After the quarrel with Fu Nanshan, we have been in the cold war.
Maybe, for us, only in this way can we let out the breath that we are holding in each other's heart, so as to achieve the feeling of regaining dignity that we want.
However, it's also because of this. I'm not very happy these days. Except for my work, I'm basically straight faced. Anyone would be embarrassed to see me. Someone wanted to persuade me to let go of my heart, but as long as I saw my face, I would shut up immediately.
I am also very upset about these things. I also want to find a way to solve these things in the past. However, this idea is nothing but a bubble. Simon said that Fu Nanshan is living a good life now. There are many women coming and going around every day, and there is no sign of disappointment at all.
I'm mad at this situation.
Waste my time here sad, that guy is such a natural and unrestrained life, put the problem to me, this is what?
If I hadn't been prepared for so many accidents, I would have been unable to bear them and collapsed. How could I continue to prepare for the company's affairs.
With a frown, I opened a file and found that it was about Fu Nanshan. My mood immediately came up and I threw out the folder.
"What's the use of making a show all day long? Since there is no me at the bottom of my heart, I should not have chosen me at the beginning. Now it's really enough to turn around and like others. "
While I was muttering, the door of the office was pushed open.
When I saw that it was Simon, I was a little bit temperamental.
"What are you doing here?"
Simon grinned and waved his hand. "I just think you need someone to help you now, so I'm here. Why, you look haggard. Have you had an accident? "
I put down the papers and put my hand on my chin. "What can I do for you? Even if the bottom of my heart is not happy, bite teeth also passed, what's the big deal? Fu Nanshan can live a happy life. Why can't I live like that? "
Simon looked at me for a moment, then reached out and patted me.
"Sometimes, if you feel uncomfortable at the bottom of your heart, you can say it quickly and hold it all the time. It's just bad for you. Leisurely. Fu Nanshan is really wrong, but you can't punish yourself with his mistakes. It's unfair to you! "
I waved to Simon, sighed for a while, and then spoke again.
"I understand what you say. However, in many things, not a clear sentence can solve the problem. For me, Fu Nanshan used to be a very important driving force in my life. Now, he has chosen to betray me. How can you embarrass me? "
Simon took my hand again and clearly expressed that Fu Nanshan's feelings with me had been opposed since before. It was just because I was resolute that he had no choice.
Now, since we can see Fu Nanshan's true face clearly before we get married, we believe that many things can be solved more easily than before. After all, after putting down a feeling that shouldn't exist, we can go better.
"Really?"
I gave Simon a dubious glance.
"Isn't my choice wrong this time? Simon, don't you always say I'm reckless? "
"This time, it's Fu Nanshan who owes you something. There's nothing wrong with you!"
Simon's words let my original uneasy heart gradually ease down.
I nodded to him, and then planned to pull Fu Nanshan's phone black, but also at this time, the woman Zheng Ling sent me a text message again, saying that Fu Nanshan suddenly fainted while working in the company, and now she is staying in the hospital.
I can't be totally indifferent to such things. After all, our feelings have been tempered by many things.
However, this time Fu Nanshan hurt me deeply. It's not easy for me to accept him without getting angry.
After much deliberation, I still want to leave it to Simon.
Simon waved his hand to me, saying that it was OK to take care of Fu Nanshan instead of me, but what I should think is, what if such a move gave Fu Nanshan the idea of disconnection?
"This..."
I also feel helpless for this point, eyebrows again.
"What should I do, as you say? Do I have to go myself? "
"Never mind!"
Simon spoke to me calmly.
"If you really want to put an end to these days, don't worry. Let's not talk about your current grudges. Just talk about the past affairs between you two. I think you are always the one to compromise. That's why Nanshan despises you so much. "
I agree with that.
If Fu Nanshan cares about me, why let others talk about it? If I want to care about it this time, I will be caught by Fu Nanshan and think that I can't live without him. ThenWhen I think of such a thing, I wake up immediately.
"Simon, you're right. I shouldn't take all the happiness of my life just because I'm soft hearted. Although it's cruel to Fu Nanshan, I can't help thinking about it for myself! "
Simon nodded. "That's right! People are selfish. Who stipulates that women must pay for men? You can also choose your own way of life, and don't be bound by those outside people with gossip, because you're just yourself. "
I nodded to Simon with a smile.
"Only you can consider the problem from my point of view at such a time, otherwise, I really don't know what to do!"
Simon is very modest about this. Let me not praise him all the time. After all, his character is easy to be proud of.
"Screw you!"
I didn't get angry and glanced at him, with a smile on the corner of my mouth.
"Don't always say such high sounding words, you should know that I'm a soft and hard person, I don't want to eat them!"
Simon sighed helplessly.
"Yes, I know that you are a hard and soft person, but who let me stand up to you as a friend? Since I'm a friend, I have to think about it from the perspective of being good for you. "
I nodded to him, "now that you've said that, I'll control my temper a little bit in the future. You can rest assured that although I'm easy to be serious with you, I know the importance. "
Simon frowned and thought, but he didn't go on persuading me.
"Now that you have your own decision, that's it. However, leisurely, you should remember that no matter how much love you have, you should never pay to someone who is not sincere to you, because sooner or later you will be hollowed out! "