Maybe I know that my mind will not change, Fu Nanshan did not continue to explain all this to me, just a person turned away, that lonely look, really let me feel very distressed, but at the same time feel very useless.
I have been thinking that Fu Nanshan has hurt me so much emotionally, but why don't I really make the decision to break up with him, instead, I have to hesitate here?
Until now, I know clearly that even if this man did something to hurt me, as long as my heart is still beating, that love will always exist, which supports me to go on unswervingly no matter how much suffering I have experienced.
However, now I feel very funny about this kind of deep-rooted idea in my mind. I hope I can lose all my memory as soon as possible. In this way, my love for Fu Nanshan can be over.
This kind of feeling, which should have been in the past for a long time, has become a kind of burden at this moment, making me trapped in it for a long time.
Simon has been with me for a long time. Naturally, he knows my habits.
He took the initiative to hold my hand, sighed that I should think about the relationship with Fu Nanshan in the end how to end.
If we want to make up, we should also find a suitable opportunity to do it. Otherwise, in the end, we will only make mistakes.
"What do you want me to do?"
In the face of Simon's reproach, my whole eyes were a little agitated, and my fists were clenched a little.
"For Fu Nanshan, I really have a lot to give up. Do you want me to make a choice? "
"Don't get me wrong!"
Simon saw that my emotion was particularly excited, so he began to appease my emotion, saying that if I really hated to mention Fu Nanshan's topic, he would not take the initiative to talk about it in front of me in the future.
After listening to his promise, I felt better and rolled my eyes towards him.
"Remember, don't try to say good things for him in the future. I know how much this guy can win people's hearts, but I don't want you, who are my good friends, to be won over, OK? "
"Yes, I won't!"
Although Simon promised me, he still had some regrets on his face.
Naturally, I understand that he meant well. I hope I can let go of the past and live a good life. But for me, whether there is Fu Nanshan in my life now is the same hard work.
In this world, after experiencing such a profound love, I think it's important to enjoy the process. What's the result? It's not my problem now.
Perhaps, at some time, when people decide to retrieve that sweet memory, it is a time of relief, but for me, these will eventually be forgotten with the severity of my illness.
Holding my head, I slowly lifted the quilt after some meditation.
"Be careful!"
Simon wanted to help me, but I refused.
"Don't treat me like a trash, OK? Although I am in a mess now, it doesn't mean that I really can't stand up with my own ability. Simon, don't worry. I can do it without anyone's help
When I said that, I realized that I was cruel, and I denied everything Simon had done.
Some sorry turn around, I was about to apologize to him, was blocked by Simon.
"Leisurely. We are old friends. If you are polite, you don't have to say any more. Every time you feel bad, isn't it because of someone? Anyway, I'm used to being your outlet. If one day, you don't even give me the chance to be a vent bucket, it's really cruel to me! "
"Don't say that!"
I interrupted him awkwardly, not at the beginning.
"Simon. I was in a bad mood just now, but I didn't take you as an outlet. You are a very important person to me. No matter how angry I am, I won't treat you as a dispensable vent! "
After that, I clearly saw the satisfaction in Simon's eyes.
I feel a little guilty.
Is it cruel to give him hope like this?
Although the bottom of my heart knows that I may have done something wrong, but now I go back to explain, it's just throwing salt on Simon's wound.
When I thought of this, I didn't go on.
"You son of a bitch!"
When Dai's father heard that Fu Nanshan wanted to end everything with his daughter, Dailin, and even left them to turn a blind eye, Dai took up his crutch and hit him.
"It's said that tiger poison doesn't eat son. If you leave your child behind and treat his mother so cruelly, is it to make your life incomplete?"
"I'm sorry."
For Dai Fu's blame, Fu Nanshan just apologized, but made no commitment.
He is sorry for leisurely because he wants to save Dailin's life. Now, he should make some compensation actions to let leisurely know that he has made real changes.Therefore, even if he knew that he would be scolded and beaten by Dai Fu today, Fu Nanshan would not evade and stood there all the time to bear everything.
Dai's father was not moved by this, on the contrary, he was more agitated.
"You You think that's going to move me? Fu Nanshan, please remember that you can never make me feel that you are a good person! In fact, you are a heinous man, you just emphasize that you want to change, but you owe your children and Linlin, which can't be compensated all your life! "
Fu Nanshan still did not refute, but his face was obviously more guilty.
Although he wavered, he thought of leisurely things and immediately strengthened his attitude.
"Uncle. I know you're right. In fact, I don't think I've done anything wrong. On the contrary, I know I'm a jerk, and I should bear all the blame and abuse. "
"Since you know it, you should be a man!"
Fu Nanshan still resisted and shook his head at Dai Fu again. Soon, he was whipped in the face by Dai Fu.
Although it hurt, he still insisted on not giving up.
"Uncle. No matter how you teach me today, I will not change my determination. Leisurely, I'm going to make up my mind. If you are willing to let us raise you, I promise that this child will not be worse than anyone else in the future. Of course, you can also choose to give up, it all depends on your personal wishes
"Shut up
Dai Fu angrily hit Fu Nanshan on the shoulder with his crutch. There was a trace of tears in his eyes.
"Fu Nanshan! If Linlin didn't love you, do you think I would let you leave alive today? Get out of here now! You may not be responsible for it in the future, but from now on, I hope you don't disturb our family's life again and don't come for the rest of your life! "