Chapter 499

Fu Nanshan was standing in the same place as ice, staring at me.

Although I'm the same man, after thinking of the past, I began to have a direct change in my feelings towards Fu Nanshan. I can even say that I turned my pure love into a trace of hatred.

"Why?"

I showed a sneer at Fu Nanshan, humming and picking eyebrows.

"What else do you want to say to me? After so many things have happened, don't you still know what I care most about in my heart? "

Fu Nanshan's body trembled a little, "things have happened a lot, but our feelings are also increasing. Do you just remember what I made you heartache, but don't you know what's good about me?"

"I don't want to think about it."

For what Fu Nanshan said, I directly looked at it with a cold attitude.

"Nanshan, I didn't give you a chance. However, you let me down, let me experience again and again what is the feeling of failure. I thought happiness would come to me every time, but it didn't turn out that way! "

When I said this to Fu Nanshan this time, my tone was very heavy, because I didn't want to let the passive feeling wrap my whole person up again. What I wanted was to have a sincere feeling of love.

When Zheng Ling went forward again and wanted to get involved between Fu Nanshan and me, Nanshan gave her a cold glance.

"I don't want to see you now. Go away now!"

For this point, Zheng Ling still feel particularly uncomfortable.

"Why do you always say so much? Nanshan, since this woman is not willing to love you, but also to say all kinds of things that make you uncomfortable, why don't you give up? Anyway, I think she just wants to find fault. She doesn't think about things from your point of view at all! "

Fu Nanshan is still looking at Zheng Ling coldly, his fist slowly tightening.

"You don't have to speak ill of leisurely in front of me. Zheng Ling, I tell you honestly, no matter you come back or not, my mind has been on Qu leisurely, because only this person is my only pursuit in my life! "

"Ha ha!"

In the face of Nanshan's straightforward refusal, Zheng Ling was still a little shaken.

"You're saying that to hurt my heart, aren't you? Nanshan, the two of us who were the most important children in the past, why haven't we seen each other for so many years, but your attitude towards me has changed so much? "

"Nothing."

Fu Nanshan calmly glanced at Zheng Ling and looked at me again.

"The most important person in my life now is Qu Youran, so of course I don't want to go back to the old days with you. For you, the past is very important, but for me, it's just the past! "

"This..."

Zheng Ling stood in the same place, looked at Fu Nanshan for a long time, and suddenly clenched her fist.

"You have a point. However, Qu leisurely does not want to be with you now! Even so, don't you care? "

"I don't care!"

Fu Nanshan still showed a confident smile to Zheng Ling.

"In the past, leisurely paid double love for me, but now, I pay the same love for her, it won't be so good. Zheng Ling, if you still remember the good times when we were friends together, you should learn to change your attitude! "

"I want to!"

Zheng Ling's tears ran down her cheeks, and her voice choked a little.

"If I could, of course I would. However, if you are not really disheartened to love this kind of thing, how can you put it down in one sentence? "

Fu Nanshan also hesitated.

"I can understand what you said. However, leisurely and I are the couple who will help each other all our lives. I can't be with you... "

"Stop it!"

I didn't want to get involved in their affairs, but now I can't make my own decisions.

"Fu Nanshan, as I said just now, please don't connect your love life with me. I don't want to take care of your affairs, because now I want to pursue the life I want."

Fu Nanshan didn't listen to me and gave up his confession. He still came up and grasped my hand.

"It is absolutely impossible for me to ignore you. Qu leisurely, from I know you to now, there is no moment to want to release your hand. You can hate me, but you can't stop my love for you. "

I was moved by a series of confessions, but as long as I turned around the pictures Fu Nanshan wanted to take right back, I felt cold in an instant.

"Fu Nanshan. Now, what's the use of these words? Your love for me is hypocritical! If you really care about me, there won't be so many accidents! "

Maybe it's because there are so many situations today that Fu Nanshan began to fall into silence and couldn't answer my questions for a long time. This kind of situation makes me feel uncomfortable."You say you love me, but you are not sincere at all! Fu Nanshan, you tell everyone that you have paid a lot, but what do you show me? Besides your selfishness, how much have I got? Since the day I lost my memory, you have been perfunctorizing me! "

I burst into tears. When I looked at Fu Nanshan, I couldn't help crying.

At the beginning, I would not care about all kinds of things, but after that, the remaining memory in my head let me see clearly how deep Fu Nanshan's love for me was.

The so-called care, in fact, is just a good thing to say. Once you want to take it out again, you find that everything is in vain. No matter how loud the word "love" is, it will be crushed by reality.

"Leisurely!"

Fu Nanshan put his arms around my body from behind and held me firmly like a rope.

"I know you've suffered too much. I'm sorry. However, please rest assured that I will never give you such a bad feeling in the future. I will definitely change it! "

I slowly opened Fu Nanshan's arm and turned to stare at him with resentful eyes.

"In the future? Do you think we can make progress now? Nanshan, sometimes things are not as simple as you think! Even if I spent several months in a daze, even if I didn't remember at that time, you will never forget my performance because of the pain! "

Fu Nanshan released his arm around my shoulder, and tears of regret fell on his face.

"If I knew that what I said today would cause you so much psychological pressure, I would never do it. Leisurely, I don't expect you to accept me immediately, but at least please give me some time to pursue you again! "