I just feel that Fu Nanshan seems to be a different person at the moment, but looking at Fu Nanshan's serious appearance, it doesn't look like a fake.
Fu Nanshan appears in front of me at this moment. I feel like a little girl who can't understand her emotions. There are many tangles in my heart.
I feel as if I'm in love, as if I'm afraid. It's the combination of so many emotions that leads to my confusion and panic.
I closed my eyes, want to carefully consider all this, Fu Nanshan and I said, now feel particularly true.
"I'm not sure if I still have feelings. If I want to live a life without twists and turns, I'm living a good life now." I looked at Fu Nanshan and said coldly.
I don't know how to respond to Fu Nanshan's inner feelings, so I have to say so, but even so, even if it seems casual, it's the answer that I think about again and again.
Since Fu Nanshan and I said the real idea, I think I also need to explain my heart.
When I saw Fu Nanshan staring at me, I felt cold. I just felt that I was too cruel. I would not say such indifferent words to people I didn't know. But after thinking about it, it's better to have a long pain than a short one.
"Let's change the subject. What are you here for today?" Fu Nanshan continued to ask patiently.
I was stunned. Of course, I couldn't tell him my purpose, otherwise I would be embarrassed.
Just now I refused him, turned around and said that I miss him. I really hit him in the face.
"If you want to come, there are so many reasons for everything." I said, Fu Nanshan looked at me a little hesitantly.
"I'm here because I want to see him." Fu Nanshan held his head and looked at me with a tired posture. He said, my heart was tangled.
"You can't be so cruel. Separate us." Fu Nanshan said with a smile, he is actually very good-looking, but did not see him smile very much, so the only few smiles I remember are still fresh.
I hesitated for a long time. I was wondering if I should bring youyou to meet him. It's impossible to deny him forever.
After thinking for a while, I looked at him and nodded. Fu Nanshan's tense look relaxed.
He has been rejected by me too many times, so he may be afraid that he will continue to refuse this time.
The two of us are speechless, looking at each other's face, this familiar feeling makes my heart warm, just because of the rain soaked body also gradually warm up, feeling this kind of thing is really very strange.
"Is Zheng Ling better? Has she recovered after that time? I think she seems to have been hit hard." I gently followed the bangs and said.
"She has been well, but she has some psychological shadow. I'm sorry for her. Originally, it was because of me." Fu Nanshan said with an apologetic face.
"You don't have to be too sorry. In fact, it's my fault. I should have come earlier. In fact, I hesitated for a long time whether I should come or not. I thought I was afraid when I wanted to believe you..." I said, trying to stop.
"I'm afraid of something, I'm afraid I can't solve it, or my company is threatened." Fu Nanshan's sharp eyes looked at me, as if very much looking forward to the answer.
I didn't say that. I know that he should know what I want to say. He is so smart.
"Can you tell me why you are here today? I'm curious! " I wrapped up my clothes and felt a little cold.
Fu Nanshan hesitated for a long time, thinking whether to say it or not, "I saw the video of your press conference yesterday, and the newly listed software of your company will surely get the unanimous attention of the industry. I didn't expect that your confident appearance on the stage is so beautiful, and I didn't expect that you have changed so much. In the past, I always felt that you were a person who needed to be protected. "
Fu Nanshan's eyes appreciated me, and then said: "there are often many small problems and troubles that need to be helped by others, but I feel that looking at your current state, it seems that you can solve many problems and troubles by yourself. You no longer need me, so you can choose to leave me and avoid my trouble, right?"
"I think a lot about what has changed you from a little girl to a person who takes charge of your own affairs. I think that maybe you have tried too much to make you so strong and those who have overcome difficulties will become more powerful. I think you are great." Fu Nanshan said his thoughts.
When I listen to these words, I feel sleepy and helpless. He blames himself for many reasons, but I am the only one who knows that I will grow up and mature sooner or later, and I will become a different person from his impression.
Sometimes I even want to thank Fu Nanshan for bringing so many different choices to my life. I grow up gradually through these choices.
"My growth is not just because of you. People you know always want to grow up, but even if they grow up, some people will grow up happily, while some people may grow up with special sadness. But I just follow my own path. I don't have any complaints now. Sometimes you blame me for being too cruel, but I think emotion is a matter for two people Sometimes we can only let it go. " I said, that kind of mature posture in my face.I saw that Fu Nanshan didn't speak, so he wrapped up his clothes and planned to go upstairs to see his former room, but just wanted to get up, Fu Nanshan pulled him into his arms.
Maybe I haven't been in this arms for a long time. I'm a little tangled and rejected for a while.
I tried to break away with my hands, but when I was hugged by the huge embrace, Fu Nanshan's breath blew to my neck. I felt itchy and shrunk my neck. I frowned and looked up at Fu Nanshan. His eyes seemed to be on fire.
I immediately lowered my head and stopped moving.
"Thank you so much." Fu Nanshan said in a low voice. I was shocked by the low voice, and my heart felt numb and fluttering.
Fu Nanshan held my hand and didn't let it go all the time, so I had to curl up in his arms. Fu Nanshan was very satisfied with the body he hadn't held for a long time, and felt like a person with the whole world.
"Now you can let it go. You still don't know how to respect people." I listen to his nose, heart a little angry said.
"I want to hold my silly girl, can't I?" Fu Nanshan said in a very low voice in my ear, which made me goose bumps.
In an instant, he broke away from his arms when he didn't pay attention, because his red face was even more red.
"I'm going home." I lowered my head and scratched my ears. Looking at me, Fu Nanshan felt that he had not changed at all. When he was touched, he blushed. He could not help but smile. He leaned on the sofa and looked at me quietly.
"I'll take you home." Fu Nanshan finally got up from the sofa and said, "I feel liberated at last. My hanging heart was released in an instant. I was afraid that Fu Nanshan would continue to do something incredible.".
For Fu Nanshan, I think he is just a person who is hard to guess, so that I can't figure out his inner thoughts after living with him for several years.