Chapter 37 - Awkwardness And Condoms.

Lance.

This is the beginning of fighting. 

I am demanding and forceful but he seems to like it. We have never kissed with so much desperation before. This time I am not kissing him because I am going to lose him. I am kissing him because I choose to fight. At this moment, I know what I have to do. 

Ford won't make any move.

He will try to push me away until I decide to stay away and I can't let that happen. The solution to getting him is to pester him. Be all in his face and fight for him. Let him know that there is no giving upon him. He thinks I will just listen to his cowardice words and let him make the decisions for both of us?

There is no way I will do that. 

I am here to stay.

I don't want to be his brother. 

I don't just want to be his friend. 

I want to kiss him every day. 

I want to fuck him right now. 

I tug at his boxers and he tries to grab my hands to stop me. His attempt is weak because the moment I grab unto his cock. He is putty in my hands. My grip is not gentle. I want to please him to the point where he won't know what hit him. I want him to know what he is missing. I want to give him sweet torture he will never forget. 

''Lance,'' he breathes out my name. 

I play deaf ears as I slip my hands into his boxers, he closes his eyes softly once I have him at the tip of my fingers ''You know you want this, stop fighting me.'' I whisper into his ears. 

I don't recognise my voice. I really don't know who I have become, but I like every single bit of this newfound Lance. I move my hand slowly at first and he groans out from the sweet pleasure. This is the reaction I want from him. I thought about it all night. When I left him in my room, I did my research. 

''Lube?'' Jack whispers in the living room so as not to wake Ford up. 

I nod ''I need some for tomorrow.'' 

He laughs ''What does this have to do with me?''

He is being difficult. He knows what I am asking and he is playing dumb ''I need you to drive me to the pharmacy. Help me get some and condoms.''

He opens his eyes wide at my request ''Have you lost your mind, do you have any idea what time it is?'' 

I nod ''Dude, do I ever ask you for anything?''

he rolls his eyes ''Frankly, all the fucking time. Look why don't you take a chill pill. The dude is passed out drunk. Is there some sort of urgency to this fuck a man situation?'' 

I nod again ''Yes, I'm going to seduce him tomorrow.''

Jack stares at me in disbelief. I don't even believe the words coming out of my mouth at ten in the fucking night but they are all thought out. We have been prolonging sex. He says he needs to prep and shit and I never got the chance to be intimate with him. If I do this with him, then he will crave me more. We will form a bond that he wouldn't be able to resist. 

''You've gone mad. I can see that,'' he turns to walk out of my house but I grab him by the ends of his shirt.

''Please, you can just give me your car and I will go on my own. I need this right now.''

He sighs.

This is my best friend. The guy that has a weak spot for me. He will do whatever I ask—maybe with a little bit of grovelling. 

''Fine, but are you leaving him alone?'' 

I nod. ''It'll only take a couple of minutes and hour max. come on let's go.'' I drag him out of the house and we get to the pharmacy close to our apartment. It is a twenty-four-hour store. As we walk in, a woman is by the counter with a very uninterested look on her face. 

''So, what do you need?'' he asks me as we walk around in search of my sex with Ford materials. 

''Just Lube and a pack of condoms.'' 

He slaps his forehead dramatically ''I can't believe we are doing this. the things you make me do will never cease to amaze me,'' he is being a drama queen. 

I feel the woman's eyes on us. I am sure we look sus as fuck. 

We get to the aisle of condoms and he waits for me to pick one. I look around at all the different types and sizes. Who knew there was so many to pick from. 

''Which one would you use?'' I ask him knowing full well that he is sexually active. 

He groans out loud and I turn to the woman by the counter and sure enough, she is still watching us ''Are we talking about my sex life now,'' I sense the discomfort in his tone. 

''No, you know I did some research. I know I'm the bottom. At least I think I am. The last time we almost had sex, he was… you know… at the giving end.''

He groans even louder.

I really am shocked at myself, talking about this so casually but I need to get comfortable with sex because it is part of my plan to get my man. 

''This is insane,'' jack mumbles exasperatedly ''You've seen my….uh… you know,'' he mutters, I wait for him to continue ''Do I match up to lover boy?''

He is talking about his dick. Okay, I have seen Jack naked. Ford is bigger, and this is not an exaggeration. He is at least an inch bigger than Jack. 

''He's bigger than you,'' 

Jack opens his eyes wide from the shock of my words and I laugh out loud. This is funny to me. I mean, we are bros. we should talk about sex with ease. Why is this so weird for him?

''I can't fucking believe this.'' he grabs a packet from the shelf and tosses it to me. 

I grab it and there is a large XL on it. So, my man is an extra-large. Nice. There is nothing fancy about the one he picked ''What about the flavoured ones? I see some nice ones here,'' I reach for a strawberry one. 

Jack shakes his head and walks away from me. I laugh because it is hilarious to me. The lube is easier than condoms. So, I just grab a pack of those and pay for the stuff. 

''Don't stop,'' he moans out with desire in his eyes. 

I smile as I continue to jerk him off. This is me getting him all hot and bothered. My plan at seduction is working and I don't plan on stopping. Ford is lost in the moment as I bend forward and press my lips to his. My hand continues with the up and down movement with an increase in speed. his body rocks back and forth in an attempt to get me to move at his pace and rhythm. I pull back from him suddenly and there is a mischievous smile on my face as I pull his boxers off in the speed of light.

His expression is dazed. I feel the confusion in his mind. He hasn't seen this side of me, I haven't even seen this side of me. 

Now he is naked and at my mercy. I want more from him. I slide off him slowly. I want to taste him. he knows what I am about to do ''What are you doing Lance?'' he asks with heavy breaths. 

I shrug still smiling ''Stop me, Ford. Tell me no and I will be off you in a flash,'' I wink and he blushes crimson. 

My face is close to his dick—his XL dick and I remember Jack and his discomfort. That doesn't stop me from taking him in my mouth. His moans are all I hear as I take him all in. thanks to some intense porn watching, I learnt deep throating. I didn't even know it was a thing until last night, now all I want to do is make sure it has the same effect as the people in the porn videos.

''Fuck,'' he tries to control his screams but I feel him get harder beneath my lips. He moans and squirms beneath me as I go faster, already tasting the salty taste of his precum. He grabs my hair roughly but it is more pleasure than pain as he bobs my head to the pace he'd prefer. With his dick in my mouth, I manage a smile as I lick and suckle at the tip. I know the moment he is about to cum from the incoherent words he mumbles in between screams. This is the most flustered I have seen him. 

With a quick thrust, he releases into my mouth. My eyes are glued to his face, I watch him as I taste the most sacred part of him. with one gulp, I swallow him and I feel the sting as it goes down my throat. 

I am not done with him. 

But I feel a lot more fulfilled.