Fu Nanshan's eyes were a bit fierce, and his fist was clenched again.
"Before you act, should you also consider my feelings? Leisurely, I don't want to deprive you of your freedom. I just want you to stand by my side and accept my love. Is that wrong? "
I turned around and didn't look at him. In fact, I felt a little uncomfortable at the bottom of my heart.
"For you, I used to tolerate a lot. Now I just want to fulfill my wish. If you really can't do this kind of thing that should have promised me well, then I think it's futile for us to be together! "
Fu Nanshan holds me from behind again, I can feel his shaking body, but at this moment, my heart is actually cold to the bone, because in my opinion, if a man really loves himself, he should learn to let go.
Once promised to now has become meaningless, even if I try my best to let each other love, have a future, but it is in vain.
The length of life is not a necessary condition for the end of love. It is the suspicion of love that makes it easier to separate each other.
I slowly opened Fu Nanshan's arm, silent for a long time, then looked back at him.
"I'm sorry, I can't make myself immediately forgive your behavior, because you only know that you need to take care of right and right, but forget that there is a child who needs people's worry and love more than right and right."
Fu Nanshan lowered his head and kept silent for a long time. When he looked at me again, his eyes made me feel uncomfortable.
"Because of you, you have to choose to separate from me, don't you? Leisurely, do you know that I am very tired now. In order to love you, I really have done what I can do. "
"But I don't need it!"
I just said no to what Fu Nanshan said.
"Sorry, I can't make myself accept your arrangement. Maybe you think I'm going too far, but that's the reality. The so-called trust you want to give me is not what I need. "
When I feel that Fu Nanshan is loosening my hand a little bit, I feel very uncomfortable at the bottom of my heart.
"You're going to hurt me for right right? Fu Nanshan, it seems that I don't choose to live with you. It's not entirely wrong! "
"No!"
Fu Nanshan came over and put me in his arms.
"Of course you are wrong not to be with me. Leisurely, do you know our relationship can't be destroyed by anyone? Even if youyou is my son, I just want to take care of him, but I don't give him all my love. "
"And what did baby do wrong?"
I'm still not willing to give in on this matter, and I'm calm.
"Before Youyou, you promised to take good care of him and give him a lifetime of fatherly love. But now that you have your own children, you have to choose to leave Baoer in the cold. Do you think it's appropriate?"
"It's different, baby. Even if we don't take care of him, he will be taken care of by my father in the future, and he will never worry about food and clothing. "
"What about feelings?"
I cold swept his eyes, mouth with a trace of irritable mood.
"Although the money will not be less, but owe the child's care, is you use more things can't change back!"
Fu Nanshan hesitated, but his attitude remained unchanged.
"Leisurely. If you can accept bao'er, it means that you are not a man with a heart of stone. Why can't you use this kindness to your right? Do you think you care more than Liu Xuanxuan's children? "
When listening to Nanshan saying these words to me, I directly reached out and slapped him in the face. There was more disappointment in my eyes.
"Maybe most of the time, Liu Xuanxuan only knows how to pay for herself, not how to think about the future for others. But even so, people care about their children, don't they? "
"Care?"
Fu Nanshan's eyes became cold.
"That's something you don't remember before. If you remember how Liu Xuanxuan used to make use of her children, you will know how much she is... "
"You want to say that the child will be like that in the future, won't you?"
I know that Fu Nanshan wanted to tell me this, but I immediately refuted it with my own point of view.
"First of all, I've always admired bao'er, and he has no problem with his character. Moreover, if you learn something, your right and right are very similar, aren't they? How did Darlene do to me, and how did the child do to me, didn't your eyes see that? "
Looking at the appearance of Fu Nanshan's desire to talk and stop, I spoke again.
"Don't tell me anything. Now Darlene won't rob you of the baby, because you're not a woman. You don't know how painful it was when every mother tried their best to have a baby."
When I said that, my tears fell down, because as a woman who never had her own flesh and blood, the pain at the bottom of my heart is the deepest.Therefore, at this moment, I look at Fu Nanshan's eyes, almost with deep resentment.
"I'm sorry."
Fu Nanshan's opening surprised me.
"Why apologize to me?"
He walked slowly towards me, with some helplessness in his eyes.
"Originally, I wanted to make everything happy. Who knows, this is my fantasy. There are many problems between you and me, especially the differences in values."
"Nonsense!"
I didn't have a good look at him and thought that Fu Nanshan was really funny sometimes.
"If you hold the same view, don't you become a woman? Sometimes I really don't understand what's going on in your head. "
Fu Nanshan pulled me over and put his finger on my forehead.
"Isn't that clear? I miss you, of course. Leisurely, in fact, I know how much you hate me. I always talk about my children, but I've been taking care of you all these days, which makes me feel like a father's sense of mission, like... "
"It seems that children are indispensable, isn't it?"
I directly told Fu Nanshan what he hesitated and cared about.
"There's nothing to be afraid of. Actually, I know better than you. Fu Nanshan, love is never something that one can do if he wants to force himself to finish. Don't forget that once there is a crack, even if you pay 10000% of your heart, you can't get back the love you once had. "
Fu Nanshan's eyebrows rose slightly. After a long silence, he laughed at himself.
"Maybe I always think the problem is too simple, I think as long as I have imagined it, but emotion is not a person's business!"