This time, he didn't pester me all the time as usual. I was still a little disappointed.
I don't even know what the purpose of his coming here today is, whether he came to me to get back together or break up.
But I have not easy to calm down these two days. It seems that I have experienced a torrential rain.
Fu Nanshan has such energy that he can make me fall into the abyss.
Step by step, I moved to the table and sat down expressionless.
Wang Yang also probably saw what happened. Ask me carefully.
"Is that your boyfriend?"
I was disappointed: "well, now I'm an ex boyfriend."
Wang Yang continued to ask tentatively.
"Is he because of me? Did you misunderstand us? Do you want me to explain to him? "
I pretended to eat with my head down, but in fact I got a lump in my throat.
"There's nothing to explain. People say that breaking up should be decent. Besides, it's none of your business. You don't have to care about it."
Wang Yang put down his chopsticks: "leisurely, I just hope I didn't bring you pain, I hope you have been happy."
After swallowing his throat, he continued: "in fact, you have always been a special friend to me. I want to make your life full of sunshine. In fact, I love you..."
I knew what he was going to say next and immediately interrupted him.
"Wang Yang, you are very nice and warm. At the beginning, I just regarded you as my work partner. After I met you, I always regarded you as my younger brother."
"Brother Leisurely, but I don't see you as my sister. "
When I saw Wang Yang looking at me with a very sad look, I suddenly felt more confused in my mind.
"Well, Wang Yang, I'm very tired today. You go back first. What can I do for you later?"
I can't face Wang Yang's eyes. I just keep putting food in my mouth.
Wang Yang hesitated for a while. He knew that the comfort at this time was useless to me, and I didn't have the energy to think at all to give him a perfect answer.
"OK, I'll go first. You have a good rest. I'll see you in a few days."
Wang Yang took his clothes, looked at me a few times before he went out, and left with great worry.
In front of Wang Yang, I always pretended to eat with my head down. After Wang Yang left, I really couldn't eat a bite.
I saw that I didn't eat much food at all, but I poured it out one by one.
I wonder why my troubles can't be poured out and cleaned up like these inedible meals.
I and Fu Nanshan's feelings come here, really apart from breaking up, there is no way to do it?
In Fu Nanshan's eyes, I'm really just a woman who can get close to whoever he wants to get close to in order to achieve his own goal, and have no feelings at all?
I didn't have the courage to rush out and tell him that it wasn't like this at all, and I couldn't turn a blind eye to the scene of Zheng Ling holding his hand.
It's really hard not to love.
In this way, I muddled through another two days without thinking about food and tea every day.
Simon told me to have a good rest. I don't care about the company these days.
Until later, I got a call from Wang Yangdi.
That night, I thought that Wang Yang was hurt by my cruel refusal, and he would not come to me.
But when I received the call, I found that Wang Yang's voice was as warm as before.
"Leisurely, do you remember that you promised me to travel?"
I didn't respond: "travel? Just the two of us? "
"Yes, I'll drive to your house right away. Pack up and let's go to the seaside."
"In such a hurry?" I don't know how to answer.
"Well, yes, since you treat me as your younger brother, I don't care. Will my younger brother take my elder sister out to have a rest today?"
I don't know how those sad eyes that night healed themselves in such a short time.
Maybe Simon is very good at judging people. Wang Yang is a warm boy. He can warm others as well as himself.
But Wang Yang said so, I really don't know how to refuse.
When I hesitated and didn't answer, Wang Yang said mischievously, "elder sister, do you agree or not?"
"Well, let's go closer and come back in a day or two. There's still a lot of work to come back."
Wang Yang was very happy to hear my promise.
I also began to pack things, Wang Yang arrived soon.
I picked up my luggage and Wang Yang went back to the driver's seat.
Eyes shining light like looking at me: "know you are in a bad mood, so today anyway also want to take you out to relax, good, you are still obedient."
I think Wang Yang is as friendly as usual, smiling, and half of the haze in my heart is gone."Yes, maybe I should go out for a walk."
I also want to try to come out of the past and feel life well.
When we came to a beach not far from the city center, Wang Yang and I got out of the car to blow the sea breeze.
Although I have lived in this city for a long time, I have never had the chance to come here. I never knew there was such a relaxing place.
Stepping on the sand, listening to the sound of the waves.
I felt a relief in my heart that I had never felt before.
The peace far away from the city, at the moment, I was thinking, what would happen if Fu Nanshan was here at this time.
I have more than once thought that if there were no Liu Xuanxuan, Dai Lin or Zheng Ling between Fu Nanshan and me, everything would be different.
Can Fu Nanshan and I have the chance to enjoy the sea breeze in peace like now.
Thinking about it, I shed tears sentimentally.
Wang Yang beside me saw that my expression was more and more sentimental, and finally began to persuade me.
"Leisurely, will pass, no matter what you have encountered, all the bad things will be forgotten."
But can I really? I said that I didn't want to go back to Fu Nanshan, but every moment, no matter whether he was by my side or not, it was him in my mind.
I rubbed my eyes and made a smiling face at Wang yangqiang.
"It doesn't matter. I'm just a little cold by the sea breeze. I think of some things before. You don't have to worry about me. Have fun."
"You just don't want to say your sadness. If you have anything to do, you can carry it alone. I know that person on that day is very important to you.
Wang Yang seems to want to see through my vulnerability.
"I don't know what happened to you, but as your friends, I hope you can cheer up. Since the ocean can't warm you, let the sea heal you."