Chapter 84 - Risky Sex.

Lance. 

Finding him is not that hard. Ford is apparently a pretty popular guy in this school. all I had to mention was his name and I was directed on where to find him. From the crowd earlier, the school is so empty that you wouldn't even know it was full of people before. 

I knew he would be in the locker room. He is supposed to be freshening up and I am going to crash in on him.

I didn't mean to be a jerk back there. I guess I got so jealous. I don't like the fact that he has kept me so hidden from the people in his life. I find out that he has friends. Like actual friends apart from Lisa. People that might not be with him for selfish reasons and he didn't tell them about me. I don't know how he is so good at keeping this a secret. I want to shout to the world, let everyone know that he is mine, but he doesn't have a problem with me not knowing anything about his life.

I understand that I have to handle things differently with him, because of his illness but I don't think his illness defines him. at the end of the day, he is just Ford my boyfriend. That is all I care about and even though he might carry a heavy burden, I don't judge him for it. 

I get to the door of the locker room and I hear the shower running loudly. I don't think there is anybody in there with him. the school is pretty much cleared out. Seems like everyone is already headed to the party. I can't wait to meet his friends. I feel like it will make me feel closer to him. I want anything that will bring me closer to him. 

I open the door slowly and peek inside to make sure there isn't anyone. As I thought, the vast room is empty. I see the lockers from where I am standing. They are all closed. I walk into the room, looking around in the process. There are white towels sprawled on the floor and the benches. These boys are gross. I walk closer to the sound of the shower. I see him immediately. I can recognise Ford even with my eyes closed. 

There is soap all over his body as he scrubs even harder. The muscles in his back flex as he touches his body. this is a bold move, I mean I could get caught at any minute but I want to risk it. I want to be close to him right now and I don't know how he is going to handle what I am about to do. 

I take off my clothes hurriedly. He hasn't even noticed that I am here. He seems to be engrossed in his shower. 

I hang my clothes on the hanger stuck on the wall. God, please don't let me regret this decision. I know it is stupid. We are in his school, the one place he doesn't want to be caught. The minute someone sees us, it is all over. Ever since I met Ford, I started taking risks. I don't know if this is a good thing but it is exciting to me. 

I walk into the open showers slowly. My heart is racing, I am nervous as fuck. I don't know if I will be able to handle it if he pushes me off. He still doesn't feel my presence until I wrap my arms around his waist. 

He stiffens against me immediately and turns around with wide eyes ''What the fuck Lance,'' he scolds. 

I let go of him and he darts his eyes to my dick, noticing that I am naked ''What are you doing in here?''

I manage a smile as I pull him close to me again ''We are fine, there is no one here.''

He shakes his head ''What if someone walks in and see us. We cant do this here.''

He is panicking, as I knew he would. 

''Please just a couple of minutes. I want to apologise.'' I hold him again and this time he doesn't push me or fight me off. He rests his head on my shoulder with a breath of defeat and the water crawls all over my skin. My hair is already wet and flat ton my head.

''I am sorry,'' I manage. 

''I never do anything right.'' He answers my apology with that and it confuses me. 

This is not about him. 

I am apologising because I was a jerk. 

''You always try to beat yourself up. You did nothing wrong. I seem to have messed everything up tonight.''

He pulls back from me slightly, now looking directly at my eyes ''I knew you didn't want to come for this game. I put you under pressure to come and then blamed you for being absent. I shouldn't have.''

''You have every right to be upset with me. I shouldn't have left. I should've cheered on for you.''

''You don't like basketball,'' he justifies. 

I don't argue with him and say I don't like sports in general because it doesn't have anything to do with that. Even if this was the sport of all time. The fact that he was playing meant I automatically had to show him support.

''I love you. That is all that matters. Jack distracted me. some things happened to him and I was helping him through it. I didn't know that you would be bummed when you didn't see me in the crowd.'' 

''It doesn't matter anymore. I hate fighting with you,'' he cries all the emotion clear in his eyes. I don't even want to drag things. I just want to kiss him. 

I lean forward until my lips smash against him. This is another risky decision, but I can't stop myself and he doesn't seem to want to stop me. Our lips mesh together ferociously. The hunger evident as he presses the rest of his body to mine. I moan against his lips as he pushes me to the wall, my back hitting the tiled wall a little too roughly. He pulls back from the kiss, his eyes dark and lust-filled. 

No words are exchanged as he smashes his lips to mine again, grabbing my leg up for better access. We are about to have sex in the locker room of his school. I feel his dick, hard and ready for me. his hand slides down my chest, I shudder against his touch as he grabs his dick and places it in my entrance. His eyes are still open. He is watching me but I am so far gone. Maybe he wants me to be the one to stop this, but how can I start something that I started?

He slides into me slowly. I stiffen as he tries to adjust my body to him. the pain obvious in my face. he kisses me again, the only way to distract me from what he is doing below. I moan into his mouth as a low growl escapes his lips. 

He pushes into me a little more than his tip and I squirm against his chest. Fucking hell, why is it always so intense with him? there is never a dull moment of sex with Ford. I bend my head backwards as I try to accommodate him. this is the first time we are having sex without Lube. It almost seems like my body is getting accustomed to his dick. 

''Fuck,'' he groans out as he pummels into me harder. the slow pace he started increases. The harder he hits that spot, the faster he goes. I dig my nails into his skin. I know It will leave a bruise on his skin, but I love our sex marks. The water mixes with our sweat, completely cooling me down through the hotness that is Ford. 

He goes faster, I scream louder, hoping the shower is making my screams. The minute I feel close to my orgasm. I pull apart from his lips ''I am going to cum. Let's do it together,'' I tell him out of breath.

He smiles with a nod and he pushes into me. this time my eyes open wide from the shock of how hard he hit that spot I don't think I can hold out any longer. I reach for his hair and tug at it, feeling myself on the edge. 

''Now,'' he breathes into my ear. 

I take that as approval and explode on his, still breathing heavily. I feel him hot inside me, as he spills it all out with a loud grunt. 

I fall to his chest already spent. Now I wish we were home. I don't even want to go to this party again. I just want to fall asleep in his arms. Ford presses his lips to my forehead for a soft kiss. My eyes remain closed from the exhaustion of what just happened. 

''I love you,'' he reminds me. 

I nod because I don't have any doubt and he knows I love him too. Thank you God, for giving me this man. 

He is perfect.