"No way!"

Fu Nanshan didn't listen to me this time. He looked at me with a very unhappy look and scratched my nose with his fingers. He frowned unhappily.

"How can you make that choice? Marry me, you have been very wronged, if you don't do a better wedding, how can you stand up to the idea that you are with me? I'll never promise! "

"Nanshan, actually we are!"

Fu Nanshan pressed his hand on my lips, and the whole person was obviously angry.

For his attitude, I can only express helplessness. I can only hug him with my hand and say yes.

Feeling the warmth of Fu Nanshan's embrace, I laughed quietly.

"Originally, you are not a wood!"

"Wood?"

Fu Nanshan looked at me with a puzzled face and was very confused about it.

"Why do you call me wood? Leisurely, I admit that I'm not smart enough emotionally, but I'm definitely not a wood. I'm willing to give everything for love. When necessary, my life can be... "

"No!"

I took his hand to my face, and there was more tenderness in my eyes.

"If we are destined to kill you again, we might as well separate. Nanshan, you and I have experienced all kinds of life and death setbacks. Don't choose to hurt each other easily, OK

"Don't cry!"

Fu Nanshan looked at me and frowned. He put his arms around me again. The whole person was shaking.

"I know that I am a big idiot, and I only know that it is wrong for me to make you scarred every time. Please forgive me, don't..."

"All right!"

I dried my tears and slapped him on the shoulder.

"Since it's a wedding, I want to find my sister and Bai Haoyue. After all, they are relatives who can come to my wedding now. My parents, it seems that the situation is still no better

Fu Nanshan gave me a mysterious smile and leaned over.

"That was before. Now, you haven't been back to your parents for a long time, have you? I tell you, my uncle and aunt have now returned to normal, the previous crisis has passed, and the doctor said that they will be discharged in another month. "

"Really?"

I'm very happy about that.

"Why don't you tell me something so important? These days, I really... "

Fu Nanshan scraped my nose with his hand and shook his head helplessly.

"According to your temper, if you know it, you will disturb your parents immediately. They were still very weak at that time. I thought they would be better and tell you clearly."

Fu Nanshan's character has always been like this. In order to give me the best surprise, he would hide things until the end.

However, I am very grateful for this.

"Nanshan, thank you for your tolerance and encouragement. Do you know that I used to think that my life had no hope since I was ill, but your appearance changed everything. I.... "

Fu Nanshan wiped away my tears and shook his head gently.

"Don't say anything. I always know your mind, your care and care for me is always a thing that hinders me from moving forward. "

There's a little bit of redness on my face.

"Numbness!"

Fu Nanshan didn't make fun of himself. Instead, he took my hand seriously and opened his mouth to me.

"I'm not numb. Everything I'm telling you now is the result of serious thinking. In fact, in some cases, I am looking forward to change, but the result is not as simple as I think

I also have some silence, gradually feel the helplessness and sadness of Fu Nanshan.

Yeah, it's me that causes the present result?

As long as I think of what I experienced at the beginning, I will be very angry. I think why I didn't give each other more opportunities and just chose to break up on my own impulse.

However, it seems very late to say that.

I touched Fu Nanshan's shoulder with my hand, and I felt embarrassed.

"Do you think I can be a suitable wife?"

Fu Nanshan couldn't help laughing when I finished.

"Leisurely, aren't you always confident? Why is it so uncertain? Are you afraid of being a bride, or are you afraid that our feelings are not strong enough? "

"All of them!"

I sat on the chair with a sigh and a slight frown.

"To tell you the truth, I was happy when I promised you to get married, but after I was happy, I began to feel confused again. I don't know whether it's right to do so or whether it's really rational enough."

"Fool!"Fu Nanshan twisted my face hard and shook his head with a sigh.

"How many times do I have to say that you will understand that there will be problems in my relationship with you. Most of them are my faults. You have never been at fault. It's true that love should be based on reason, but sometimes, love can't be completely based on this kind of thing. I hope you care about your own feelings

How do you feel?

I'm a little silent, and I don't quite understand that.

"Isn't that how I feel now?"

Fu Nanshan pressed my shoulder and pressed my forehead against my face.

Feeling his nervousness, I finally knew how wrong I was.

Reaching out and patting him on the back, I opened my mouth with a sigh.

"I'm sorry, I made you sad. Nanshan, please forgive me for being such a stupid guy, OK

"Don't say that about yourself!"

Fu Nanshan interrupted me and shook his head.

"You are always right, in my heart, there will be these problems, are my own bad, so please don't think so many messy things, good face our future days, OK?"

After struggling for so long, I finally smile at him.

"Well, I'll listen to you!"

Fu Nanshan was relieved. He just sat down in front of me and looked at me with a kind of eyes.

"You, every time you want me to preach, you must be thirsty. In the past five years, I don't know what you have learned in foreign countries. How did you become so stubborn? "

"Learned to be lonely, learned to rely on themselves."

I leaned against Fu Nanshan's arms and touched his chest with my hand.

"Because of you, I am no longer afraid of the night. Nanshan, I didn't see your intention at the beginning, but your goal has been achieved. Because of you, I'm on my own now. Do you think I've won? "

Fu Nanshan didn't answer, just supported my shoulder with his hand.

"Love doesn't win or lose. Leisurely, do not use these two words to define our relationship, otherwise, our love will deteriorate! "