Chapter 361

When I woke up, it was already four o'clock in the morning.

In this period of time, I can't remember how many dreamlike things I have done. I only know that feeling is really real. However, when I want to study deeply, I find that I can't do it.

Standing up slowly, I walked in the living room, tapping my fingers on my forehead, thinking about my relationship with Simon and Fu Nanshan.

Between these two men, I don't seem to have any quick decision, because both of them have their own advantages.

I sat on the ground in chagrin and hit myself on the head.

Qu leisurely, Qu leisurely, you have to make a decision, right? Do two good men want to stay for you? Who do you think you are and what qualifications do you have for them to do it for you?

Heart so think, my original irritability began to gradually put down.

At four o'clock, it was supposed to be a good time to fall asleep, but I woke up because I couldn't tell who I loved. What a ridiculous and realistic problem.

Slowly turn on the light in the living room, I picked up the remote control of the TV, turned on the TV and began to watch, trying to pass the time behind.

However, I find that I can't get rid of this feeling of loneliness, because no matter how loud the TV sounds, I can't make the empty place in my heart full of things.

Life, perhaps is to bear the pain back and forth, but I don't want to admit defeat with fate, because since I run away from the hands of the disease again and again, I must make some achievements, I must let the opportunity given by God be cherished.

Slowly went to the study, I opened the computer, is going to work, but saw the e-mail sent a letter.

My brows wrinkled slightly, which I didn't quite understand.

At this time, who else will think of me and send me an email?

I reached out and nodded my forehead. I planned to treat it as spam. Who knows, when I planned to do so, I saw Fu Nanshan clearly.

The fingers that had been on the delete button suddenly stopped. I quickly recovered my confused mood and quickly opened the email.

Looking at the happy birthday card above, I feel that my whole heart is very warm and that life is really full of hope.

Although I thought that Fu Nanshan was an iceberg man before, now I find that I have made a big mistake. I regard the best warm man as a superficial iceberg CEO.

However, although this e-card makes me feel happy, I still don't feel willing to accept this relationship, because Fu Nanshan and Simon have already paid too much for me.

I grabbed my long hair with my hand and felt that I shouldn't let two excellent men pay so much for me at the same time.

Although life is full of variables, I think more variables are in my own hands.

The most important things in one's life are today, tomorrow and yesterday. I think if we can't grasp today, how can we have tomorrow?

Thinking of this, I typed a line for Fu Nanshan in the past, hoping that he could put down his missing for me and live his life in peace. But when I went to the living room to drink, a man appeared at the gate.

I'm a good person to say anything else, but I'm rather timid. I'm really scared when it comes to this.

What to do? At this point in the morning, I'm afraid that both Fu Nanshan and Simon are sleeping soundly. If I call them, I'm afraid that they will be greatly troubled. In this way, won't I owe them more?

With this in mind, I feel that this method is not appropriate.

saw this figure pressing against the window. I hurriedly turned to the study room and got a wolf spray, so I went up and opened the door.

"Leisurely, I Ah

With Fu Nanshan's scream, I instantly recovered and found that it was Fu Nanshan who was attacked by me at the door!

"Are you all right?"

I was a little worried, and I reached out to support him, feeling a little more guilty at the bottom of my heart.

"Well, what are you doing here?"

"I don't know!"

Fu Nanshan ran to the bathroom, washed his eyes with cold water and ran out.

"I didn't sleep after I went back. I thought I could have a good rest by sending you a birthday card. In the end, some fool did something that worried me. You sent me a text message to break up my friendship, but it scared me a lot!"

"I'm sorry!"

For Fu Nanshan so angry look, I have some guilty bow.

"How do I know you're standing at someone's door without a rest in the middle of the night? If I hadn't been merciful, you would have been killed by me now! "

"What?"

Fu Nanshan stood up in silence."Leisurely, even if you are afraid, you should first find out who it is? If you are really holding a knife, then I am really dead! However, it's not safe for you to open the door so rashly! "

"What are you going to do?"

Fu Nanshan's words made me feel a little speechless and uncomfortable.

"If you think I've done something wrong, you can say so. Why should you be timid? Do you think I'm such a mean person that I'm angry with you for telling the truth? "

Fu Nanshan twisted his eyebrows to think about it, and slowly came together.

"Well, then I'll tell you!"

"Cut the crap!"

I gave him a bad look.

"You'd better tell me all about it, or you'll be served with your fists!"

"No!"

For my "greeting", Fu Nanshan was still a little "awed".

"Sometimes you look very capable, but that's just the appearance. In fact, you are very vulnerable. You make mistakes in your feelings a lot of times. You never select what others say!"

"I..."

What Fu Nanshan said was very impolite.

However, what can I do? Who let me promise that he would not be angry at the beginning? Now, it is impossible to change my mind suddenly.

With this idea, I didn't continue to get angry with this guy, just sat cross legged.

"You didn't just blame me for coming in the middle of the night, did you? Nanshan, you should really think about what I said. After all, we two... "

"No!"

Fu Nanshan calmly refused my request, "you let me give you up, but also to help you hide forever, no one can see you, how can this be! You know I don't want to lose you, and I hope more people know you and I have such a good wife

"Don't be garrulous!"

I sigh helplessly and shake my head in chagrin.

"If I don't go, you will be happy, but my trouble will come!"