Chapter 212 - One With You

Jack

I open my arms the next morning and he is not next to me. I jump up immediately because I start to panic. Last night couldn't have been a dream. I made things right, I went to him, we are in a good place right now. I look at his pillow and the dent  that his head made is still there. I breathe heavily as I get out of the bed and walk out of the room. I go to the kitchen and he is there, making coffee "Hey,'' he walks over to me immediately and plants a kiss on my lips. I grab him by his waist because I want more.

I have missed him so much that it feels like I am home right now. He smiles into the kiss and pulls away from it "Hey, I made coffee. Want some?'' he asks me and I shake my head.

"I want you,'' I tell him and he pulls away from me. His eyes open wide because I am being direct about it. I just want to know that things are good between us. Last night, I know I was acting weird. After submitting my resignation letter, I thought all I would feel is anger but I wasn't even angry, I was just so sad and I needed him to comfort me and he was there. He stayed with me, he made me feel better. At the end of it all, it was just a job. The thought of losing Trick is the scariest thing ever and no job can replace it.

I walk back to him as he starts to pour some coffee into his cup and he smiles as I take him in my arms "Haven't you missed me?'' I ask him, batting my lashes softly.

"Oh, I missed you so much, you have no idea,'' he leans into me and smashes his lips to mine. There is one thing I am sure of and that is, Trick cannot resist me. I feel him against me, he is already hard.

My hands reach for him and he moans against my lips. I want to touch him, I want to taste him, I want to fuck him.

He drops the cup in his grip down and I lead him to the living room. He sits on the couch and I kneel down in front of him. He looks down at me with those gorgeous eyes and he smiles.

"Yeah, I missed you too,'' I tell him in a low rumble as I pull his shorts down with his boxers and take him in my mouth.

This is the taste I wanted.

his is the feel of him. This is what I needed.

He gasps the moment I do it and he tugs at my hair. I like the feel of his grip on my hair because it just makes me want him more. I want to please him and I want him to feel good. I want to make him feel the way I feel about him.

He moves his hips and I get used to the rhythm of his movements. I surprise myself because I can do this. I can please him and I love that I can do this for him.

His hand moves to the back of my head and he holds me close. He is getting closer and I can feel it. I can taste it. I want him to let go. I want him to feel good.

"Oh, baby, I am so close. Please, please keep going. I need you; I need you so much.''

His words make me go crazy. I want him to feel good and I want to be the one who makes him feel this way. I want him to feel this way about me.

"I love you, Trick."

"I love you too, baby. I love you so much."

I feel his grip tighten in my hair and I know that he is about to let go. I brace myself for it because I know what is coming.

"Oh, baby. Oh, oh.'' I feel the warm spray hit my throat and I swallow it down.

I pull away from him slowly and look at him with his head resting on the back of the couch.

He is breathing heavily and I look into his eyes.

"I love you so much, baby,'' he says as he leans forward until I am on top of him.

"I love you too, Trick."

I kiss him on the lips and he deepens the kiss. He helps me with my clothes and in an instant, we are both naked on the couch "Your turn,'' his voice echoes sultrily. He lays on his back with me still on top of him and I watch him as he spreads his legs open for me. I use my fingers to get him ready and his body welcomes me. This is just more proof that he is mine and I am his. I will not fit perfectly in anyone else's arms, the way I fit in his. No one else will feel right.

it is me and him against the word.

it is just him and me.  I just want to be with him. I just want to be close to him. I just want to feel him.

"You know, I did it for you. I did it to give us a chance.'' I tell him as he looks at me.

"I know, I know," he tells me and I slowly enter him. He gasps the moment I do it and I stop. I wait for him to adjust to it.

He wraps his arms around me and he holds me close to him. He closes his eyes as I push into him deeper, my heart is racing, the pleasure is intense.

I can feel him breathe against my neck; I can feel his heartbeat against mine. He is so close to me.

I savor it, I take it in and I love it.

"I love you so much, baby,'' he whispers in my ear and I push into him deeper.

"I love you too, Trick.''

He pulls away from me and looks at me. We both smile at each other and he kisses me on the lips.

It is a kiss that says it all as I go deeper into him, reveling in the sounds he makes. We keep moving, and I keep pushing, wishing I could merge into him and become one. That is how sex with Trick always makes me feel.

One with him

Nothing else matters.