Chapter 183 - My Home

Patrick

"Don't stop." He screams so loud that the sound travels to my ears and down to my heart, tugging at the strings. I watch him as he grabs the sheets roughly pulling them off the bed. All I see is his back and very beautiful bubble butt. I grab him by his neck until his face is close to mine. he is sweating, his eyes are closed "Do not stop,'' he repeats this time even more firmly.

I smile as I move into him even harder than before and he screams so loud that I can swear the neighbors hear us. The smile on my face widens because I love it when I fuck him. ever since we started switching, our sex life intensified.

He seems to be a different person when I fuck him, he seems to be hornier and louder. "Jesus Christ baby, right there. That's the spot,'' he gasps as I press my lips to his to shut him up. He smiles into the kiss as I thrust into him. I keep going at it until he stiffens against me, breathing heavily in my arms. Once I feel him cum, I let go, pouring into him with all the strength left in me. He falls to the bed with a gentle thud and I fall on top of him.

Our sweat and cum mix together. the sheets are a mess.

"Fuck, I never thought you could get any better but you just have to keep surprising me,'' he breathes into the mattress. His voice is muffled but I hear him clearly. I laugh because I am speechless right now. A hot bath is all I need to make this night perfect.

"We messed up the sheets again,'' he mutters, shifting slightly so that he can look at me. I smile warmly. His eyes are still dark, and lust-filled. Jack is the only person I know that can go numerous rounds without ever getting tired. His sex drive never diminished after all those years.

"I love you," he breathes out, still watching me. I remind him of that almost every day and he returns my admittance with a smile. His way of telling me that he loves me too. "We should get up and have a bath,'' he tells me with so much energy in his voice. unlike him, I am exhausted from a busy day at work.

Jack has been out of a job for a couple of months and I can see it affecting him. The confidence he used to have has been cut off. We started this relationship with me taking care of him. I gave him a place after he decided to finally leave his father. It took a lot from him to make that decision. Even now, he still checks up on the man. I am so shocked that his father is still alive. Shocked that he survived this long. Unlike me, jack went to college. He studied business administration. Getting a job was not easy and after the company, he was working in went under, his self-esteem has depreciated. I have enough money to fend for the two of us, so there never has been any problem in that area but Jack has always been proud and he hates that I am still taking care of him.

There is nothing I can say to help him because he wants to do this on his own. I have given him time and with all the job hunts and searches, it is even frustrating me.

"Come on,'' he detaches from me and pulls me off the bed. I look at the sight of the bed and a smile sprawls to my face.

"We can't sleep on this bed,'' I tell him. he chuckles and I watch him as he pulls the sheets off the bed and tosses it to the floor, near the door.

"I will take it down after our shower." He tells me and pulls me into the bathroom. The bright lights hit me immediately I walk in and he smiles. "Come on," my eyes dart to him and his glory. He is naked and not even ashamed. We have come so far, been together for so long that seeing his dick in the bright lights of the bathroom doesn't even make me flinch. I know every detail in his body. I have memorized his body like it is mine, I know the dents and corners. I know the little birthmark he has under his lap, just close enough to his butt cheeks. He is mine, in every way possible.

"Stop staring,'' he jabs at me with that smile still on his face. I shake my head and walk over to the bathtub.

"I don't want a shower tonight,'' I inform him.

He sighs loudly "You know the tub is too small for the two of us,'' he reminds me. I like the fact that he knows instantly, that he will be in it with me. most times, Lance makes fun of us. No one understands why after so long, we still act like this is the beginning of our relationship. When we go out with friends, I always stick to him and he does the same with me. I never want to let him go and maybe it is a little clingy but we don't have any problems with it.

"You can use the shower and I will use the tub,'' I am teasing him and he knows it. I walk over to the tub and block the drainage. He watches me as I open the hot water tap and start to fill it up.

"Hmmm,'' he mutters as he walks into the shower. He is teasing me too. We do this sometimes, see who will cave in at the end. Usually, it is me that always gives in to his demands but every once in a while, he ends up being the one that grovels. I put a bath bomb into the water as the shower starts to run. It looks like I might end up groveling this time. The water keeps running but I ignore it as I watch mine, waiting for it to fill up. I hear him in the shower, humming to seek attention. He is playing the game with the hopes that he will win. This time, I want to win.

I enter the tub and the warm water soothes my skin. After a  couple of minutes, my eyes are closed, the water is quite relaxing as I knew it would be. I hear the shower go off and the door open. I hear his footsteps but I choose to remain quiet and ignore him. I know what he will do. I know he will get into the shower and act as if nothing happened. Just as I knew already, I feel the water rise up as he enters the tub. As he said, my bathtub isn't that big, it shouldn't fit the two of us but it is not the first time we have been here together.

"You're ignoring me,'' he tries to get my attention.

I open one eye and he is so close to me; I can feel every part of me. this is exactly what I wanted. With this closeness, I wanted to keep being clingy for the rest of the night.

"Thought you didn't want the tub?'' I raise a brow.

He rolls his eyes "You weren't in the shower,'' he manages, his eyes away from me. I pull him closer to me and the frown on his face wipes off and is replaced with a smile and red cheeks. If he didn't come to me, I would have gone to him. there is no in between and there never would be.

My relationship with Jack is home to me, so the minute I am away from him, I am away from my home. No matter how long I stay away from him, I will always find my way back to him.

He grabs me by my waist and pulls me up until I am on top of him. his eyes are dark again, I already know what is about to happen and I don't mind it one bit. "It's my turn,'' he winks just as his lips smash into mine with so much force that I lose my balance. He smiles into the kiss and I feel his dick as it hardness against me. his hands are on each side of my waist. His mouth is on mine. it is late and I have work at the gallery tomorrow. I have so much work to do but I wouldn't trade this for anything. I wouldn't change what we have right now.

"Trick,'' he calls my name lustfully as he pulls back for some air. I look at him and he is watching me "Never leave me,'' he breathes out.

I kiss him because there is no point responding to that. He already knows how I feel and he feels the same way.

As long as these feelings remain.

He will forever be my home.