the bottom of my heart is still not good for her, but I still let her say it after all."In fact, Nanshan has not changed her mind for so many years since you left. I will come to advise you, because I want you to take good care of Nanshan. It's really irresponsible of me, a mother, to say that I want to find a happy life after so many years. "

It's strange. How did she get so haggard?

When I look at Zhao Xiu, I suddenly feel that the sharp woman has disappeared, and the rest is just a woman who has experienced many vicissitudes. No matter who looks at her, she can't be indifferent.

Zhao Xiu saw that I didn't speak for a long time, so she could only reach out and hug me, and her voice was a little hoarse.

"Don't leave my son, OK? I understand the contradiction and pain in your heart. However, you have to understand that Nanshan is just as hard as you and bears the same burden... "

"I'm getting married!"

No matter what Zhao Xiu said, I still didn't plan to look back and threw out false news.

"The bridegroom is not your son."

Zhao Xiu looked at me, only thought I was angry.

"Leisurely, why do you have to? It is clear that you are in love with him. Why do you want to marry another man? You should know that if you choose someone else, Nanshan will definitely break up with you in the future! "

"So, I have to do it!"

Slowly turned around, I speak to Zhao Xiu again.

"If you want to convince me on behalf of Fu Nanshan today, it's unnecessary. You always regard yourself as a loving mother, but do you know what Fu Nanshan wants? When you say you want me to go back, have you ever thought about how I feel now? "

"I..."

Zhao Xiu's face a little more embarrassed, I said there is no way to answer immediately.

However, her hand has been holding on to me, still doing the last bit of struggle.

For her behavior, I also have some helplessness.

Slowly shake off her hand, my eyes slightly narrowed.

"Don't do that again. You know very well that I won't forgive you for your behavior. I will deal with the matter between Fu Nanshan and me by myself. Even if you continue to kneel down and beg me, it will not change my determination after all! "

"That won't work!"

Zhao Xiu held my hand again with tears in his eyes.

"I can't let Nanshan suffer forever!"