We waited for that day to come and finally the decision of the court was guilty. My father was sentenced in prison in its ranges from two years, four months and one day to six years.
When the judge announced it, my heart was jumping in happiness. My mother cries in my arms and it I feel more emotional for that. I watched my father being arrested.
He didn't looked at us, instead he just turn his back and walk away. I hate that we never had the chance to fix our problems and we come up with this kind of ending.
We can't predict the future. We just have to accept it and move on..
"So, you'll go with Noah now?" My mom looked sad while holding my arms..
We're here inside our house now, she packed some foods for us so when we get hungry on the road, we have our food to eat. She's really caring, she knows when I need her help and care. My mom knows everything!
I nod and looked around. I will miss this place again. Of course, when I stepped Washington again, I'm sure I will be busy again. There are a lot of work that's waiting for me there.. And I really need to make up from my absences. Though, Noah said that it's okay. But I still want to do it. I'm his employee.
"Take care, okay?" I wanna bring them to Washington but she refused. I would be more happy if we live together.
"We're gonna fine here, Raine. Don't worry," She smiles and hugged me.
Her warm hug melts my heart. I'll gonna missed my mom so much!
"You should call or text me now, huh?" My eyes turn to Seb.
I chuckled and hugged him too.
"Of course, Seb! I'll call you--"
"And text if you have the time!"
"Yeah, yeah. Master!"
Noah was outside, he's checking up his car. That guy is meticulous, he always check everything and he always make sure that we're safe.
"Where's Drake?" I asked.
"He's in the bathroom, I guess.." Seb shrugged.
"Bathing?"
"Maybe? He doesn't want to face you looking dirty,"
I laced up my shoes and sat on the sofa. We still have an our to prepare and we already fixed everything now, so I'll just have to spend the remaining time with my family.
"Mom, you know you'll be happy there too.." I pouts. I really want to convince her.
"She's right, mom! Raine would be more happy if we're there!" Seb interjects.
"True!" I agreed.
She shook her head and smiles, so I just pouted. She really decided to stay here for good no matter how I want to bring them with me.
"We're fine here, Raine. And besides, your brothers are grown ups now. You don't need to look after us anymore, you have your own life, darling.."
I know that and I feel like I still need to protect them and look after them. I don't know why.. Maybe this is how I love and this is how I protect them.
I bit my lip. I remember what Noah and I talked about when he pushed me to go here before. That when I go back there, I already have my decision. I still didn't mention it to my mom. I'm afraid that she'll get angry at me.. And I'm afraid that I can't make it through..
But I've decided to say to her now..
"M-mom?" I looked at her.
She put the book back inside the table and she turn her eyes on me.
"Yes, darling?" She sat beside me.
"Can I ask you something?" I suddenly felt nervous.
"Sure! What is it?"
I gulp and scanned her face. I'm looking for an answer if she would get mad if I say it or not. And I think she won't be mad at me..
I hope so..
"I've been thinking of going back to college--"
"REALLY?" Her eyes got bigger.
I was startled by her reaction. I mean, I supposed she would be speechless and I'll be very tense to make a good reason for her to understand me..
But I guess, that's not it..
"When do you plan? Do need some money? God! This is a great decision, darling!" She giggled.
"M-mom.."
I watched her every reaction as she talked happily to me. Oh God! What's happening?
I thought I would regret this!
"I'm really really happy for you, Raine! So when do you plan to? So we can visit you there and celebrate together?" She asked in excitement.
"M-mom, you don't have to do that.." I shook my head.
She pouts and pinched my cheek. That hurts!
"Don't stop me and continue what you're planning.. I'm just really happy that you finally wanna go back. I promised I will find a job to support you--"
"Mom, I never said that," My voice softened.
"Of course, I'm your mother! It's my priority to support my children to all of their needs. Oh, c'mon darling. Don't stop me.."
She held my hand and smiles. This is the first time that I've seen her happy like this again. Her eyes are shining while looking at me. The old watch on our wall was the indication that we only have thirty minutes left to spend.
"Okay!" I surrender.
Once she set her mind, she would definitely make it come true. That's my mom. We're the same, I'm also a goal oriented which I based it on my own experience.
The time passed and we're now here outside. Drake and Seb are now standing here beside my mother who's now smiling and looked so happy.
Drake gave me his favorite book, he said that I would love to read on the ride while waiting for the long drive.
Well, he's right. I love reading and it would be a help for me not to sleep, so that Noah won't be bored too..
"Goodbye, sis!" My brothers waved at me with my mother beside them.
I hugged them one by one before going inside the car. Noah guide me and I thank him for being a gentleman.
I rolled down the window and watch him walking through my mother. He hugged her and my brothers. I also saw how they talked to him and how he laughs and nod at that.
I suddenly get curious what they said to make him laugh like that.
"We're going now!" He says and went inside the car.
"Goodbye! Be careful! Raine, call us when you get there soon," My mom shouts.
"Sure, mom!" I respond. I waved at them before closing the window.
I sigh when our car moved away from our house. I'll gonna miss them so much!
"You're ready?" Noah asked.
I only noticed his fresh look now. My mouth drool from his hot look. Oh God! How can someone be this handsome?
But somehow I often wonder why he had that not-so-white skin like Americans? His skin is like a foreign skin and his eyes are dark as charcoal.
Well, maybe he's just born like that.i shouldn't think much. The important is, he's my Noah. Damn.
"What? You're just going to stare at me forever?" His brows furrowed.
He wears a white polo. It's button down and he also wears a denim short and a top sider shoes. God! I can't stop looking at his veiny arms!
"Y-you look, h-handsome Noah.." His messy hair are making him hot!
Oh God!
"I know, baby," He smirked and brushed his hair only with his fingers.
Damn those hands. I wanna hold it.
"Baby, you're making me feel shy!" He glanced at me.
His face looked red and it's damn cute!
His silver watch is also shining handsomely like him! Everything that he wears looked so luxury. I'm aware of his good-looking image but this time, he's beyond perfect.
Those thin and red lips of him and his perfect and thick eyebrows.. His long and thick eyelashes and his slantedness, roundness, smooth monolids and deep eyelid folds eyes and his pointed nose. Shit! I think this is cheating God! You made him looked so perfect!
He also smells good and when he smiles, his dimples are showing handsomely!
Damn, Noah.
He pouts and licked the side of his lip. That freakin' tongue!
"God, Raine!" He looked frustrated.
Oh! My baby is glaring at me!
"Why? Do you find yourself ugly, huh?" I chuckled.
"No way! I am more handsome than Pierre!"
Pierre? Hmm..
"Pierre is handsome too! In fact he's handsome than you,"
Let me see your reaction for this, baby..
"WHAT! THAT'S A FUCKING LIE BABY! I'M BETTER THAN THAT ICE!" He shouts.
His face darkened and he seemed so irritated. I wanna laugh but I just held it.
I just wanna divert my attention to this. He's driving me crazy now! And look how handsome he is! You'll definitely drool over it!
"Can I hold your hand?" I bit my lip.
He looked so shocked. The air condition here isn't enough for the hotness that I'm feeling right now!
"Fuck! Of course, baby!" He grabbed my hand and intertwined our fingers.
I blushed when he does it. Fuck! His hand is really big!
My eyes turn to him and my heart jump in happiness as I watched his beautiful smile while he's looking at the road.
The spark in his eyes made me feel like everything in him is real. That even his feelings are real. And the dream that I always before is now really and I'm holding it..
To be continued...